&/ a long and misty way

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

@4:10 PM

it's the end.

it's really the end. thx for all the memories left behind. i'll move on, so do you.

all the best.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

@1:15 PM

start of the wk.

mon is here..so sian. yesterday joyce told me a news that my jaws almost dropped.=x today had my first tut.. hai hao loh..jus that still don know anyone in my class, except for terence whom my bro intro to me at zouk. but i also didn't talk to him la. after lec, nua at lib while waiting for joyce to eat lunch..after makan, took 147 from clementi to hougang for tuition... enjoyed the ride, coz can zzz...heheehe! had been feeling very tired recently..anyway, i alighted at boon keng then change to train.. after tuition, papa came fetch me home...makan before going optical shop to make my contact lens. so damn cheap k! coz mine mus use toric lens which is so damn ex de la..then the lady initially say 200 plus..but becoz my whole family de specs also go there do, so she charge me 180..but i bargain until 160..the lady very gd la~ wahahahhahahaahah!

PS go away.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Sunday, August 27, 2006

@2:38 PM

new me.

wee! went for squash "training" today~ say the " "? yeah. it was meant to be a training session..and there's only 2 freshies? omg k! they are so damn unorganized that it makes me don wanna join them. firstly, no one bothered abt me when i came, and i sat there like an idiot waiting for don-know-wad, until i talked to the other freshie and realise that he's also a freshie, who don know wad to do. after that, the ger's captain came out of the court.i've nv seen such "captain" who never introduce herself to us. not even her name k!let alone her fac.. so i assume she's the "captain". nvm. played with this freshie. omg. he's so ungentlemen. can't stand ungentlemen guy. bth me left at ard 12.30 when it ends at 1. did i ever mention that i ONLY played with that freshie, and none of the seniors came talked to us?? nvm~

i'm not going to join squash.

it's so unlike csc.

went lib to borrow maths RBR. hope i'll get a better understanding of the shitty limits.

might be taking up my 5th student. ppl must be thinking that i'm crazy. but well, i hope to keep running..

went makan at kovan with shit. bo bian ah..coz can't find ppl to eat lunch with me..and i've to nua until 4.30 before meeting joyce to get the kimage voucher. anyway, went chinatown to meet joyce..she pei me go kimage for awhile before heading to......meet someone~ i've nv seen her wear until so nice before~!lin yan xiang kan.~ cut short my hair..looks like when i'm j1..hahah! hope this would mean a new me. new as in, sigh, i don know..have been feeling horrible these few days..things are kept repeating in my minds, and it seems like there's no solutions to it..hm. mayb i shld learn more from my bro. yea yea! family came to pick me up at outram and we went bro's hall! kent ridge is so damn ulu..and it looks like a condo loh. have locked gate at the first floor somemore. the buildings and environment is nice la. but the room too small le.. smaller than TH's. heehee~ shall stay in his hall some day nx wk~ hope he'll let me have the bed. went makan. home.

PS running away from everything.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

@2:26 AM

lucky old man.

yesterday after tuition, pei joyce go simlim to buy some cable~ pei her eat before heading home..so happy to go out with her..coz it seems like we seldom go out together, and even if got go out, it's normally with a group, eg ma'at. anyway, we update each other with some gossips and jus practically talk cock la.

headed home after that. planned to go swimming this morning de..but i always nv make it. grump. shit me la. must train myself to wake up early in the morning le. if not, i'll always pon math lecs, which happen that both lecs are at 8am! anyway, i woke up like ard 12..slack at home before going tuition.. went home makan first before my FTT. didn't know that cab fare is so damn ex during peak hr. i took mrt to eunos before taking cab. the driver so lucky..i board his car after a passenger alight, and someone board his car after i alight. how lucky is he man! anyway, i paid an exorbitant fare of $5.70 from eunos to ubi (it's not that far k!) anyway, i failed the test. hmph. wasted my $6. nono. shld be $6+$5.70. headed to my aunt's house after that. while waiting for my mum to reach, went PP's mos to nua first. ate ebi rice burger and ice milk tea. yummy!! don know y. felt so hungry on my way there although i jus had my dinner like 3 hrs earlier?

anyway, now i'm back home.

some thoughts have been going through in my mind.

