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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
@5:21 PM
USELESS

sigh. felt so useless today.

had e4 meeting again. yes. have meetingSs consecutively on mondays! so tired. today was SP's turn to present. think i screwed everything up. y am i so mei yong? felt so helpess and useless. if only i had all the courage. if only i had the ability to speak well. if only i don have stage fright. if only i'm brave enough. if only. if only.

feel like finding a hole and hide myself in it after the presentation. jun rong was gd. he almost took an hr to explain his programme. damn zai. coz he showed no sense of ganchiong-ness. and can induce the "nitewalk" effect in us.





when will i ever be strong?

how will my journey be like?

Saturday, March 24, 2007
@5:43 AM
kill me!

ah! overslept today again! but nevermind, kinda get used to it already.

shit..i lost my thumbdrive( AKA ah tam) yesterday at lib. shit man. hope that person will treat my ah tam better...and may he/she lao sai 700 days! hmph. but seriously, i hope that person will be kindhearted enough to return it to me..coz inside there's document that state my matric number and stuffs..but luckily i've printed the assignmnet that is dued today! heng ah!!

this wk kinda busy..gotta start mugging for exams le. coz mine starts and ends early, which means i have to start mugging early. can u imagine..my exam ends at 25th april and the whole exam ends at 7may!! agh! monday had 5th mc meeting..hilarious as usual...wah seh! i have meetings on every monday of marcH! tsk tsk tsk. nx monday will be ethelonter's.

pon eg1471 to supposedly watch webcast. don know y ended up blogging. hehehe.

talking about skipping lesson reminds me of deviance. is skipping lesson considered a deviance? deviance is defined as going against the norms or the accepted actions by the society. is skipping lesson considered a norm? since most of the people skipped before, so i pressume that it's not considered deviance. according to differential association, i'm not considered a deviant. i've been poning morning lecs all along. so to me, skipping more is like normal to me. jus like if a child grows in an environment where his/her parents always smoke, the child will tend to smoke and will not consider it as a deviance. this can also be linked to labeling theory. is skipping lesson = poor result? often, if one get lousy results, people will start questioning if he/she ever attends lessons. but there are circumstances whereby ppl skip lessons and can get gd result.

lfz must be laughing right now. HAHA. this is the aftermath of drilling myself into socio assignment.


ok. back to my webcast le!

how will my journey be like?

Saturday, March 17, 2007
@10:02 PM
sigh.

yesterday went out with shit..wanted to watch the jus follow law de..but sold out le..and other show's tics are like selling fast le. and at that time we're damn hungry la! so decided to go makan instead! wanted to go eat jap buffet at PSA buidling there de. called otori. but who knows..they stop serving buffet le. haiz. so hungry us, went back to harbourfront.ate yoshinoya. had beef bowl..feel so cheated, coz that person give me very little beeef! hmph. bought a pair of shoes from DMK.. last time also bought shoes from dmk with shit too! so qiao! went daiso shopping toooo! yeay!

zzz at 2 plus..and i miraculously woke up at 7 plus..without alarm clock k! but went back zzz la..until 10 plus...went tuition...driving lesson...jap lesson...sian. everywk de routine also the same..kinda sick of it le. sigh.

went home after lesson..mama was alone at home..cleaning all the broken glass from fight between papa and korkor. sigh. when will they ever stop quarrelling? mama very sad...i also donknow wad to do..like as if my kor will listen to me like dat. they both are too stubborn le...

suddenly don feel like blogging.

how will my journey be like?

Sunday, March 11, 2007
@4:16 PM
at home

this wk so jialat. pon so many morning lect! this wk got 2 tests la..so gotta study for it. sigh. think both die le~ anyway, gotta catch with my sch work soon le. I SHALL NOT SLACK ANYMORE!


I NEED MOTIVATION!


remember this quote: motivation is the food for the mind. something like this la..human needs constant motivation la. at least for me..


today so busy. tuition, lesson, project meeting. actually i'm quite blessed to have such a terrific groupmates who are so gd~ we're not like the typical group who like only care abt ownself..they're fun, crappy, understanding...so gd~ though i feel like i didn't contribute anything, they also nv say anything..and keep asking me if i know wad's they talking abt. and we'll always find ways to smoke through our tasks de. so funnny!


shall post some pics here la...



that time went to zhang shao han's sch concert at KR

my doggy~he's watching tv while i'm studying~

sorry. sometimes it's quite bored to stay alone. and u'll start talking to all sorts of things, including wall~

hehehe

how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, March 07, 2007
@10:24 AM
Agh.

had e4 meeting yesterday. was alright la..jus need to be there and listen to all the updates. yeay. will be acting in cluedo, as the female main lead. so exciting~ can fa hui my acting talent. hohho. but i hope everything won't be screwed up. i have this tendency to laugh non stop when i'm nervous( joyce knows it man!). went foon seng with ejiot and 6g after the meeting. had nasi lemak~ nice nice!!! sent ejiot back first before 6g and me took bus back. talked alot with him ah. he's such a great talker. somehow, i jus love to hear ppl talk.

studied math awhile before studying the horrible sociology. zzz at 4.

woke up at 11..went for math and sociology tutorial.

mr harry was funny and non-arrogant today.he looked cute when he smile..mayb coz when he smile, he has dimple on his left cheek. kawaii! but too bad, he's a smoker..totally spoilt his image lo!

so stress over sociology!! coz i totally don understand..as in, i mean wad he's talking abt..but how do we ans exam qns? agh! so pek cek..

studied at engine jus now...but wasn't a fruitful 1. mainly becoz

1. there's blackies ard. talk until damn loud loh! somemore in language that i find it irritating.
2. i don understand the readings..damn it.
3. feeling very sian. u know that sian sian feeling?
4. tmr there's socio test


kk. for the 1st one, i'm not trying to be racist la..it's REALLY DAMN irritating when u tried very hard to concentrate but there's external shit that coz u to unable to concentrate. agh. how i wish i can let go a superduper smelly fart to chase them offff!

there's so much stuff to do this wk. haiz. sp proposal.assignmentss.tests.openhouse.agh. hardly any time for myself.=(

time to study for tests le. sigh.

btw, i'm so in love with my doggy.

how will my journey be like?

Saturday, March 03, 2007
@6:11 PM
Home Alone

sian. papa,mama and sis away at genting..so lonely~

haven't been seeing mama for very long le..jus rmb blurly that she gave me a peek on my cheek before they left for malaysia. woke up ard 1 plus..ate my brunch then headed for my driving lesson le..


had jap lesson..as usual la..every wk also the same de. so sian!! ate with tricia after lesson..went shopping after that. wah. alot of discounts man!!! so happy. hhah. bought ear studs at perlini silver!30% discounts man.hohohoh. so happppy!

went little match girl..got 50% discount if we buy minimum two pieces..stuck in the shop for quite long ah. coz the clothes that i tried on, it's either don't have my size or it's the last piece le. in the end bought a yellow top and a coin pouch!

so happpy! long time nv spend money le..too much money le also don know where to spend. hahah. jk la! better not let my papa see this.

took train back to tampines~ linger ard in the central before heading home~


zzz

how will my journey be like?

Y`me*

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

Y`friends/forever*
xiaofen
eileen
jialiang
eliz
biaojie
ying2
puiyee the cheat
`ma'at*
glenn
tan ching
nono
lingfong
gilbert
zin
`csc*
michelle
koyak
`ninjaturtle*
zoo
siahjen
`taka b2 2007*
melissa
meiling
en ren
ashley
claris

Y`between/us*

Y`memories*

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