&/ a long and misty way

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

@10:06 AM

tue.

yesterday went to celebrate our advanced 1st anni..hahah..hai hao ba..nth special except for the dinner..

watch Drink, Drank, Drunk in the morning at shaw house. tot there's only us coz at 11am there's no one watch, except for us..and know wad, the show start at 11.15am..haha.so i tot very shuang..no one watch..who knows la, a lao peh peh came in..and a couple came in after the show had started..the show quite not bad la coz got my ou xiang~ as pretty + funny as before la..

makan, shop. shop for the whole day. in the end bought jl's, sl's, zq's pressie..bag too!!! weeee! went secret garden for dinner... place quite gd la..very relaxing..ate cod fish which cost $28!?!? really stunned me ah..coz the fish not very big, yet so ex..but the food is damn nice!! aiya..even if not nice must also sae nice..coz it cost $28?!!?!? drank spa tea... actually wanted anti-stress de..but they don't have..so had for awake de instead..went home after tthat..

oyea, had a hard time buying sl pressie ah..coz the wallet that i wanted to buy all got prob de..so waited for the new stock to arrive before i can get non-prob wallet..sl, must thx me ah. we walked until our legs gonna break le, just to wait for ur wallet..hahahaha..

zq sae the cap that i bought for him not very nice.:(

went studying with eliz and clarice today..don't know y..my head ache after studying chem..it happened too on last sunday when studying with sl..so weird de.. haiyo! real hate chem to the core..haiz.wad to do, left few more mths nia la hor. Yes, i can make it de. just like how i've survived for this year. :)

lemme me see how much had got inside my head.

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fine.none.

lt called me halfway..quite stunned..coz long time nv talk to her le..then nx wk her exam, so i didn't expect her to call me when she shld be studying now..she told me that she don't feel like studying le..coz no one wanna pei her go outside study..yea. hmm. wad can i do as a friend? "asking the obvious huh?" fei, of coz jio her out to study lor!! k.

still recovering from the post-chemistrying syndrome..but it seems not to diminish a single bit..haiyoz! wan le.

rest time now. wee.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Sunday, August 28, 2005

@11:04 AM

begining of nightmares.

it's been a long while ever since i update huh. kinda busy for this week la. can't really remember wad i did for this week except celebrating xf bdday. haha. as usual, we went to subway. super talkative that day, mayb coz almost one yr nv update on each other le ba. anyway, she gave me a necklace. stunned. 0_0

so sian. study leave wk le, that means I've got to mug like siao.

oya. yesterday mr chia asked talked to everyone personally. guess wad he said? haha. he said smth like " jenny, u've shown amazing progressions...." haha..super happy la. coz my ou xiang priased me. then he predict that i'll get B for A level, but i'll prove him wrong de. *hopefully*

hmm..yesterday quite happy too..coz chatted quite alot with clarice..hhaha~she's always been the outcast of squash, for some reasons..then coz we've got the same math tutor, then always meet up coincidently..haha.she's very typical girl la..know how to fa hua chi(just like sl)...hahahaha!then chatted from mj to tm..(we took 15 u see) she told me alot of things...during her first year wad had happened...and her story..hahaha~

really miss the squash days. =(

wonder who will miss it the way i miss it. -_-??

eliz.sl.ahheng.suern.mx.clarice.eve.me!

♥ how will my journey be like?

Friday, August 19, 2005

@1:01 PM

sl sent it to me de..

Physical Appearance
The Capricorn women in her early years is normally slender and somewhat weak.(i'm not weak k!) Her general demeanour lacks confidence.(xtremely true) However there is definitive improvement in her constitution after 16 years of age.
The nose is generally long(pi pi pi!!) and the eyes are deep set. The face bears a forlorn look.(mayb ba) The body below the waist is normally on the thinner side. (another shit)
Overall appearance of a Capricorn woman is however of a smart and attractive woman. (i'm a dumb ass)

Mental Attitude
You have a strong ability to think and you can understand the human nature the way no one else does. (quite true ba)
You also have the ability to analyse and understand any concept well and shall possess a good memory. Therefore you will prove good at all professions that require analytical thinking and understanding.
The Capri woman also has the tendency to postpone her actions till the time she is able to clearly see the consequences of what she does.

