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sigh. yesterday was quite ok de, until someone said something that makes me gan chu liang duo. sigh. dhm was telling me that his friend called him from overseas to update on each other. then it suddenly strikes me that even if i die le no one will also care and know. perhaps mayb those who read my blog frequently will realise that i've stopped blogging and start to think wad happen to me. i felt so pathetic that i cried when he was telling me abt their conversation. so foolish right? jus felt so down yesterday.

sigh. i feel so useless with each day passing. it seems that i'm slowly becoming a handicapped that couldn't do anything!! i zzz till noon, don do housework until my room is growing webs, so dumb, so lazy etc. i jus know how to eat and sleep only. sigh. can't even do a simple work properly. really sucks.

but i'm glad that despite all these things, i still have my family to rely on, to give me support when i needed it the most. forgive me for everything that i've done wrong. guide me when i feel lost. advice me on stuffs that doesn't get into me. i'm really :) that i still got them.

i really love my family, just that i don know how to express it out. i was laughing away when my mama told me she fell down on her butt. so bad right? but i laughed becoz the way she told me was very funny. then sometimes i also don know wad to do when my mum say her leg very pain. or my papa get tired after walking a short distance. ( he's quite skinny. and his leg is like my arm.) i really don know wad to do. they are getting old le. i wanna take over my dad's business when i grow up. i wanna expand his business, i wanna make my parents feel proud of me, i wanna bring my parents overseas, i wanna do alot alot of stuffs for my parents. but useless de me jus couldn't do anything. sigh.

agh! stupid me.

*cast all the thoughts aside*

today was another typical day la. woke up ard noon time. ate lunch le jiu went out with my parents and sis coz my dad gotta do his work. so we jus tag along to paragon. ate ah mei's milk tea!!nice nice! it's at paragon's B1 i think. then after that went takashimaya walk walk. went kinokuniya. they got sell 1litre of tears' de diary! got so inspired to learn well my jap so i can read the bk! my mum was so amazed by the variety of bks that she started to compare with it popular. diaoz. met dad ard 4. but he's not done with his work. so linger ard at the loading bay there, coz he got to load some gigantic laser machine onto the truck. eh. he's supervising la, not doing the manual job. hehe. follow the truck to gleneagles hospital for them to unload the machine. slack at the lobby area before my dad called us.

had dinner at bukit merah/redhill there. damn full la.

went sentosa after that, coz my dad say wan see the musical fountain. alot of ppl seh! but in the end we also nv go and see, coz gotta pay $6!!! they renovate alot seh. we stood at the merlion walk there and see ah. don think there's much difference lehz. homesweethome after that.

ok. I'M REALLY TRULY REGRET THAT I FORGOT MY FRIEND'S BDAY. MR POW SHI RUI! I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO FORGET UR BDAY ONE! REALLY. I REALLY VERY REGRET AND REALLY REALLY VERY REMORSE. i've not forgotten my last yr bday when u came over to my house to pass me the winner the pooh's mug. somPA!!! DON BE ANGRY WITH ME OK?! I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO FORGET UR BDAY DE!!!! ZHENDE ZHENDE. :)

♥ how will my journey be like?

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

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