tadah! a heart folded by my sis being placed on top of my lappy! and inside she wrote that she spent a long time folding it~ so sweet right..

and the nx morning, i found 1 saga seed on my bed. the saga seed was supposed to be inside a glass container with all the hearts folded by me long long time ago de. so that's where she learnt how to fold a heart. hahaa!

ok. and yesterday i went to my aunt shop to choose some presents..coz she said she wanna give me! so shuang~ so i went to her shop to choose my present! got a shorts and a bag~ so nice of her..and while browsing her shop, chanced upon a eeyore hp pouch..and i told my sis that it's very nice..and she knows that i like eeyore..

then later in the day, my sis called me from my aunt's shop and ask if i want the hp pouch, i replied her by saying that i'll take it if it's free..coz it cost like 8 plus. and being a niao me, i definitely wouldn't buy larh, coz i also nv really use hp pouch de. tt's y my hp so cui now~

okay, that was yesterday. as usually, since it was my off day, i got back home quite late also, didn't get a chance to talk to my sis...

and today, went out after my work.. and sis called me to ask wad time am i coming home.and said that she got something for me..aiyah, as usual, i don care wad she say de even if she ask me to come home earlier. hahahaha.

and when i got home, i found 2 present on my table..

one of them if from my sister!! the other oone i don know it's from who..so werid~

and i opened it....

tadah!it was the hp pouch that i saw at my aunt's shop!

awww.. so sweet. thankew sis!

hais. anyway, i think i'm having pre-twenty-syndrome (P2S). shili asked me out on 24th, although alot of ppl couldn't make it for the gathering..and i said it's okay to not meet me, coz i know she wanna spend xmas with her bf (who doesn't?), and i feel bad she if she nv spend with her bf. and she told me that she doesn't wan me to spend my bday alone. okay, intially i was touched. but after awhile, i feel weird.. feel so unwanted and pitiful.

then the next day, liting called me and ask if i want her to spend my bday with me..but she cuoldn't stay till late, coz she got class gathering.

somehow, i jus feel weird. i know they have good intentions. coz they know i have no one to celebrate with? but jiu shi.. feel so weiird. like i'm a burden to them, a duty to celebrate with me. i don't kknow. mayb it's P2S? or i'm too sensitive?

Then after talking to liting, i told Faith about it, coz we just happened to be talking before liting called me. then i told her about it... and she said i can change my shift on 24th from AM to PM, then after that can have dinner with taka colleagues. when she told me this, i feel werid too. like she's pity-ing me like dat. but i don need her to pity me larh, jus that i need someone to talk to after talking to liting.

but still, this year bday would be a start of my new journey.

perhaps you too.

long time never blog le, miss me right!! lol

anyway, had been busy working everyday~ lemme break the the timings for my everyday..at least until nx tues coz i'll be working afternoon shift everyday!!

ok. i work for 8hrs... need 10 hrs of zzz (i can't believe this).. so i'm only left with 6 hrs~ 1 hr for break, 2 hrs for travelling. effective i'm only left with 3 hrs!!! and that includes internet-ing, all the jia palang stuffs~ super -_-"

but nvm larh, if i nv work, i wouldn't know what i will be doing..mayb nua like sai loh.. but afterall, not bad larh, coz get to know new people at work, then can talk cock..

anyway, went out with laochen on thurs, coz he wanted to buy presents for me, or rather i wanted him to buy present for me. haha.anything larh, still the same. met up with him at orchard after i knocked off. and the first thing that i did when i see him is..... LAUGHING OUT LOUD.


hahaha! coz he also had a very kuku hairstyle as me!! super funny. coz with his kuku hairstyle, wearing office attire plus carrying a nike backpack just look super funny and cock. haha. he also had a great time laughing at me too. so we're quits~

we went far east first before heading to bugis street~ then after buying our stuffs walked back to raffles city for some cakes at cafe cartel!! coz the cakes are 50% off after *pm. (don wanna tell you all so i can have all the cakes to myself!! nananibooboo!)

the cakes~ looks yummmmy! blackforest, chocolate fudge and mango moouse.
oya. this pic taken by another friend who joined us at bugis~ our hairstyle equally toot~

yeay. friends for 6 years already, and still counting~ really glad to know him~ haha. last time quite shou with him de~ as in like will talk on the phone, go out together, did the craziest thing, then he'll always come su ku to me if he and his gf got probs~ and there was a period when the whole world was thinking that we are an item, but no~ jiu shi pure friends~ like i know he won't fall for me and he knows that i won't fall for him de. then that day met up with him quite :) coz like after all these years the friendship is still there.. like the whole feelings is so magical~ something like even if the world changes, our friendship remains the same. get it? ahhh. nevermind~ :)

who says men and women cannot be good friends?

