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Sunday, April 29, 2007
@5:51 PM
agH

sigh. yesterday was quite ok de, until someone said something that makes me gan chu liang duo. sigh. dhm was telling me that his friend called him from overseas to update on each other. then it suddenly strikes me that even if i die le no one will also care and know. perhaps mayb those who read my blog frequently will realise that i've stopped blogging and start to think wad happen to me. i felt so pathetic that i cried when he was telling me abt their conversation. so foolish right? jus felt so down yesterday.

sigh. i feel so useless with each day passing. it seems that i'm slowly becoming a handicapped that couldn't do anything!! i zzz till noon, don do housework until my room is growing webs, so dumb, so lazy etc. i jus know how to eat and sleep only. sigh. can't even do a simple work properly. really sucks.

but i'm glad that despite all these things, i still have my family to rely on, to give me support when i needed it the most. forgive me for everything that i've done wrong. guide me when i feel lost. advice me on stuffs that doesn't get into me. i'm really :) that i still got them.

i really love my family, just that i don know how to express it out. i was laughing away when my mama told me she fell down on her butt. so bad right? but i laughed becoz the way she told me was very funny. then sometimes i also don know wad to do when my mum say her leg very pain. or my papa get tired after walking a short distance. ( he's quite skinny. and his leg is like my arm.) i really don know wad to do. they are getting old le. i wanna take over my dad's business when i grow up. i wanna expand his business, i wanna make my parents feel proud of me, i wanna bring my parents overseas, i wanna do alot alot of stuffs for my parents. but useless de me jus couldn't do anything. sigh.

agh! stupid me.

*cast all the thoughts aside*

today was another typical day la. woke up ard noon time. ate lunch le jiu went out with my parents and sis coz my dad gotta do his work. so we jus tag along to paragon. ate ah mei's milk tea!!nice nice! it's at paragon's B1 i think. then after that went takashimaya walk walk. went kinokuniya. they got sell 1litre of tears' de diary! got so inspired to learn well my jap so i can read the bk! my mum was so amazed by the variety of bks that she started to compare with it popular. diaoz. met dad ard 4. but he's not done with his work. so linger ard at the loading bay there, coz he got to load some gigantic laser machine onto the truck. eh. he's supervising la, not doing the manual job. hehe. follow the truck to gleneagles hospital for them to unload the machine. slack at the lobby area before my dad called us.

had dinner at bukit merah/redhill there. damn full la.

went sentosa after that, coz my dad say wan see the musical fountain. alot of ppl seh! but in the end we also nv go and see, coz gotta pay $6!!! they renovate alot seh. we stood at the merlion walk there and see ah. don think there's much difference lehz. homesweethome after that.

ok. I'M REALLY TRULY REGRET THAT I FORGOT MY FRIEND'S BDAY. MR POW SHI RUI! I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO FORGET UR BDAY ONE! REALLY. I REALLY VERY REGRET AND REALLY REALLY VERY REMORSE. i've not forgotten my last yr bday when u came over to my house to pass me the winner the pooh's mug. somPA!!! DON BE ANGRY WITH ME OK?! I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO FORGET UR BDAY DE!!!! ZHENDE ZHENDE. :)

how will my journey be like?

Saturday, April 28, 2007
@1:21 PM
LOUSY

sigh. y can't i even accomplish a simple task? i'm really so lousy. how i wish i could hide inside a hole and hibernate forever. sigh. why why!? felt so useless jus now. y others ppl can but i jus can't?


haiz.

i didn't get the job even if i'm ke ai.


:(

how will my journey be like?