General Nature
You are quite a reticint person that is you do not speak much. It is not very natural for you to just smile & make friends. It also translates - you are not a party animal. You are modest and polite and do not believe in showing off.
You have a deep understanding of human nature and think and understand the concepts of life and human beings well.When a Capri woman makes friends, she keeps them for a life time. (yup..)
It is not easy to cheat you. You have a very business savvy nature (i can be a business woman?..hmm..)Methodical working,prudence and the ability to carry on even in most adverse circumstances makes Capricorn people most successful.
Women born in this sign are great organisers and have enormous tolerance, patience and steady nature. You are capable of building a team in which you will not have any favoritism but shall deal with people according to their capacity to deliver goods. You are highly tactful, diplomatic, clever, cunning ('~')and selfish.
However on the flip side , if you allow your negative side to dominate , you can easily transform into a cunning person with the ability to cheat others and use them for selfish purposes. (no! i won't allow myself to bcome)

Health
Depression, discontentment, worries and the tendency to keep yourself extremely busy tells on your digestive system.
Skin diseases, injuries to kneecap and dislocations of joints are the other most common problems that a Capri woman faces. (omg..almost totally true!)

Money
Conservative by nature, prudent and economical - a Capricorn women can amass a lot of wealth in her life.
You do not waste money but save it slowly and steadily. The investments made by you are those which will give you steady and safe income without risk.
However it is also not uncommon for Capri woman to indulge in sporiadic spending spree - leading to temporary financial hassles. (yup!!..i'm facing one now!!)

Romance And Sex Life
A capricorn woman loves from heart. You will not tell people about your love, sometimes nor even to the person you love. You shall like simple people with simple lifestyles. You develop strong emotional love for your man and are very sincere and true in your relationships.
Being a practical woman , you do not daydream about romance or involve yourself in casual flings or non serious relationships. (i think no one like non serious r/s ba??mayb some playboy ba)
As you are systematic and organised, you can easily control your desires. You are calm and composed from outside even if inside your heart you are brimming of desire.
Your naturalness and desire to rise above the ordinary keeps you a bit aloof but you can be more passionate then other females. You can be ignited by a simple caress.
Your hot spots are toes, knees and naval cavity.

Marriage
You may not strongly want to marry-but you still do. The deep emotional needs of the capricorn borns - along with the need for a stable family life leads to early marriage and they generally have very stable married life.
You are an excellent home maker and you like simple and elegant things-not bright colours but softer ones.
Taking care of children comes very naturally to you and you can contribute significantly in rearing children into intelligent & sensible human beings. (how xing fu are my children!hAhah!)
You will have a nature of not generally taking anybody in confidence but you must develop more open relationship with your husband so that he can understand you better and misunderstandings do not crop up.

Ideal Match
Gemini, Virgo, Taurus and Pisces are most suitable signs for you.

Caution
You are the one who is equally happy in leading a solitary or a socially busy life. If you are more sure of yourself , you will become more successful. (must go find myself le..)
However great expectations from your ownself and life, fear of future and remorse about the past, some times leads to great depressions for you.
Plan your life properly and give time to everything and aim a bit low. Try to be contented. That will help you surely.
Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours
Fridays, Wednesdays and Saturdays are your lucky days.
6, 8 & 9 are your lucky numbers.
White, green and light blue are your lucky colours.

Recommended Gemstones
Diamond, Emerald and Blue sapphire are your lucky Gemstones. The gemstone you should wear should be of a vibrant Aura and should never have been worn before. Its weight shall be decided as per your body weight and age

thX sl! mayb understand myself better le!

♥ how will my journey be like?

Saturday, August 13, 2005

@3:27 PM

nothingbettertodo

haiya. so sian..decided to post a song here which i think it's very meaningful+ nice, at least to me. it's a song by sun yanzi..tong lei(same kind) song which encompasses alot of different feelings ba..that's wad i think la..and it's....kinda special..don't really know how to describe it though. mayb it's a song suitable for those deep thinker or those who like to reminisce the past(just like me)..

"wo la zu shi jian, ta que bu li hui"

feng ting le chui, wo hu rang xiang qi shui. tian liang le you hei, wo guo le hao ji sui...( wind stop and blow, i suddenly think of who. day and night, how old am i.)

meng zuo le you sui, wo men you ji ci ji hui qu zhui. (dreams build and break, we are given how many chance?)

don't know y. just feel special and unique abt this song.

sian. tmr math mock paper. don't intend to study..mayb jus flip notes..or mayb watch tv..haiz!

♥ how will my journey be like?

@2:09 PM

utterly disappointed.

it's already been a routine for me to feel dejected every time on this day, i guess it's gonna be a habit soon. what's the point of saying it out when nobody cares? it seems as though we are drifting apart, for the apparent reasons of course. but no one seems to have notice it except for me, this dumb ass. i've already know that people do change, so does relationships. perhaps wad does not change is the truth. and yet i am here, reminiscing the past which are forsaken. hm. hopefully, there will be turning point. mayb. perhaps.

another typical day. heard that the midnight storm is so terrible that mr wong couldn't even see outside. and it's so terrible that it woke me up. can u imagine how serious it is when i usually zzz like a pighead? actually nothing much to update la..since everyday is the same day.

mr wong ask us to give him a list on wad he shld write in our testimonial..hmm..gonna be bhb over here, for the sake of our future.

prelims is coming real soon. boo!