♥ how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

@4:31 PM

first day of work

well. first day of work started not very good. haha. i woke up late at abt 11 plus? then while on the way to work i realise that i forgot to bring my punch card out! omg~

nvm~
i reach on the dot at 1.20pm. but but.. i couldn't find my locker in the locker room!! i walked all over the place and still couldn't find it~meanwhile i was thinking that HR office must be playing a prank on me. but but, cna't be larh. no reason to do so lei. nvm~ i gave up and brought my stuffs along to the counter~

ok lah. not bad working. coz all along pui yee was beside me..so can talk cock abit also.hhaha. and i realise that she's quite a helpful ger, although she doesn't look like one. lol.

anyway, i made a not-bad friend larh. i called her mao wang, miao miao, cat etc. coz her name is catherine. wahaha! we had dinner together at kfc, buddy meal~ wah piang! super sinful~ -_-

oh oh, before we had out dinner, we went ot look for my locker again!~ and tadah! she found my locker!! my en ren (i called her that since then)!!!

went back to HR office to settle her locker stuffs tooo~

walked with her to the mrt station tooo~

not bad day afterall.

(oh oh)^ infinity~ today the jap results was out also. guess i failed or passed?

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but i'm like the last few larh. haiz. but nvm larh. i got 222/350~
the breakdown for each score. headings the score~

♥ how will my journey be like?

Monday, December 10, 2007

@3:14 PM

sunday is family day

as seen from my title, today is family day. woots.

as usual i zzz until noon time..had my lunch and went out with my family. hmm. today is more like an excursion bah.. coz we went to places that supposedly schools should bring us there. we went to....

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yio chu kang!!

that area larh. the ulu ulu places. and the best thing is ..i'm the driver for the day. okay, at least for half of the day. =\


first station that we went to is some goat farm. but we went there quite late..so didn't really get to see the goats. instead, we bought goat milk~

next station is to some vegetable farm. went there walk walk loh..

so nice~

and while walking around in the nursery, my sis and i saw some rabbits~ veri kawaii~

so cute right the rabbit. yes~ i cut my hair again~

my fat sis.=x

nx station is the farmart center~ there hai hao only larh. but saw a couple of cute puppies~

had a super early dinner at bukit timah area..

went to bukit panjang plaza and IMM after that before heading hhome..

this pic looks like we'r at genting..

tomorrow is the first day of work le.. also gd larh, get my mind off some stuffs..

hmm....

♥ how will my journey be like?

Friday, December 07, 2007

@5:41 PM

Women are stupid.

don know y. sometimes i feel that women are really stupid. i mean women can really sacrifice everything jus for the ones they love. and i guess women are simple-minded as well. as in as long as the ones they love treat them well and love them, they will give everything to them. like their youth, their time, their everything bah. and will do anything to be with them. stupid isn't it?

but i guess this distinguish them from the men. unlike the men, once they know that women are like this, they will take them for granted. eh. paiseh arh. i don know y i got this kind of perceptions also. but i really think tat women are kinda stupid.

one example would be my mum bah. despite my dad treats her not say very gd and not say very bad larh, my mum still stick with him through thin and thick. despite my dad always scold her, she still can take it. even if it's not her real mum, she still take care of her with all her heart without any grumblings.becoz of this family, my mum sacrifices alot. Haiz. mama really very 伟大。

have been thinking wad's really love abt; after looking at priscelia and alan's wedding photos (they are so damn sweet can! CLICKME ) and after watching Enchanted. seriously, i still couldn't figure out. is it a feeling? if it is, will it last forever? if it wouldn't last foever, y do ppl still fall in love and suffer all the heartbreaks? mayb love is like a dream bah; after all the chasings and woos, one will finally wake up and realise that it is nothing but only a dream. mayb bah..

but afterall, happily ever after only happen in fairytale..do you see them in real life?

CLICKME<--- i like the last part when she said 男人要懂得疼他的女人。疼他的女人；让她做回她最可爱最单纯的自己。其实女人可以做这个样子的时侯是最美的。

39months..

♥ how will my journey be like?

