back.

hehe. i'm back. finally i'm done with the gusdisting critique. phew!!

happy happpy.


i think my midsem break starts now already. hahahahahhaa!


yea. looking forward to tmr's turtle gang outing!!!



and of coz!!!


MC CHALET!!!!



whooohooooooo!!!!





after which i'll start to study hard le.

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@7:29 AM

in school.

oh man. these days have been staying in school till late to do my critique. have been doing my critique for the entire week. aghhh!



do until i'm so scare of coming to IT cluster le..whenever it's time to do my critique in cluster, i'll always imagine that the glass door says: "Welcome to Hell!" then when push open the door, i can imagine nu tou ma mian is standing beside me to welcome me!



shit. i think i'm crazy already.



anway, i think i have some eating disorder. i will always not feel hungry whenever meal time is here, and seriously seriously don feel like eating. but bo bian, i'll always think that i should eat even though i don feel like eating. so in the end, after buying food and start eating, i will then know that i'm really hungry, and will practically swallow down my food.



so conclusion: i must buy food whenever meal times are here, even if i'm not hungry.



i really think that there's something wrong with me.


brb. continue with my critique. argH!!!

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

@3:50 PM

Re:Re: As Usual

Perhaps... Perhaps...

It's really the time for me to "Look Forward". God doesn't give us enough time to look back.

Yup. Let's 加油！

=)

I'll be strong.

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@1:28 PM

As Usual.

Once again, i feel so useless again.




Perhaps she's right, i shouldn't even apply for it in the first place..




hmmm....

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Friday, September 14, 2007

@8:28 PM

CSC AGM 07 Forever 5

i think my journey of 5th MC started when Kian Meng aka The Shit jioed me to join the MC as an asst treasurer. That time also didn't think much, just thought that being in the MC can happily count money! Although i didn't get the post that i wanted ( kinda dui bu qi shit at that time, coz he got high hopes in me), alot of ppl persuaded me to join dep welfare(i remembered that alot of seniors came to talk to me after the elections). At that time, not say don't have the interests in welfare, but rather i'm too afraid to take up the post when my public speaking is like shit (now still is). But after serious consideration, i've decided to challenge myself and run for it. afterall, at that time, i kinda know lixian and yiwen (i know they are gd ppl. but who's bad in csc?) alr, so it would be better to work with someone that u know. and so, went for the second election, and i'm glad that i did.=)

and the real j0urney begins.


Had to prepare for MAF after AGM. still remembered that time i was in sch waiting for ives to be done with his work, so that we can recce the school together. That was when i knew that he was actually my brother's sec sch friend! how qiao can it be! After all the planning, asked Eng Khoon to help paint the MAF banner. Gosh! i still remembered the scene so clearly!

Kept doing MAF stuffs, like buying all the prizes, cutting the box for lucky draw, cutting CSC logos in lectures for the helpers etc.

Then, finally MAF came. Had Ives to do all the talkings. and glad that most of the ppl enjoyed their night with us! funniest thing was that most of the lucky draw prizes went to the MC ppl. HAHA.

After that was our exam tea. Then Chalet. Then CSC Amour 07. URUNs. Exam Tea.

There was so so so much flashbacks going through my mind last night that i kept crying. i know i'm a crybaby, but i'm not someone who wouldn't do anything when something is coming to an end. and sad to say, the thing that i could only do is to cry.

Really feel alot for 5th MC. it's really so amazing how a group of strangers (at least for me) can become a bonded family. i guess it's all the meetings, laughters , jokes , sai kangs and silly things that really bond us together.

We had meetings like a group of friends discussing about big plans for the club. laughters like how janicia fell into the trap of being emcee for VAT, and how she's going to perform during the RAG. jokes like how mdm phua transformed into bareback, then mrs bean, then lao lao, and lastly 881. Sai kangs like how we sweat like dogs while cleaning the clubroom. Silly things like how we get high while kboxing.

There are so much things that we did together, that i think i wouldn't be able to forget.

we've REALLY stepped down (hur hur hur) le, no more working together for the betterment of the club, no more all the sai kangs, no more all the fun meetings, no more of the shooting arrows all over the place, i'll really miss all these de.


5th MC is really unique, in its own way.







JUST WANNA SAY A BIG THANK YOU, 5TH MC!



Thank You 5th MC for all the things that you've taught me.

Thank You 5th MC for all the help when the journey gets tough.

Thank You 5th MC for all the jokes and laughters that you've injected into my life.

Thank You 5th MC for making all the meetings and sai kangs so enjoyable.

Thank You 5th MC for always believing in me.

Thank You 5th MC for all the precious memories that are priceless.

Thank You 5th MC for moulding me into who i am now.

Thank You 5th MC ...





for everything!!





and i really love u all! =)






5TH MC WOOOSH!


*Thankyou everybody for the little gifts~ thank you tan ching for the wonderful vid! it contains 1 yr of story in it!

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

@2:24 PM

我还是输给了时间

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

@3:23 PM

haippy.

phew. this wk was a hell wk for me, for some reasons. couldn't pay attention in lecturers, tears will flow down uncontrollably, get irritated very easily. so hai...

but somehow, mayb coz of past experience, i've managed to see things in a different light, though abit slow in doing so lar. and mayb coz of the past, i wouldn't wan history to repeat itself. suo yi, really tried my best to make things that will not occurs again.

in the past, i would sure 转牛角尖 （i don know whether is it written in this way, but nvm, i get it can le (: ), but this time round, though still got abit, manage to get up and think it differently from the past!! and so, jenny is happpyy!

mayb that explain to "haippy" title. on one side is haiz, but on the other hand is happy~ ehh.. i think i'm not making any sense here.. but wad i'm trying to say is that although it has been a tough week, i'm still glad that i've grown up and not like the past~ =)

anyway, wanna thx turtle gang and lesby for being so understanding and caring~ and at the same time sorry to turtle gang also. i really wanted to tell them wad happened de, but whenever thought of it jiu feel like crying. how to say???

and so, jenny will continue to 加油！

Jenny The Great is back~ hohohohooh.

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

@1:17 PM

Change credits to Goh Koon Yiak

IF there is one thing I can be sure
that I would bet my fiver on
would be that tomorrow will be a different day

In a world where change is thus constant
we cannot insist that everything stays, unchanging.

Seasons change. Situations change. Environments change.
People change.
Friends change.
We change.

But change ain't necessarily a bad thing,
nor a good thing; it just is.
A process of flux, like everything else.
In change, we gain something, lose something.
In change, hopefully, we grow.

Things come and go, the things we have yesteryears
the people who were with us, might, today,
be no more, no longer around,
but forever in our hearts though.

But it is with the going ,that
new things come.
sometimes, things that bring us light,
a betterment in life.

And thus, I think, in a way,
Change's good.
Cause it is with change, that
hope exits.
A hope of a better tomorrow.

In a way, life's the surface of an ocean,
sometimes furious, sometimes calm,
but forever there.
Let us, do let us, learn to surf the sea of life.



------------------------------------------------



perhaps it's a gd thing.
i don wanna history to repeat itself.
so wad if i tell you how i feel?


nothing's gonna change anyway.

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Monday, September 03, 2007

@12:29 AM

crybaby

what would you do if ur friend has changed?

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Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

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eileen
jialiang
eliz
biaojie
ying2
puiyee the cheat
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glenn
tan ching
nono
lingfong
gilbert
zin
`csc*
michelle
koyak
`ninjaturtle*
zoo
siahjen
`taka b2 2007*
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en ren
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