PS it doesn't concern u. if that's ur choice, don blame me for not considering it, again.
u just make me don like u

♥ how will my journey be like?

Saturday, August 19, 2006

@4:44 PM

congratulation to shit.

while most of us think that shit will only get a perm job like after a few mths, he proved us wrong, and got it within a wk. suo yi ne, congratulations to shit ( like as if he will see this).!!!

yesterday went to zouk with my bro. so funny k! coz i nv went out with him before, wad's more clubbing. anyway, yesterday i "beg" him to bring me go..hahahaha..coz joyce didn't wan to go..and can't find ppl to go with me. so i jus tag along with my bro. then on our way there, my bro so damn funny.. coz he was like rehearsing on how to intro me to his friends..and say some stupid stuffs like " this is my sister, jenny..eh..she got no friends ah..then wan know more friends.."something like this lah..then he will always burst into laughter after thinking that i bo peng you~ met two of his friends before going in..both from arts. hm.arts ppl like so tsk..don know how to say la..but definitely not my kind de..mayb they too ang moh le bah..

my bro keep looking for his eng friends intro to me..then got to know this guy who happened to be in the same tut group as me. so wad if i know eng ppl?..i'm still alone in lec.=( hope tut starts soon~ real clubbing starts at ard 11 plus...then i jus sat one side loh..coz don really know how to dance..then there's this soc guy came to treat me some drinks( coz that period is 1-for-1, so i assume that he didn't have anyone to share his drinks with, so gave me the extra cup) took it from him..left some for my bro..so sian at there..it's jus like the clubbing ppl are with different frequency as me..don know y~ jus can't seems to enjoy myself there.. say edlina ard 2 plus..she very gd la..pei me until bro say wan go home..left zouk at 3..zzz at 4... not a bad day la..an eye opener for me..

me and eve. so glad to see her there~~

bored.

boredem.

so many ppl~

PS hope nth will change.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

@1:38 PM

FIRST YEAR.FIRST SEM. FIRST DAY.

as indicated by my title. today is my first year, first sem and first day. totally sux. coz this wk and nx wk only lectures, so i won't know anyone from my tut group yet. since i didn't go for the o wk and engine camp, it's impossible that i'll know anyone from eng. with all this stupid incident, i ended sitting alone in lecture hall. so damn sian k! and those who sat around me are guys...and they know each other~

slack at com center while waiting for joyce. ate at engine sch. the western food is so affordable can..much cheaper than TP(which i think i already very cheap le) but i'm not sure about the portion..nvm~

i'm so tired le..after zzz at 2 plus and woke up at 7 plus..but stilll gotta wait till 11pm to know the bidding result..hope i'll get it. coz it means that joyce and i will be taking the same mod~ yippY! so happy!

PS i almost got lost in sch today...

♥ how will my journey be like?

Saturday, August 12, 2006

@2:45 PM

reality is just that harsh

hmm. today km got his result le..he can't stay on. suddenly realise that reality is so harsh.. no more the "one more chance" or "try again" in jc or sec sch le. once u can't meet it, u'll have to go..it starts me thinking abt my future in 4 years' time..though mine is 4 yrs direct honours, i jus can't help thinking abt my future, my career.. after this 4 years, no more years of mugging le. i've got to step into THE SOCIETY. the society sounds so scary. i can't imagine myself wearing work suit, chionging for mrt every morning..sigh.