Thursday, December 06, 2007

@5:40 AM

i'm bu shuang abt someone!! argh.y like dat? if cannot then don say can wad. then after that smash all the hopes.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

@6:40 AM

Exams over!

yea. exams are finally over. no special feelings actually. just that need to do things that are left hanging during the exams period.

haven been sleeping well this few days and i think it kinda affect my paper today. i can't even recall a simple formula! wo de tian arh. sigh. shll not talk abt it anymore. :(

well. after that paper, turtle gang went out to sing k. but i didn't go~ coz got this japanese cultural exchange thingy in the evening. and i'm too tired/lazy to travel from city back to boonlay.soo... i'm stucked in sch now~ -_- super diao. after exams shld go out and play right? but no lei.. don really feel like going out, in fact i hope that i can go and and zzz. =\ but quite sad that couldn't go out with them, coz the last outing was during the sem break! sorrry turtles~

yes. so wad i'm doing now. actually i think that my brain is not functioning well now. so pardon me if i type nonsensical stuffs.

yes~ in library doing some research on kl. coz janicia said that now got riots in kl, but from wad i see like still quite ok leh. or i haven done enough research on it. so exciting~ ok larh. not really; mayb all i can think of is my bed~ argh~

ok. the morale of the story is: rest well during exam periods.

sia larh. really must admit the fact that i'm aging alr! still can remember during sec 4 i can study until quite late without affecting the nx day. now lei..machiam like going to die. and i realise that i've really aged during this period. argh~stupid exams!

yes. rest well. rest well = zzz for 8 hrs, have adequate supply of water, eat fresh and healthy (sounds like subway), stay cool and happy.

now then i realise the importance of this sentence~ =\

oya. the other day was having this crazy idea of organizing a xmas party for my familY and father's side relatives~ i think it's the effect of drinking coffee at night and all crazy ideas start pouring in. i was thinking like all xmas years like very sian, nv do anythign special..so... oorganize a party can:

1) promote family cohesiveness
2) improve relationships among some
3) pull more strings
4) have fun
5) kill time

then i think until how i can design the invitation card, how to prepare the food before hand since i'll most probably be working on xmas day, and the prog for the day.

yup yup. and i was thinking that we can have some dress code. like retro, or pyjamas, or even Lok Cok attires~ then imagine all my uncles and aunties all dress in those attires. super funny lah~but anyway, my idea got rejected by my potential sponsor. nvm~ my mum even laughed at my idea of the dress code, say wad old people wouln't do all these kind of stuffs. hahahaha. think quite fun lei. old people doesn't mean they wouldn't wad. mayb after taking part, they'll feeel younger~but oh wellll....

seriously i can't think of anything that i can do that appeals to me; except for zzz. argh.

to all people still having exams: good lucks and REST WELL.


Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

♥ how will my journey be like?

Saturday, December 01, 2007

@4:12 PM

Friday Night

Well, Friday nite was quite wellspent. i met up with my parents after my paper, went back home to wrap the presents that they got for my nephew and niece~ then went out for dinner with them~then went to my relative house to pass them the presents~

but quite angry initially. the reaason y my parents buy presents for them is coz my sis wanted a babydoll who can speak and drink and eat and shit, which is called Baby Alive. so stupid~ so they went toyrus.. then since they have never gotten any presents for my nephew and niece so shun bian buy loh. and guess wad the damn baby alive costs? $49.90~

nvm~ after went back home, my sis said they bought the wrong onE!!! the 49.90 can only eat and shit, and couldn't talk~ so in the end, realise that the one that she wants is 129.90~ OMG. i almost fainted~

in the end, we asked for a refund and bought the 129.90 one~ but after discount is 109.90. OMG. i couldn't believe it larh~and normally a child's toy span is less than 3 months de. i seriously don understand larh. got money also cannot like that anyhow spend~ somemore it's a 109.90 babydoll, who looKs quite ugly ~ -_- infinity.

so, i talked loudly to my mum in the public telling her y she shouldn't buy the damn thing. (she said i scolded her, but nv larh, jus talked oblivious to the surrounding nia).on the way to my relative's house, they talked reasons to me larh. but in the end, suan le loh. dou buy alr~

yesyes~ next at my relative house, my yyoungest nephew super kawaii~ called kaylen(<-- is it a guy/ger name?) if i'm not wrong~ aiya~ forgot to take his pic~

the other nephew called wayne~ wanted to study for my next paper de, i ended either playing with kaylen or wayne's nintendo's cooking mama~ haha. the cooking mama very fun de~ it's like virtual cooking dishes~ so funnn!!!

coz i threw tantrum, my dad allows me to drive back! woohoo~ been very long since i last drove~

1 more paper to go!!!!

seriously i feel that i'm already in the holiday mood~

can't wait to:
-start wrapping presents
-the datuk cum kl trip!! woohooo~
-meet up with my friends

can't rmb le~

anyway, i'm tired alr!~tata!

♥ how will my journey be like?