Friday, April 27, 2007
@7:05 PM
eng

haiya! nothing to do..so decided to blog.

yesterday went for the interview at raffles place. hm. hai hao loh. now waiting for my post only. hope i get those very slack de position. kekeke. went bugis after that to shop for my friends' bday pressent. aiya. in the end also nv buy anithing for them. instead, i got clothes for myself! omg!~ so sinful... i must save money for the hk trip me. hmph.

after shopping at bugis, went for driving lesson. first time entering circuit. wah seh. keep getting scoldings from my instructor. i think my PT sure fail one de. anyway, i don expect myself to pass also. u know, first time ma, sure will get nervous one and will start doing all sort of funny things. haha. i predict myself doing it! anyway, my PT is on 8 may!

went for tuition after lesson..hai hao loh. as usual onlly.

zzz until 1 plus this afternooon. damn li hai right??!!! now waiting for time to pass quickly, got another tuition at 4.30.. wad did i do in betweeen? nua i guess.. i really don know wad to do seh. walking ard in the house, lie down, makan, pack my room abit...sian. didn't bring my laptop back= super sian, coz my home de and sis' one is really damn cui one.

nothing to blog le

ciaoz.

how will my journey be like?

Thursday, April 26, 2007
@3:32 PM
FREED!

whooooooooooo!!! yesh! today marks the first day of my freedomm!! FINALLY IT HAS ALL ENDED!! no more mugging hard for the next half year!! weeeee!!! so happpppyy...:))))))) u guys can't imagine how my life was for the past few days. it's either eat sleep or study. nothing else. ok la. mayb some interneting. but seriously, it's really quite sian to have such a mundane lifestyle. BUT, it's alll over! yyupp yupp!! hohohoho. after my last paper, went out with xg. went orchard first, coz it got some appointment.. *winkwink*

after that went vivo!~ quite stunned when we reached there. coz there was a crowd around a area, not stage or wad la. jus normal main corridor. went to see wad's going on.. to my horror:


IT'S SPIDERMAN! omg. he came down using those flyingfox method. u know wad i mean? those that u hang on to a rope then go "i'm superman". yah. those kind. tsk tsk.


went forever 21. wah. didn't know the clothes there damn 21yrs old ah. so fashionable. hehe. took a few pic though. =)
quite like this one. but xg say very auntie. don know y also. cost a gd $48
hmmm. this one hai hao only. polka dots~ $28
hahahah. this one looks like wad maid would normally wear. heheh.
I LIKE THIS THE BEST! $58!!!!!!OMG!

this one looks nice in picture, but the real one cannot make it.
this one is great, if it's without the belt. i like the neck area de design.
quite unique though.



so damn paiseh la. coz i tried many clothes, then in the end never buy. and i think those salesger are laughing at me when i came out holding on to the piles of clothes. and i got stared by those queueing people. hmph.

wanted to watch movie after this incident. but, such a disappointment, THEY ARE CLOSE FOR PRIVATE FUNCTION.know wad? it's the spiderman 3 gala premier! another hmph.

they got a mini xin guang da dao. all these are miniature spidermen and spiderwomen. hahha!


saw xiangyun!!! her son damn yandao man!! wah seh!!! but never took a pic of him.

the guy speaking to the earpiece damn sey~ tot he looks like leo ku. but after taking a closer look at him, his eyes are as big as goldfish's eyes. =X

stayed on there for awhile hoping to see somemore BIG SHOT ppl. but in the end never caught any la. went shopping awhile before settling our dinner-cum-suppper at food republic. went back to sch after that!

yippppY~ wad a happy day!

tmr going for a job interview at raffles place. hope they'll employ me. i'm such a ke ai person. sigh sigh. time was so tight for me before the exam that i don't know wad i want to do after exam. i jus knew that there's e4, project can and gaw only. and of coz, my longawaited HONGKONG trip. i hope joyce and km won't tua me last min. me and joyce have been waiting to go hongkong since j2! hope this time round would be successful!!

seriously, i can't think of wad to do now. mayb rewatch 1 litre of tears bah!

I NEED MONEY! I WAN GO HONGKONG, I WAN BUY CAMERA, I WAN BUY THAT $58 DRESSS!!!! AGHHH!!

sorry to those people who have papers~ good luck k and (jiayou) x 3!

how will my journey be like?

Monday, April 23, 2007
@10:31 AM
EXAM

how was the song peepz?

3 more days, 4 more papers.

