&/ a long and misty way

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

@2:06 PM

Roller Coaster

woots. today's like going through a roller coaster~

on my way to sch today, xiaoyi suddenly sms me and ask me if i have a mp3 player..yup. told her mine jus spoilt~ then she say wanna give me ipod~ woohoo.. quite happy larh..coz the current spoilt mp3 very irritating..coz the led screen spoil le..then i can't adjust anything.so bo bian, gotta keep looping the songs..i listen those songs until very sian le~ though it's not brand new, but okay larh, better than listening to the looped songs. -_- so throughout the day, i was thinking abt it~

after sch went lib to study..so qi si ren..spend few hrs on 2 pathetic fluids questions!!! wo de tian arh!! so not productive at alll!! but the thoughts of getting the ipod in the night made me better and looked forward to it...so still not so bad...

i pangsehed the library and went for dinner with my parents in the evening~ then kinda quarrel with my father. agh~ i think coz of this, i think today's dinner was the worst..although i'm eating my alltime favourite crab~tsk tsk! anway, the restaurant that we went to, the food also not very gd larh~ i think is the worst that i've been to loh. tsk!!

after dinner went suntec walk walk before going my grandma house to pick up the ipod! weee!

mai hiam larh. any names for it?=)

taken in the evening..looks nice...

yes. ming tian hui geng hao!

♥ how will my journey be like?

Friday, October 26, 2007

@5:54 PM

thankew.

koyak says:
in any situation, how "sucky" u feel it is, depends alot on hw u see things bah

koyak says:
thing is if we just see it as sucky.. n whole dae long think sucky.. it will never help

koyak says:
so it will stay sucky

koyak says:
tts y they always say.. focus not on how troubling ur troubles are

koyak says:
rather

koyak says:
spend ur time appreciating those u already have, ur family, ur sis, ur mom, ur bro, treasuring wat u have, n doing constructive stuff to settle troubles

koyak says:
cos focusing on how troublling the troubles are.. just leave u stuck

koyak says:
like do loop

:: jÉñNï :: says:
but wad if ur troubles can't be settled?

koyak says:
then, like wat i say

koyak says:
MOVE on

koyak says:
life's doesn't just revolve around one thing

koyak says:
if u move on

koyak says:
most of the time

koyak says:
u will find that the thing will be settled

copyrighted

♥ how will my journey be like?

@3:55 PM

Life

on my way back from airport jus now, was wondering if people could slow down their pace and take notice of their surroundings, or even people. surroundings as in not nice scenary, rather surroundings that u will never take notice of even with the slightest changes in it. for example, how a tree blooms during spring, how a snail crawl after a shower etc.

people who u've not care or take notice of, or people who u've neglected. for example, wad's ur mother's dressing, what ur bestest friend likes to eat, realise that there's always this someone lingering around u but u always didn't notice etc.

i guess people will only realise all these things after they've lost it bah..that's life i guessss...hmmmm...

has been playing this song~~~

Jet - Look What You've Done

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

losing hopes in u. gone were the days.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Sunday, October 21, 2007

@4:01 PM

F U

i hope you get to see this somehow someway..

wadever~

How long more do you wanna waste your time, your youth, your time on such bo liao stuffs? You said you were feeling lousy, and doesn't want to talk to anyone, that's y u locked yourself in the room the whole day.. does it mean that u can be rude to mummy? does it mean that you are the king in this world? does it mean that we, other family members, don have our own TROUBLES?

ALL BECAUSE OF A WOMAN? (not even a woman yet)

c'mon..be like a man..

she's gone for goodness sake!

stop being like a whim by destroying yourself. if u wan, go get her back. if she don wan, forget it. who have never went through this period before? you're such a loser.

you're someone who i used to look up to. coz i think that you still can get good grades even if u never study. and i think that u're so much smarter than me, jus that u don know how to utilize your intelligence. but wad's that point of being so smart when u're lacking of the most fundamental element that human should have? that's 人性. i guess you're worst than a dog. at least dog will know who is his owner.

let me teach you wad's 人性 is：

人性 is when u should listen to crying mum, instead of continue playing ur game.

人性 is when u should go and eat when mum had helped you da bao.

人性 is when you shouldn't go for chalet when ur doting grandma passed away.

人性 is when you should follow house rules, when even your youngest sister follows.

人性 is when you shouldn't scold your father. afterall, he's ur father.

人性 is when you should spare a thoughts for your parents.

人性 is when you shouldn't kope people's laptop when they needed it to do something.

