&/ a long and misty way

Saturday, October 28, 2006

@2:53 AM

ntu stayover.

yeap. stayed over at shili's hall, again, last nite.

yesterday, she pangseh-ed me to play squash with mx, while i stayed in her room to do imparo..do until halfway, her com got some prob(i hoped it's not caused by me), then went to look for her at the squash court...diao. i think i walked for 45 mins when the courts are like 10 mins away ffrom her hall. in all, i think i toured ntu loh...i was like keep walking in circles..hahaha~ and her sch is not very students-friendly..very little maps around. hmph. after meeting her and mx, went canteen 2 to have our dinner. ate western. hai hao er yi. after that went to their supermarket to buy sweets for tonight..back at her room..watched webcast. continued my imparo.. before going down to common room( aka canteen) to study. study until ard 2 plus ah..came back to her rm..coz bth the flies in the room. ( i don know how they can stand it loh) zzz ard 3 plus~

zzz until 11 like dat, while shili is still zzz. (like a pig huh)

sian. exam coming le. sob.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

@3:43 PM

back together.

life is always so contradicting de.

today went simlim to buy creative zen V plus..weee!! finally have a decent mp3 le~ the days of having to repeat the 4 pathetic songs in my hp are gone! got it quite cheap ah...less then 200 bucks for 2Gb. happy happy!

went to meet ht after buying my thing. though supposed to meet him at bugis de..but in the end, i've got to go back to tampines to meet him due to some misunderstanding..went to ps, heeren, cineleisure to buy his shoes..but in the end also nv buy..bought a top at heeren for 16 bucks!! nice nice!!! after that went to eat nydc for dinner. ate mushroom ham~ nice nice!!! oiishi! ate mango tango cheesecake also. delicious. headed back to tampines to continue seaching for his shoes.. in the end also nv buy la. heehee.

sat at benches near my house and talked. talked talked talked. in the end, we he hao le! =) i admit that in the past, i've taken him for granted. also bully him..and he always let me bully de, which resulted in sadness and anger. but anyway! it's all over le! i won't treat him that way le! then talked abt the problems that might resurface again in the future. den in the end also nv come up with a solution. walk one step at a time bah! =)

so happy today. and i've spent over 200 buck in a day. but, still happy! =)

so funny. the day we got together is so coincident..both days are our bdays..but in different mths..l0l

PS shili, i know u must be smiling while reading this loh. hahaha. kanna caught by me le bah!

♥ how will my journey be like?

Sunday, October 22, 2006

@4:33 PM

chapter closed.

sigh. think it's really over le. hiak!

so foolish of me to think that things will still be the same even after 10 yrs. how naive am i. there's no turning back le, even if i have shi guang ji also no use le.

PS i wont drink nor cut myself anymore.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Saturday, October 21, 2006

@3:28 PM

happening train back home.

zzz until 10 plus before meeting joyce at orchard to reg for the taka gift wrapping. andy still as fierce as before..hump. after that went back sch for 1 hr plus lec. went straight home after lec.

on my way back.. so happening sia~

first..there's 2 gers board the train at don-know-which station. then don know y la..they kept looking down at the gap(prob. some stuffs drop down)..then when the doors where abt to close, the two gers still continue sticking their heads out. luckily there;s this guy leaning on the glass panel pulled them in. if not, 10pm news they'll be on the news le. anyway! the 2 gers very mei li mao!! they didn't even thx the guy who pulled them in loh..and they can still continue you shuo you xiao. nvm. none of my business.

after that saw kai loon at tajong pagar..chatted him for awhile before he alighted at raffles place.

after that at bugis, saw boon tiong ( profile: SP, YR 3, mech engg.knew him at work) alighting at bugis. can't rmb his name at that moment( there's so many tiongs ppl that i know) i tot his tiong wei..but but.in order not to malu..i tapped on his shoulder instead..hahaha!

wad a happening train back home.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

@1:29 PM

for u, i will.

so tired. zzz 4 hrs plus last nite..

jus now chatted with liting online. time flies. still rmb that time when she's in yr 1 sem 1. she promised me that she will go uni with me. for all this 2 yrs plus, she has been working hard towards her goal, jus coz of me. don know if i shld feel flattered or wad, coz seldom will friends do things for me, or mayb for herself la. so glad that at this point on time, she's still there to support me, giving me lots of encouragement. she knows that i've been working hard, and asked me not to give up no matter wad, and i shld work towards my goal. i'm really glad to have her by myself, though she's like miles away from me.

then jus now i was thinking.. there's alway something that i can learn from my friends..

liting: her determination is realli pei fu. she'll always work hard to her goal...
shili: her discipline of waking up early in the morning to jog reall wahed me.
pow: his little xi xin of remembering the tiny winy things that his friends have told him
joyce: very determined also..can stayed up the whole nite doing work..
km: so happy go lucky, though sometimes might bottle things up in his heart..
tricia: always nv afraid of asking things de..

etc.

i really love my friends, ireally do.

show ya smth..

