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Thursday, November 29, 2007
@2:17 AM
hmph.

yes. so angry just now. while i was queueing for the bus at the interchange, a woman suddenly cut into my queue. and it's not those kind when u're moving to board the bus de cut queue style. coz u know when u queue up right, normally there's only 1 entrance to the queue, but for tamp interchange, at the other end of the queue there's small hole for ppl to cut in. then i was standing near to the hole larh, then this woman jus stand in between me and the one infront of me.

and gei gei like nothing happens like dat. i'm so super duper irritated larh. coz the queue was quite long also. and how can she jus cut it in like dat? i don mind she cut if the queue is not that long larh, coz i know i still got seat to sit. wah piang!! feel like slapping her~ slap infinity.

and yes. she's in her uniform. the pop-pop-pop-gei fast food restaurant. quite famous one. always got one old man standing infront of the restaurant. argh.

i'm so going to boycott it for 1 wk!!!!!!

let's boycott tooo~ after which, i shall go and eat their buddy meal~ muahahaha.

how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, November 28, 2007
@3:14 AM
Thankew.

can somone please slap me. to think that i blog the day before my paper. -_- infinity.

anyway, jus wanna pen down wad i've thought just now. as usual, on my way back, i think alot again. not really think larh. but jus suddenly feel that God (not allah, not jesus, not buddha etc. ) really treats me very good. just think of my life and i feel that It treats me very well. in study wise, ok, i admit that i'm really stupid larh. i mean, i don even got a single Band 1 in my primary school! OMG~really super dumb larh; but still i manage to smoke to uni!

ok. family wise, still not too bad; just glad that i'm not from a broken family. Almost. but never. and i think i have really great parents. mum who knows how to make clothes and so understanding, dad who knows the way in malaysia and make his way from a driver to an employer. and also my little sis who i can hug whenever i need it.(imean u wouldn't hug ur parents right. so weird~). how awesome.

ok.friends wise. i have friends who listen to me and give me advices. friends who i can laugh and cry with/for/at. how great.

and of coz friend who bother to get me something from overseas even though i don know he went overseas~ thx~

woot. from japan! package super nice!!


feels that my life is perfect again!! :) infinity.
and within a month, i'll have the membership of the BIG 2 family for 10 years. argh! i don want!! hence, for the last few days of my sweet 19 years old, i shall live my life to the fullest!!
yes.and please please don mention the sensitive number to me huh. i so hate xmas now. =\
happy **th birthday, Janicia!

how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
@12:13 PM

turn left or turn right?

how will my journey be like?

Sunday, November 25, 2007
@4:55 PM
ME2134

yupyup. had my first paper today. =\

hmm. okay. i felt better than last sem; coz i felt that i wrote more this time round!! -_-"

and actually fluids mechanics kinda interest me too, unlike the thermodie. that one really can die.

family's away to cameron highland. -_- infinity. y do they choose to go when i'm having exams?! gggrr. nvm.

jus change my song~ haha. this song gives me 单纯小女孩简简单单的爱 kinda feeling. hahah.kinda sweet too.

if only love could be so simple.

don't make me regret.

how will my journey be like?

Saturday, November 24, 2007
@3:53 PM
OFF


i know this really sounds very off before exam..especially when everyone is cramming for exams.


just now was looking through 5th MC photos and videos, and felt that really miss 5th MC quite alot. like all the things that we've done together will not happen again le.like having the ever-happening meetings, doing silly things together, all the clubroom cleanups, all the fun and laughters we had together etc. guess all these have become memories le bah. feeling abit nostalgic here.=\
how time flies.

dun forget all the memories

of our club,

our family,

our 5th MC.

how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
@3:00 PM
jap compo exam

hahaha. jus had my final paper for my jap exam. i think quite a killer paper.coz i only submitted one compo to sensei once only! anyway, today's topic was わたしの行きたい国 which is the country that i wan to go.

haha. when she showed us the title..everyone stunned. haha. initially i also larh. coz don know how to smoke through.

lemme see if i still can rmb wad i've written..