人性 is when you shouldn't be selfish.

seriously, i think that your presence wouldn't make a difference to the family, just that mum will be extremely sad when u're gone. stop being so selfcentereed and only think about yourself. it's not that we'r not concern with you, u're the one who is not opening up to us. and stop blaming mum for not understanding u, when u didn't even let her have the chance to do so.can't u see that it is a vicious cycle? u expect ppl to understand u, but u're not opening up. and stop hoping that the whole world need to understand u! in the first place, do u understand them?

quit asking us to take a knife to stab u. hello?u're fricking 22 yrs old alr. can u be like a grown up and stop having these kind of childish thoughts? OMG. it's not that u're not brought up properly; we have the same parents. and i think they're wonderful parents. so the prob lies with you! since you know that ur life now sucks, can't u do something about it, and stop thinking of how bad it is, coz it can't change ANYTHING! get a life, and do something about it! you're such a failure.

if life were a smooth sailing one, then it isn't life anymore! there bound to be hiccups here and there. are you going to just give up like dat?

ask yourself, how important is this family to you? if you think that we are not important to you, can you just go away, and stick to those who are important to you?

you're really a 败家子. did nothing except playing games. spend money like nobody's business. no $$ still wanna smoke. wasting $$ by not attending school. and u still owe me $100. even if i spoil your lappy, i still can send it for repair using MY MONEY. can you? you are just like a plain shell.

i just can't stand it. u're older than me, yet thinking is so childish, immatured. i think that i'm lousy, BUT u'r lousier than me! you really the only guy that i really despise so so so so so so much.

on top of all these, u're still my brother; part of the ong family.

what you want us to do?

♥ how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

@5:06 PM

Irritating Jenny

Jenny feels that she's irritating people around her. The things that she had said sometimes irritates herself too, let alone her friends! And she always sprouts nonsense~ how how?

It seems that all the 加油s and 不要放弃s doesn't work on her anymore. It's like walking in a desert and depriving of water. You know that you cannot stop walking; for if you stop, you'll die. No matter how much 加油s and 不要放弃s people said to you, you know u have to walk, alone. Jenny's treasure her life too much that she's not willing to die just like dat!

Thus..

Jenny will continue to keep walking..

until she reaches the reservoir.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

@3:42 PM

Lazy me.

haha. i'm reprimanded by TN (Turtle Neo) for not updating my blog for so long! so here i am..actually i got write abit larh, but save it as draft, so i shall finish where i've left~

haha. i admit that i'm really lazy..lazy to blog; lazy to study; lazy to pack my stuffs; lazy to do many things. tsk tsk~ slap me please~

had turtle gang on the last day of sch, i mean before we are set free for the break. and fri was engine day!! coz of stupid ctw, i have to go back to sch for the pathetic 2hrs lessons, which i think i've not learnt anything from it~ but nvm~ after lesson, went to meet long-and-ugly and chong shao ming. headed to lnu's house before meeting the rest at marine parade~

hha. we'r doing turtle's pose!

the only ladies.
i love this pic lotsa! super nice!

anyway, had mc chalet over the wkend. very fun, although initially we tot that it's a flop. but towards the end, we laughed till we make the money damn worthy. hahaha. on sat, we had our RVP visits~ first time as MC, we're doing RVP visits. lol.

top 3 gei gei cleaning the floor

As usual, we had alot of fun on our way there~ and another action is added to the MC dance--> Janicia jumping out of the train action.

everyone is trying to imitate.
at mdm lim's house.

after that, i pangseh them and went for my tuition and jap lesson~

went home bath first before returning to the chalet~

As it was the final nite, we had our 招牌game - charades/cha-rots. we had more actions added to our chardictionary. like lixian's stroking stunt, terence's kkb, janicia's yunan, xiqian's csc events~ hahahaa. 想到就好笑！！

check out, went to have mac breakfast before buying calvin's canned food~

yeap yeap. i'll upload funny vid soooon.

Actually right, i think that i'm like a polar bear - when it's time for a break, i'll go into hibernate mode. jus like this term break, i always zzz until 2pm~ omg~

although i set a to-do-list for myself, apparently i only did those with least importance~ haiz

to-do-list

-catch up with my jap

-send parcel to shit

-catch up with ALL modules

-~~pack my room~~

haiz. i also don know wad i did for the entire wk!! argh!

anyway, i change my specs le!! but still not used to it. i still prefer the old one, although i can't really see that clearly compared to the new one~ but i guess, it's jus like life bah. sometimes in life, u no need to know clearly how things happen. sometimes it's good to be blur, to be kept in the dark. wad i'm trying to say is: blur blur 过生活也不错!

heehee.

♥ how will my journey be like?