-tingx- jiA yOu! i will.. for u too.
:)
-tingx- jiA yOu! i will.. for u too.
btw, i still believe in frenx forever..
-tingx- jiA yOu! i will.. for u too.
with u
:: jÉñNï :: 少女的祈祷 i will, for u.
=)

she always wanted to prove to me that there's friends forever, ever since sec 4.

PS liting, i don know if u can see this, but anyway u told me u'll be reading my blog tonite..i hope so. pls do take care of urself k! when u're back, and after my exam, we shall go out and play!! whee! i'll continue to jia you de, with u by my side. =)

♥ how will my journey be like?

Sunday, October 15, 2006

@6:00 PM

new blog name = new start?

a new blog name but with the same layout..nothing has changed except for the blog name. anway, hope this would be a new start for me..( ah. u guys no need know wad it means la..only those shou one will know)

yesteday celebrateed csc maf.. hm. it turned out quite well la, with 63 participants..more than wad we've expected, which is 50. initially quite scare that everything will be screwed up..coz bi jing is our veery first welfare event..so eveyrthing mus run smoothly! lucky got 5th mc and the rvps representatives to help..if not i think this event will not run that smoothly le. cheerrs!

shall post the pics soon..

it's time for me to study le..so sian..don feel like studying these few days..mayb coz of the things that i've been thinking bah. i seriously don know wad to do ah. mayb there's nothing much i can do also bah. somemore all these things are built up by me de..so, wad's more can i ask?

♥ how will my journey be like?

Thursday, October 12, 2006

@5:23 PM

am i in the right place, at the right time?

agh. had this feeling when i'm back in jc,again. really feel like giving up le..sometimes, i really wonder y am i working so hard..in the past..many factors really propel me to work hard..but now..it seems like there's nothing for me to work hard for, except for me parents bah. in the past, there's always him encouraging me constantly. I only realise the importance of him like after a few months..yes. and i admit that i really took him for granted in the past. but that's the past le.

i shall gambatte after maf.

sigh.

i've been thinking..

♥ how will my journey be like?

Sunday, October 08, 2006

@3:59 PM

testSs over!

yea..finally this wk is ending..luckily, there's not much tutorials this wk. if not i can really go knock the wall le. @_@

this would also mean that nx wk i damn jia laT! coz there's many many tutorials. and i've yet to watch the math webcast. PS i've decided to not go for math lectures anymore. firstly, i confirm can't make it to sch on time. secondly, i can't wake up~

think nx wk will also be quite busy bah. coz of maf. i'm loooking forward to NX WKEND! =D

today jus had programming and phy tests. diaoz. having smart friends are not a very wise choice..i shld mix with more like me de friends. it's so damn stress when the things that they talked is the test. test test and more test! wad's the point of discussing it when it's already over? it's jus make u more dui loh. and that's wad happen jus now! boo hoooo~ somehow, i feel that the current batch of friends that i'm mixing with are...ehem. they jus think abt schwk..nothing else~
sigh. and 1 so damn smart..the other keep proclaiming that she's very slack..but i don think so la. tian ah! i wan the days when i mugged with joyce, shili, squashies etc etc~

anyway, those who wan mug can jio me, provided u're my kind. haha! jk jk!

PS i shall work towards my goal. gambatte neh!

♥ how will my journey be like?

Sunday, October 01, 2006

@5:34 PM

studious saturday.

yeA! today i stayed at home the whole day, except for the night when i accompanied my parents go out shop for mooncakes. but anyway! i've this sense of achievement..for sticking to "things to be done on 30/9/06" list. wahaha!

woke up at early afternoon. don know y. i can zzz all the way one. and my body clock will wake me up once it reaches noon. and the worse thing is that evenn alarm clock doesn't work. i don remember hearing my hp rings. even my mum uses her stinking socks to wake me up, i'll still don care de. i'll zzz....until it reaches nooon. grump. my morning was wasted. knowing that i've wasted the whole morning, i guai-ly work on my " things to be done" list after my lunch.

Things to be done:
- MA 1505 tut
- watch MA 1505 webcast
-phy revision till chapter 3
- copying jap note

yea! and till now, 2 of the things are down. have this sense of achievement la. coz normally i won't follow wad i've set for myself. =) and i'm glad that i didn't go bugis today!! if not, none of this will be achieved. =D

now 2.33am.

i shall gambattE!

♥ how will my journey be like?