F U

i hope you get to see this somehow someway..



wadever~



How long more do you wanna waste your time, your youth, your time on such bo liao stuffs? You said you were feeling lousy, and doesn't want to talk to anyone, that's y u locked yourself in the room the whole day.. does it mean that u can be rude to mummy? does it mean that you are the king in this world? does it mean that we, other family members, don have our own TROUBLES?



ALL BECAUSE OF A WOMAN? (not even a woman yet)



c'mon..be like a man..



she's gone for goodness sake!



stop being like a whim by destroying yourself. if u wan, go get her back. if she don wan, forget it. who have never went through this period before? you're such a loser.



you're someone who i used to look up to. coz i think that you still can get good grades even if u never study. and i think that u're so much smarter than me, jus that u don know how to utilize your intelligence. but wad's that point of being so smart when u're lacking of the most fundamental element that human should have? that's 人性. i guess you're worst than a dog. at least dog will know who is his owner.

let me teach you wad's 人性 is：

人性 is when u should listen to crying mum, instead of continue playing ur game.

人性 is when u should go and eat when mum had helped you da bao.

人性 is when you shouldn't go for chalet when ur doting grandma passed away.

人性 is when you should follow house rules, when even your youngest sister follows.

人性 is when you shouldn't scold your father. afterall, he's ur father.

人性 is when you should spare a thoughts for your parents.

人性 is when you shouldn't kope people's laptop when they needed it to do something.

人性 is when you shouldn't be selfish.

seriously, i think that your presence wouldn't make a difference to the family, just that mum will be extremely sad when u're gone. stop being so selfcentereed and only think about yourself. it's not that we'r not concern with you, u're the one who is not opening up to us. and stop blaming mum for not understanding u, when u didn't even let her have the chance to do so.can't u see that it is a vicious cycle? u expect ppl to understand u, but u're not opening up. and stop hoping that the whole world need to understand u! in the first place, do u understand them?

quit asking us to take a knife to stab u. hello?u're fricking 22 yrs old alr. can u be like a grown up and stop having these kind of childish thoughts? OMG. it's not that u're not brought up properly; we have the same parents. and i think they're wonderful parents. so the prob lies with you! since you know that ur life now sucks, can't u do something about it, and stop thinking of how bad it is, coz it can't change ANYTHING! get a life, and do something about it! you're such a failure.

if life were a smooth sailing one, then it isn't life anymore! there bound to be hiccups here and there. are you going to just give up like dat?

ask yourself, how important is this family to you? if you think that we are not important to you, can you just go away, and stick to those who are important to you?

you're really a 败家子. did nothing except playing games. spend money like nobody's business. no $$ still wanna smoke. wasting $$ by not attending school. and u still owe me $100. even if i spoil your lappy, i still can send it for repair using MY MONEY. can you? you are just like a plain shell.

i just can't stand it. u're older than me, yet thinking is so childish, immatured. i think that i'm lousy, BUT u'r lousier than me! you really the only guy that i really despise so so so so so so much.

on top of all these, u're still my brother; part of the ong family.

what you want us to do?

♥ how will my journey be like?

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

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zin
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koyak
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en ren
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