(JIAYOU) X 3!

rar...

how will my journey be like?

Monday, April 16, 2007
@8:58 AM
March 9th - 3 月 9 日

nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

in the midst of flowing seasons,
I suddenly feel the length of the days
in the midst of passing restless days,
you and I are painting our dreams

sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsudzukimasu

place our feelings in the wind of March [2]
where the sakura blossoms are going towards spring [3]

afuredasu hikari no tsubu ga
sukoshizutsu asa wo atatamemasu
ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

grains of light are overflowing,
bit by bit, starting to warm the morning
and after a big yawn,
i’m feeling a bit awkward by your side

arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
kidzuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

standing at the door to a new world,
what I realized is that I’m not alone

hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
anata ni totte watashi mo, sou de aritai…

if i close my eyes, you are
always behind my eyelids
isn’t that what made me stronger?
I, too, want to be like that for you…

suna bokori hakobu tsumoji kazes
sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
hiru mae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
nanda ka kirei de mitoremashita

the dust-carrying whirlwinds
are entangling the laundry
but the white moon before the noon sky
was so beautiful that I’m fascinated

umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
ten wo oogeba sore sae chiisakute

there are things that didn’t go well, but
compared to the sky, they seem so small

aoi sora wa rin to sunde
hitsuji kumo wa shizuka ni yureru
hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
wakachi aeru no de areba, sore wa shiawase

the blue sky, by the moment
the fluffy clouds are swaying quietly [4]
the pleasure of waiting for the blooming petals,
if we can share it, then that’s a blessing [5]

kono saki mo tonari de, sotto hohoende…

from now on, smile gently beside me…

hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
anata ni totte watashi mo, sou de aritai…

if i close my eyes, y
ou arealways behind my eyelids
isn’t that what made me stronger?
I, too, want to be like that for you…

happy sing-along~

how will my journey be like?

Sunday, April 15, 2007
@5:00 PM
hall sweet hall.

sorry for not updating for such a long time~ i understand how u ppl feel. well, it's saturday again, and as usual, went for jap lesson. my jap khaki is back! yippy~ got my omamori~ yippppy~ happy happpy.




my friend got it from todaiji- temple~
one for me and one for joyce~ nice nice! hope can bring my lotsa luck during the exam.

hall sweet hall after lesson. wad to do? gotta MUG. rootbeer really know how to advertise eh?

anyway, celebrated my sis birthday on thurs. ate sakae sushi with family and watched mr bean with dad and sis. haha. not bad la. the small boy quite shuai. hahaha. for more information on mr bean, please ask Theresa Phua. HAHAHA.


looks can be deceiving~


went back to sch on fri. i'm jailed in sch until the end of exams. yeay! must (jiayou) x 3! i wan my buffet~ hehehe.


byebye my homeland. be back soon!

say byebye to my happyfamily!


taken a few pics during the past few days~

last lec for the sem.
my mno group. we quite fated la. out of the 6 ppl, 4 are from the same sec sch. 3 are from the same pri sch, and 2 are from the same jc. mr ong and us.ejiot falling off the chair. haha. our greatest source of entertainment.

how will my journey be like?

Saturday, April 07, 2007
@2:31 PM
maths is driving me crazy!

ahgh! got so pek cek while doing maths. couldn't get the stupid ans!!and i've been thinking it for like don know how many hrs le. aghHHhh...sha le wo bah!
i see question marks all over the paperss~ cannot make it le.

my source of entertainment.

gave up in the end. sigh.

enough of maths!

shall study things that are more interesting! sigh.

how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
@5:14 PM

agh. u know wad's the most infuriating things that can happen when u blog???? it's when after typing ur long long entry, and when u're abt to submit, the blogger is down!! THAT'S WAD I EXPERIENCED JJUST NOW! agh. now i have to repost everything again! hmph.
the 2 yings

at sukiyaki. aiya. wanted to take pic of the bday ger de. but ohwell, nvm.
wah. didn't know i so slim. aiya. glass' effect la! takn on my way to touch.