PS let's pray that km got a job real soon.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

@2:57 PM

A day for thought.

today went for the inauguration ceremony..hah.the main purpose is to get the file la...quite nice!~ after the ceremony, there's reception..saw tc..chatted with him and took some pics. then saw kai loon. and i think he asked for my name for the third time le! he's memory got so poor? can't even rmb a christian name? haiyo!~ he managed to remember joyce's coz he remembered her as a weirdo who wanna major in chinese. haha~ chatted quite long ah..before me, joyce and usha made our way to The Deck. gosh. the journey was a hell. coz i was wearing heels, and we had to go thru all the staircases and those uneven road. sigh. shit joined us shortly..blah blah blah. and we WALKED to SRC de busstop to take bus. can't imagine how my legs can stand it man!

joyce,tc,me

you shi wo men!~

went orchard to meet lingfong and nono...kboxing till 7 plus, or rather 8 la.

sigh. tot that i've more confidence now le..but apparently not. they 3 all sang very well~ esp km. though he sang those oldies, but he sang until like as if the singer was singing. didn't wanna tell him just now, coz he sure will at there zhuai de. singing with them is a totally different experience. normally when go with 7-11, both of the mics will be occupied de. (it jus happened that some of them know it) then many of us will be talking cock while listening to them..but today de bu yi yang. today more like we all are honing our singing skills. mayb still not very close bah, or there's little ppl loh. anyway, with me singing horribly compared to km, i started to think alot. it just strike me that it seems that everyone has at least one trait.

this is wad i've collated on my way back:

km-gd voice, nono-humurous? denfinitely optimistic(sl always think i'm veyr cold), lingfong-nua queen(ithink it's kinda gd la. coz she know how to relax),ht- very determined cum farsighted, joyce- always keep to her promise(i'm like always the one who say wan go, but in the end didn't go eg. charity walk), tc- treat friends like his family, shili- has brain(so unlike me), liting- sentimental & treasure memories alot, xf- always put herself above others(men are selfish, so am i), ziqian- flair for drawing, jielin- splurges alot(it's gd loh. so she de spend.this is so so so unlike me), brother- confident( he dares to sing out loud despite knowing that his singing sucks, and i always had to hide in my room to avoid it.)

after thinking about all these ppl, i asked myself: wo ne?

i'm stucked at this qn for the rest of my journey. i seriously can't think of any. no figure. no voice. no look. no brain. no confidence. always like to bully my sister. tissue gotta tear into half for wiping. chiong for free gifts. every cents count. niao. practical. thinks alot.

i just don understand. y there isn't any single gd trait abt me.

PS mayb that's y i'm here.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Friday, August 04, 2006

@9:44 AM

Matriculation Fair

haha..finally it's engine matric fair..went to meet joyce early in the morning for the x-ray..then went to some computer centre for joyce to do her bidding...rang hou jiu went for the matric fair..hai hao loh..quite fast though..got my student card and ez-link card..joyce said she saw mal..initially i was quite shock ah..ccan't imagine she took engine..coz she like don like phy and maths de..but nvm! nussu so jian..after matriculated, they don let us off de...we will need to follow the path..which is to visit all the cca booths..haha..anyway, i signed up for squash and lifeguard..l0l. went to buy joyce's laptop..spend a great time sitting on the floor reading seventeen..and bby the time she was done, i'm so fricking hungry. went clubroom put our stuffs before headin to eat yong tau foo. yummy!

went back to take our stuffs..the csc guy very gd..coz he waited for us to come back before he locked the door..kinda guilty..coz i don know his name..and he know our name, miraculously. hahaha..but i think mayb coz " joyce and jenny" has already become a label le...went back to the computer centre to nua/bid before heading home..

don know if still wanna join O wk ma..coz it's like the engine ppl so...ehem ehem..coz on tues, there's this faculty talk..and engine club booth was jus outside the lt..then when we were released, saw 2 couples very close, intimate. haiyo~ leave a bad impression on freshies loh..zhen shi de!! see le also feel shameful to be part of engineering sch. tsk tsk tsk.

PS the bidding system to cock de...didn't make themselves clear on the websites..tsk tskt tsk

♥ how will my journey be like?