♥ how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

@2:19 PM

s l a c k

it's been a long long time ever since i last update my blog..time is like crawling..and i've been slacking all the way fron sat till now! omg! ok..shall start saying wad i've been doing since sat..

sat: had mock paper in the morning..then went home and zzz first before meeting ht. as usual, we had cold war when we meet..don't know y ah..mayb coz of fri..then we started talking only at suntec, when i'm buying tofu..think i'm crazy or wad, fancy spending $14 buying tofu..think he also stun when he saw me put so many coins in. in the end, i had 2 extra one..one gave to my sis, the other one to sl.. is actually choosing between sl or joyce de..coz joyce that time sae nice..but in the end gave sl..anyway, for more info on how i gave sl, click "tag" on the left.
back to topic. marina south wasn't that many ppl. SR Nathan came up press the stupid button to announce the opening of the fireworks festivall..and went off..so lame. but on the other hand, can't possibly ask him to stay on and watch the concert. had "flying" kites by singtel..it's really flying..using a remote controller..worth $600!! who would buy?!?!? think the whole concert is really for mayday..coz my area got high when they came out..haha~ ah xing is so cute!! practically, the whole group is very cute la. there's this time when they going to sing one of their new songs, and ah xing said that if who sing or play wrongly, he will have to kneel down and sing/play. in the end, ah xing kneel on the floor singing at the start of the song. damn hilarious! then stone and monster(both gutarists) stood close to each other so that they can sabo each other! haha~ ah xing don't have the idol shelf..coz he can take off his shoes and sing de.. without feeling ps..i mean..normally artiste wouldn't take off his/her shoes..but he put it on when "he chang" with zhou hua jian..even emil has to "kao bian zhan"..they continued the concert after emil had left..and they said that their concert will be one dec 10..hehe! i'm going i guess!

sun: for all i could remember, i did nth constructive...ohya!..at least something useful..i change my bedsheet!haha. ya la. bth my father at night. sian!

mon: celebrate nation's bday at mj. waited for ht to have lunch..waited until going to die of hunger..then..also didn't study much..coz we're playing most of the time..i keep "ti siao" him..hahaha! bought a game too..roller coaster 3..but gonna go back to the shop for the 3rd time..coz there's prob with it.sian!

tue: woke up 12 plus..slack until meet ht at 3 plus to change disc for RC3.then went to catch The Maid at Princess..hahah..advice: remember to carry bag so that u can cover ur face..alot of scenes quite scary..but..overall, not a very bad show..it's really all about ghost and the maid. and i think the company earn alot if the rate is very high..coz, there's nth much for them to pay for except for the FOUR main characters..hahaha!went to watch fireworks at tampines after that..makan..back home.blog. watch tv. bye.

happy bday my homeland!

♥ how will my journey be like?

Saturday, August 06, 2005

@2:39 PM

blogismybestestfriend.

"moderator:Congrats!U've won a pair of passes to 6th Aug conert @ Marina. Pls show this sms @ moblog booth 7pm outside the priority area to get passes" wee! receive this after math remedial, which was always boring. really perk up my day. but it died away when it's evening. anyway, i'm going tmr!! yipp! mayday rock. ah xing is really very talented. he compose most of the songs in their album. and all his lyrics is like..make sense, unlike some songs which ehem ehem..shall introduce some songs here:

shi guang ji: guess everyone needs a time machine eh?..we always regret wad we do in the past. this song is abt a guy whom seriously need a time machine as he really regretted wad he had done. "wo yuan yi fu chu suo you lai huan yi ge shi guan ji" no rock element in there..

jue jiang (obstinate): ah xing wrote this song coz when they started the band, many ppl persuade them not to start coz it's very hard to be in this line. but it's their obstinateness that make them carry on. "wo zhi shi zi ji de shen(i'm my own god)".."jiu suan shi wang, bu neng jue wang" " wo bu pa qian wan ren zu dang, zhi pa zi ji tou xiang (i'm not scare of ppl blockage, only afraid of giving up)"like these few phrases alot.mayb it really encourage many ppl to not give up their dreams easily..

ting bu dao: written for fish leong. but sang it wad reasons i also don't know. moderate rock element. one phrase very meaning : "shi ji ruo shi na me da, wei he wo yao wang ni wu chu tao. shi jie ruo shi na me xiao, wei he wo de zhen xin ni ting bu dao..."saying that if the world is so big, y can't i forget u.if the world is so small, y u can't hear my sincerity. direct translation la...