ah. yesterday went to soka early in the morning. met rx and my new friend at ard 7.55am( can't imagine i can wake up so early bah?hohoho) went in to the center..quickly found some seats..then they started the chanting session. quite eyeopening la. coz i've nv been to these chanting session before.can get quite boring la. coz i sat there throughout the whole session without doing anything!!! after the session, they brought me ard the center to see see looklook.

went mac to have out breakfast. they told me alot of stuffs la. actually before going to the center, i've heard alot abt soka. got me quite interested though. just that always never got a chance to go. yeay. think papamama won't object bah, since it's just another form of buddhism. but but, i also don think i have the time to commit also. i'm busy ok! hohohoho.

it's week12 already. sigh.

kill me first before the exams kill me!!

hurhur.

how will my journey be like?

Sunday, April 01, 2007
@3:16 PM
who can i turn to when i have troubles?

yeay. as usual, sat is always my busy day. aiya. wkends are always my busy period. so irony. shldn't wkday be my busy period?wadever la!

anyway, went to Touch this morning. long time nv go there already. kinda glad to be there. (:
saw ruixiang over there too. wad a rare sight~ talked to him abt soka..he will bring me there tmr. yeay!! haha. no need to mafan derui..after touch, went driving lesson. wah piang. drive until zzz can! while waiting for the traffic light to turn green, i almost dozed off until the instructor told me that it's green. hahaha.

went lesson after driving. today so lonely coz my jap khaki nv come. she was away at japan. can't wait for her to come back and i can have omamori!! heheehe. have been eyeing for that quite long le. but singapore they sell damn ex la. like 29.90 for one small small one. damn ex la. went marina square for proj meeting. it's finally coming to an end..hehe. so happppppy.

went to meet sl they all for dinner at yukiyaki. the food ok only. abit like zhen da. but it's the higher class version. bought a nice bracelet for rt. damn nice k! the diamonds ARE shiny. too bad, nv take a pic of that!

felt kinda weird when i joined the ggroup initially. don know y also. mayb coz the last celebration was my bday. then ht was with me. but this time round, and probably for the subsequent rounds, he's not with me, and it will not anymore le bahz. thx gd they didn't ask me about us. if not i really don know how to reply. had mood swing and think alot tooo. it just strike me that are we celebrating each other bdays for the sake of celebrating? i don know. got kinda lost just now. i was like wondering : "who are my gd friends?" i thought hard. and harder. and just can't think of anybody. even my bestest friend don read my blog. who really does? sigh.

went back with shili. ate ice kachang at east link. told her my probs bah. finally someone in the group knows wad's bothering me. haiz. but i don think she'll understand my feelings bah, since she's not in my situation before. mayb that's y i'll feel sad for ying2 bahz. and i'm glad that shili is happy with her mr yz. actually, i'm glad that most of my friends have already found their happiness. really. like ruiting and raymond. they have been tgt like for 3 years already and is still as sweet as before. bx and feddrick: still very close. think they can get married already. just the matter of time only. joyce and tom: hope they're getting fine. long time nv see joyce already.


and where's mine?


yeay. remind me of sunyanzi's yujian. go listen to know more!

people come and go. who will stay long? perhaps those that u're prepared to spend the rest of your life with. remember 933 de ying yue ri ji. lingzhi once said that wo men bu hui you yong yuan de peng you, wo men hui you yi pei zi de peng you. basically, it's saying that we won't have friends forever, but a continuous supply of friends. sorry, my eng sucks yeay. how true it is!

wadever.


i just wanna be a happy little girl.(:

can you?



HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, RUITING!

how will my journey be like?

Y`me*

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

Y`friends/forever*
xiaofen
eileen
jialiang
eliz
biaojie
ying2
puiyee the cheat
`ma'at*
glenn
tan ching
nono
lingfong
gilbert
zin
`csc*
michelle
koyak
`ninjaturtle*
zoo
siahjen
`taka b2 2007*
melissa
meiling
en ren
ashley
claris

Y`between/us*

Y`memories*

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