わたしの行きたい国は日本です。わたしはにほんすきですから、にほんへいきたいです。わたしは友達へいきたいです。わたし友達用に日本人はしんせいつですといわれました。わたしはときょ北海道へいきたいです。。。

わたしは日本へいかくないとき、わたしはふじさんいのります。。。

shit. can't rmb alr. think got quite alot of errors bah~ but nvm~ it's over!! hohohoho. quite happy though.mayb coz i still can smoke i way through to the word limit.. :) also mayb coz it's over le bah. now it's the results le~ -_-

yup. 4 more days to my first paper. hur hur hur.

gonna be over soon.がんばって!

how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
@6:32 PM

stay focused.



have i made a mistake? have i have i have i have i have i?

can i run forever?

how will my journey be like?

Sunday, November 18, 2007
@4:00 PM
hmm.

amidst all the exams, i begin to think about life le. don know y sia. guess is coz got sick of studying le..

and so, while on my way to jap oral exam..i was thinking abt my life. wad do i actually wanna do in the future? am i going to study until like shit, get an eng degree and be a engineer for the rest of my life? if so.. are all these worthwhile? is studying so hard worth the time and effort? and at the expense of my brain cells? is slogging hard worth the money?

ARE ALL THE THINGS THAT I'M DOING NOW WORTHWHILE?

i got stucked at this question..and couldn't really answer myself..



but on the other hand, i asked myself again..how do yo know whether is it worthwhile? after thinking it hard, kinda got the ans..and the ans quite simple..it's...


PASSION.



think abt it..is going down to bugis thrice a wk for exam worth my time amidst the impeding exam? yes~ (but i don know whether is it bo bian or wad since i got pay school fees.)

but sad to say, i don have passion for many things.

sigh.


back to my oral exam. hmm. okay bah. pray hard that i'll passs!! but i think the sensei quite gd..coz keep repeating the question for me despite me keep saying わかりません and もういちどう言ってください.


haiz. 7 more days to the first paper!!!


JIAWATERS everyone! (:



how long can it last? how i wish i could just turn back and walk away.

how will my journey be like?

Friday, November 16, 2007
@4:49 PM
y0y0.

y0y0.





last sun, the 2 yings came to my house to do something for our retiring Dnt head of department. wah. like very seh right..coz head mah..but actually no larh..he machiam not like HOD..anyway, he's very good larh..coz when sec 4, we had a theme for o level..and gotta do an artefact and portfolio related to the theme. and as most of u all know..making the artefact very tedious de..and need quite alot of strength..and so~ the HOD aka Mr Tan aka Mr T.C.S, will always help the girls out more~ lolz~ yup ypu. it's like we never ask him to do..we jus randomly ask him a question on how to do a particular shape..then he'll automatic help us out..so gd right!?!?!?

and so we started our project 1101. firstly.. we had to look for suitable photos~ really wahed. so huai lian those days loh..those innocent days.those carefree days.. tsk tsk!!! and we had a helluva good time laughing at all the people in the photos!!! super funnnny~

oya. dnt days are one of the periods that i really enjoyed myself.. who cares abt staying in school until dinner time jus to chiong finish our proj..really sia..who cares arh..jus that last time some of the ppl will grumble bah..but seriously, i think dnt raelly bond my friends and i together sia~ like helping each other out..talk cock tgt..playing bball after that..staying until late to finish our stuffs..walking to the busstops tgt..etc~ haha.

oyea. back back~ yup~ and so..we're supposed to do smth for him for his retirement larh. and we decided on making a mini portfolio (jus like the one that we did for O level). okok. pics say it all~




haha. the 2 yings brainstorming on the idea~

tAdah! the final product~ eh. paiseh..forgot to rotate clockwise~ but nvm~ do some exercise then!

our coverpage. it's exactly the same my cover page for my real A3 portfolio. simple yet nice right? oyah. the theme for my year was secure storage.. so we chose back the same theme..
the coverpageok. it goes this way larh. we have to define our theme.then the problem..which is mr t.c.s is retiring..and the solution was to create a device(we had to say device.coz dnt is about making a device out!but the small asterisk at the bottom of the page define our device as word patterns etc.) that allows him to store all the wonderful memories of 4D'03. and so we haad to make some research on various kind of products that are linked to secure storage~

nx is exploration of ideas!we have to think of various kind of shapes..etc~ all drawn by ying^2!!



we decided to pangsehed all the ideas..and came up with this final product~ hahaha. abit lame though. but i think it's quite meaningful~ at least to us. lol.

anyway, the whole string of words are goggled. haha. coz we feel that abit pointless to say thank you etc.. coz all other students will be doing it as welL!!!!

can spot me in the pic?? that was taken after graduation ceremony/last day of school, which i cried until like shit. anyway, not only me larh.all the girls also. lol.

yea!

back to present.. today jus had my jap listening. cui-ed. but nvm larh. so stressful to have eveything come at one go.. argh~

nvm~

jiawaters~(:

how will my journey be like?

