Graduation Ceremony
haiz. can't help feeling the way i'm feeling now..so decided to blog despite having a high prob of getting caught by my ct. *don't care*
Today started out badly- late for school. yesterday did some stuffs for squash gers..then did until quite late..anyway dat's not the main thing..
feel like crying when ms lai was giving her speech. don't know y also. though i really yearn to leave this school and earn big money, somehow deep in my heart, i really can't bear this place. This is the place that i've grown stronger. though rather unhappy for the past 2 yrs, i'm still glad that i've gone this through..coz it definitely makes me stronger.. i'll not blame anyone de..it's just a learning point for me..
SQUASH: i don't know how my life would be like if there weren't squash.. they have let me learn alot..a realli good batch of ppl to be with..it's a consolation for me i guess, despite facing all those unhappiness..think i'm truly happy when i'm with them..they always seem to have no troubles..(we have alright, but their optimism overcome their probs..) squash is always my "venting-machine"..it has almost become my good friend. it allows me to vent my frustration on it without grumbling..which makes an ideal friend..
the scene in the hall reminds me of dmn again! but somehow, this time's feeling is totally different. last time i was too stubborn to accept the fact that we no longer could remain in our lala land and that everyone MUST move on. but this time, i've totally different perception: this is not the end, it's just another new chapter in life. I will not cry this time, for it's a new beginning for me and the end of a small chapter in my life. the graduation ceremony in dmn is still deeply etched in my heart, and i believe that it will be the same for mjc. dmn's graduation ceremony: i cried like shit when there's no one cried. roddy was beside me comforting me, wondering y i cried so hard..then 4D went to stage to receive leaving cert. sang school song and i cried again. it's the place that i did so much thing , mind you!
seriously, i've learnt alot in my jc life..
so irony, it's always till the end that we realise that something that is so precious..
`wishlist* freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.
`hall of places* waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster
`resolns/2006* >enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(
`2007 >don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP
`2008 >pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week