don'tcareifihaven'tfinishdoingchem

though i still like have tons of chem haven't done yet, but don't care la. blogging is the priority now. hmm..perhaps it starts off yesterday ba...

yesterday after dinner, my ah ma went back to our room to change her clothes..coz my mum sae her clothes kinda dirty..her mouth is still full of rice when i entered the room..and coz she's buttoning her clothes..the "saliva cum water" kept dripping from her mouth. so, i told her to bite finish first before buttoning..nonetheless, she continued buttoning..that's not the crux yet. after doing her don't-know-what stuff in the kitchen, she came back with a morsel of rice in her mouth. when i asked her abt the rice, she said that she had already spitted it out..then i'm quite stunned by it la..she went to wash her mouth after that..

after this incident, my mood change drastically. it seems that as if my ahma is going soon. (choy!) my tears well up in my eyes when i think about the incident yesterday. it suddenly make me realise that i should cherish ppl ard me..it's not that i dun cherish ppl ard me, it's just that i always cherish the wrong person. dumb me. i can't imagine a person who has been in my life leaving me..she's been staying with us ever since i am born..she tidies the house, cook for us..but yet, i always treat her not very well..not not very well la..just that, she "zhong nan qin nu"..then always nag at me la..then yesterday came up with a conclusion that, mayb i shouldn't be close with anyone from now onwards (including him ba), beside my family, so that next time i won't have to bear more pain of having my loved ones to leave me. but i know this is really a very dumb solution la.

then just now my ahma asked me not to switch on the fan during night..coz today when she woke up, her mouth was shifted to the side ( this may sound abit..ehhh...). my mum told me that it's a sign of stroke. this scares me alot..that's explain the strong desire to blog today..

another thing that happened today. mrs low has left mjc. though i'm not taught by her, i just felt like crying at lecture today.. this lead me to thinking of a question which i've thought in the past: " y do we have to part? y can't we stay as it is?" i'm always thinking abt this when there's partings, and this often lead to tears. thinking of sec 4 graduation ceremony, haiz...

time to do some chem le.

i dont wanna her to leave us now. i wanna enter uni, make her proud of me! ='(

lao tian ye, zai gei ta duo yi dian shi jian, hao ma?

wo qi qiu, wo qi qiu, wo qi qiu..

♥ how will my journey be like?

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

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