wen rou(zi you ban, freedom version): actually this song quite long le..but they reproduce it in another version..initally i don't really know y is it freedom version until i went to his "biao chang hui"..it's actually quite a long song..5 mins plus..quite slow too..there's this part where there's only music..at that "biao chang hui", ah xing sae something like this : "ru guo ta yao li kai ni, ni hui ku ku de ai qiu huo gei ta zi you?" then he continued saying this:"zhe shi wo de da an.....WO GEI NI ZI YOU" and shouted it repeatedly..at that moment, it's like huang rang da wu..felt very touching..aiya. must go listen to know wad i'm saying...

heng xin de heng xin: alot of meaning to me..it's abt waiting for someone..

okla. don't continue le..if not i type one day also can't type finish.hahah. they really rock.

oya. just one last song.

jiu hao qiu (9-ball): kinda meaningful too..it's saying abt our life are like playing pool..always go after one particular ball, which cause us to neglect the ppl ard us..

on my way to mp, a couple of blackie wanted to change coins with me to take bus..but i didn't have the exact amount..so..i gave him all my coins..after that i realised that i shld have taken the $2 that he wanted to give me..aiya. but nvm la. mayb he'll go back to his black country to promote singapore. how kind hearted are we! oh gosh...

went to starbucks to study. think that guy know me le ba..coz when i went there last wk, he's the one who serves me..hahaha.not really productive today ah.

moodswing during tuition.i really think too much le..

-undaunted am I. dodging?mayb yes mayb no.-

♥ how will my journey be like?

Friday, August 05, 2005

@9:35 AM

erwozhidao

hiya. been quite busy these few days ah.(when am i actually free?) haha.. anyway...there MAYDAY concert this sat!!! weee!! just found out that the concert place is also the place where they have fireworks ( we plan to go for the fireworks instead of mayday) xi shang jia xi. coz i can get to see both! =) but but, think got alot of ppl de.confirm one. sian~

anyway, this is the website : http://www.ndp.org.sg/index.jsp?page=/carnival@marina/carnival_marina.htm#

remember to include the "#" must read it to get more information...singapore did a great job in celebrating singapore's bday ah. haha.

yup.my schedule for this sat is: mock paper in the morning. squash at tp.study. fireworks cum mayday!!!!weee!

so xing fen now..most anticipated thing is that going suntec to buy my tofu?..hhah..but don't know if got pass by..nvm~

another week passes very fast..today got out prelim de timetable. one more mth to gp exam!!!omg!

k. nothing much for me to write le. sl told me her ideal sp=)

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Monday, August 01, 2005

@3:50 PM

wholedayout.

apparently i haven't been studying during the wkend..don't know y la..tot the mood swing was gone yesterday..but who knows..it came back again the moment i saw him. he really xxx ah...coz i asked him to help me buy shih lin's chicken as i was going to be late coz' i forgot to bring my hp out and had to go back and take it. when i met him, he just pass me the packet of chicken without the plastic bag! oh man. anyone would have asked for a plastic bag! knowing that we are going to take train, he didn't even bother to take one and claimed that the person never give me. so pek cek at that moment! and he actually suggested to put inside his bag during the trip. diaoz.

anyway, we didn't talk throughout the whole journey. we were early for the performance..so decided to walk ard the vicinity without much talking..waited quite long for the performance to start..saw many ppl too : jiaxin, jamin, yeow sheng,alwin, dennis, chee siang etc..not many ppl attend the concert. that means a high chance to win a prize in the lucky draw. anyway, ht won a shirt and a chance to win the grand prize : electric guitar worth 1.5k. quite a number of ex-dumanite won smth back la. unfortunately, ht wasn't there to take his prize la. we left after zq's performance..which is the first one. haha.

we left early coz to the fact that we had to go sl's mum's friend de salon as i've already promised her. but before that, we went esplanade to take some pictures for his project. aniway, we reached there at ard 4 plus and they have already left without telling me! hell la. if i knew she wasn't there animore, i won't be going down even if there's free food. i was so angry that ht couldn't say anithing except listening to my incessant nagging. we went to take some neoprint after that. was able to choose 6 pic de..then in the end don't know y the system just allow us to choose 3.. murphy's law will always hold, i concluded.

went to ps to continue eating before heading to fort canning to take more pictures. the weather was so unbearable that we sweat like dog.

anyway, really wanna thank him for all the forgiveness and the willingness to give in to me. it seems that he's always the one who let me have my way. and he's extremely patiently with me, though i always throw tantrum at him. he can throw away men's pride just to talk to me. though can't say that he knows me well, at least, he knows when to shut his mouth up and when to console me. he always give me the utmost support for the things i do. and wad i did in return is that instead of supporting him, i always comment on whether he's doing the right things. he will always massage for me when i complained pain. yup, he's the one whom u can entrust ur future to. but but...the future is still a long way to go.....

time to do gp. ciaoz..

-y shld i bother to say anything when nobody cares?-

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