USELESS

sigh. felt so useless today.

had e4 meeting again. yes. have meetingSs consecutively on mondays! so tired. today was SP's turn to present. think i screwed everything up. y am i so mei yong? felt so helpess and useless. if only i had all the courage. if only i had the ability to speak well. if only i don have stage fright. if only i'm brave enough. if only. if only.

feel like finding a hole and hide myself in it after the presentation. jun rong was gd. he almost took an hr to explain his programme. damn zai. coz he showed no sense of ganchiong-ness. and can induce the "nitewalk" effect in us.





when will i ever be strong?

♥ how will my journey be like?

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

xiaofen
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jialiang
eliz
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ying2
puiyee the cheat
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zin
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michelle
koyak
`ninjaturtle*
zoo
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en ren
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