Sunday, November 11, 2007
@3:44 PM

I'M SO OMG THANKFUL FOR MY FRIENDS!!

thanks Lesby. thanks Ginna. thanks koyak. :):):):):)
thanks for all ur guidance, enlightenment and listening ear!!
really grateful.
:):):)
i'm still the old me.

how will my journey be like?

@2:28 PM

nothing's gonna make me down.





not even you.

how will my journey be like?

Saturday, November 10, 2007
@2:08 PM
Belief.

mood wasn't feeling good this morning. after talking to you, felt so much better already! Thankew lesby!~ (:(:

it's so important to keep your faith and spirit high. it's really your mind that determines the entire thingy. it depends on how you looK at it. All sides have its good and bad; and nothing in the world is perfect. it's either you think it perfectly or try your best to perfect it (if you can). yup. for example, getting lousy results is a bad thing. but if only getting lousy results can get you motivated, then it's a good thing! but getting gd results can be a bad thing too! like for subsequent exams, you'll be so stressed to perform or rather, you just have no life~ yup yup~ everything has its good and bad. it jus depends on how you look at it.

just like an object has its own front, plan, rear, right, left and back view~ each of its view has its own uniqueness.. similarly, a particular situation can be viewed in different ways toooo!

yup~ whatever a situation is, it depends on the view that u wanna take! and the best thing in life is, u're given a choice to choose; to choose what view that you wanna take. so make the best out of ur privilege and choose the correct view!

and the most important thing is never ever lose hopes!


:):):)

so what's your view? front, plan, rear, left and back?

how will my journey be like?

Friday, November 09, 2007
@3:14 PM
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

hohoho. today wanted to go school study de, but after the advice of His Majesty, decided not to go le. firstly, all my study kakis not free to study!!! coz they needa clean the clubroom. *faint* secondly, today's weather super goood..bright yet cooling.. thirdly, i woke up at 12pm. fourthly, house not very noisy, coz my parents were out; left me and my sister.

can't say really studied alot larh. coz i only did imparo assignment and some of jap stuffs nia. quite slack~ and at times entertain my sis~ hahahaha~

went out for dinner with family.

yup yup~ continue with my imparo after back from dinner, which is like abt 9pm le..

went jog jog awhile.. nv run after AHHHHM, and after my toe nail dropped off.. okay larh. ran not very far larh..but it's a gd start! (:

and here i am! blogging after my run~


time to bath~

i can sense it's coming..come quick come quick!!!!

how will my journey be like?

Thursday, November 08, 2007
@2:54 PM

当我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚
我如果对自己妥协 如果对自己说谎
即使别人原谅 我也不能原谅
最美的愿望一定就疯狂
我就是我自己的神在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手决定不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次我和我的倔强

对爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良
我的手越肮脏 眼神越是发光
你不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀
你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰
逆风的方向 更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂
就这一次我和我的倔强
就这一次让我大声唱
lalalala...
就算失望不能绝望
...lalalalala...

就这一次我和我的



倔强。

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kinda got motivated by this song.

yes. i won't give up.

how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, November 07, 2007
@4:00 PM

it's been a long while ever since i last cried..





i know we couldn't go back to the past already. i've tried hard; i don't know how to accept the new you. why aren't u the old u?

我就是受不了。

how will my journey be like?

Y`me*

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

Y`friends/forever*
xiaofen
eileen
jialiang
eliz
biaojie
ying2
puiyee the cheat
`ma'at*
glenn
tan ching
nono
lingfong
gilbert
zin
`csc*
michelle
koyak
`ninjaturtle*
zoo
siahjen
`taka b2 2007*
melissa
meiling
en ren
ashley
claris

Y`between/us*

Y`memories*

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