they have street art competition.. and i think that this is damn cool and nice la. but it's totally not related to SMRT. ahahaa!

then we played their carnival's games tooo! though very childish and not like other carnival's game, we had a good time playing them and getting all the freebies. wahaha!

after that went to koufu for lunch.. and then waited for the lucky to commence..

there's this huge human monopoly!

yay, we didn't win the lucky draw prize either.

actually i think the event was well planned and very organized. and all the helpers look like they know alot of things.. and they are very patient with us.. and always smiling de loohhh. really regret writing those bad comments abt the challenge. it's really really really really very well done!!!! GOOD JOB! but then i think the challenge can be improved lo.

after that went for jap lesson! and yes! i'm going to take JLPT 4. if not now, then when sia! i always missed past years de exams coz it always clash with my sch exams.. but now.. still okay la. it's few days after my last paper. and few days after JLPT, i will be flying off to cambodia! wahh. fast and furious~

oya~ before my lesson jus now, i went to shop in kinokuniya~ and they got the sumo book!!! manss. i'm going to buy it after sourcing for kinokuniya card. and i also wanna buy rules for work by templar. oh mansss. there's like so many books in kinokuniya that i wanna buy lohh!

PS. don't read my post like very high, i'm actually damn tired.zzzzzzzzz

homealone :(

so sad that nobody is at home~ so lonely cannn!

something happened to me today that... i felt so ke lian~

as usual, i zz till noon (since no one is at home to wake me up).. and after waking up, i felt an acute pain in my stomach.. excruciating painful lo. pain until i broke out in cold sweat. then then... no one is at home to help me lo! there's no panadol, no hot water ( u know if u damp towel in hotwater and put it at your stomach it will get betteR?), nothing lo. damn ke lian can~ i think even if i die no one would know lohh..

pained for about 1/2 hr before the pain subsided. and i went back to zz till 4 pm. hur hur hur! i swear i won't drink so much bubble tea le. i have been drinking alot of milk tea this month.. think that's y so painful~

btw, it's the pain the every women will encounter every month. :(

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@12:40 AM

end of wk 3

haha. shit. i think i have this habit of blogging every friday loh.. wahaha..

anyway, today just had noc interview.. haha. i think i'm not gonna make it to the second round, again. but oh wellls, mayb entrepreneur stuffs ain't really my cup of tea bahhh. shall see how everything go~ bahz.

anyway, today my lecture (which ends at 5pm), nua--ed abit at engin before going down to club room to pack the goodies bags. wah. really damn alot of goodies loh. i feel like granting wishes jus to get the bags lo. hahaha. jk laH! it ended quite fast bah.. coz we like got 10 over people helping to pack~ so everything is quite fast and furious.

oya oya, while nua-ing, janicia found a hp. apparently it belonged to an ah tiong, coz everything is in chinese.. the phone was in the most cuied state~ but clever me, managed to found out that guy stays in ridge view~ he save his add in his outbox.. for don know wad! so after packing the bags, i went over alone to RVR to pass the hp to him. so scary can! not like i've nv been to a male's level before.. but the feeling so weird loo. wanted to find that level's RA.. but then.. when i randomly find someone to ask abt that guy, that randomed person happened to be the owner's of the hp! and he's like super shocked and surprised and elated. and for a moment, i was petrified that he might just jump on me and hug me! oh mansss. nv would i allow that to happpen!

but after seeing him so happy, i felt :) tooo~ at least janicia and I did something that bring a smile to others. :):):) .

some songs to share~ after so long, it's still my favourites looo.


please skip to >1min for the song~ but there's nth nice abt the MV also.. tsk tsk!


this mv is better, though i don know wad's the meaning of switching people in the middle of the mv.. but it got nice nice scenary~

wad a wonderful weekend; home alone again!!!

arghhhhh.............

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

@10:44 PM

defining moment

the call got cut off while prawn no1 was persuading me to join the mc.

then i received a sms from a friend, saying.. "study hard ah. don't forget your goal."

it was a defining moment that i was caught in between; sandwiched.

and i guess the sms came at the right time. to remind me the purpose of being here.

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Monday, August 25, 2008

@11:05 AM

i had the sweetest dream ever!

i'll wait...

:):):)

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

@11:29 PM

wk 3

wooh, another week is cominggg! times passes damn fast mans~

anyway, prof seah kar heng is damn hilarious~ where on earth would u see a prof playing flute in the middle of lecture? and he played 2 songs some more! damn zai lohh. nx time when he retires, he can go roadside and play. hahaha!

the evidence.

yesterday went to xiaofen's bday partyy. haha. was quite a different bday party i can say~ but then.. not say alot of people also. so got the cosy feelings~

then her sis damn high la.. alone be the emcee. quite entertaining and lame at the same time.. haha. but all thx to her and her bro..if not, the party would be quite sian~ =x

me and liting!

was quite disappointed, not with the party; but someone.

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

@12:33 AM

phew.

another week just whizzed past like this! damn. and i haven't even started studying YET. hur hur hur. okok. i will start study after this post, and after bathing. wahaha... okok. i will TRY.

anyway, i damn bu shuang that i got 3 days wk that i went to take my 6th mod! so tadah! 4 days wk noww~ actually can still get 3 days wk if i chose another mod. but well, that mod don't have any ppl taking. at least for this mod, junli is taking.. so still alright bahhhh.

anyway, the mod quite slack. *hopefully*~

okay, we ate our dinner at 10pm after packing all the bazaar stuffs~

to end the wk with!

as usual , we made fun of janicia!!! whenever there's food, there's janicia. wahahah!

recently has been reading a S.U.M.O (Shut Up, Move On) book. damn cool la the writer.. he made everything so simple and easy to understand (at least to me). hahaa. and he got alot of acronyms that will make ppl remember them. and.. it's very entertaining!! ~~

anyway, i saw a paragraph in a book, which he quoted from another book, and i find it damn interesting and true!

" the most unfair thing about life is the way it ends... i mean, life is tough. It takes up alot of your time and wad do you get at the end of it? Death. I mean, wad's that, a bonus?i think the life cycle is all backwards. you shld die first, get it out of the way. then you move to an old people's home. you get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch and then you go to work. you work for forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. you have fun, party plenty, then you get ready for senior sch. then u go to junior sch, you become a kid, you play and you have no responsibilities. you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, spend you last nine months floating... and you finish off as an orgasm."

isn't that coool? it's so interesting lah the book!!! :)

okok. i will stick to my plan!

ciaoz

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

@11:50 PM

shagged

wah. shagged~ stayed overnight in school last night to do the set up for todays' and tmr's bazaar~ super duper uber shagged.

and the day before, i only zzz for 4 hrs plus before heading to school for lab in the morning~ and last night i had only 2 hrs plus of sleep~ then today machiam like walking zombie.. and i can hardly think towards the end of the day. went back home zzz after my lessons.

hopefully we can raise sufficient funds by jus having bazaar and selling tshirts.

of, a sidenote.. i saw a damn enthusiatic volunteer todayyy! and kinda let me realised the true meaning of volunteering~ i mean.. sometimes when u keep doing something.. and eventually that something will tend to keep your mind off the true meaning of volunteering and perhaps will make u doubt ur existence to volunteer in the first place. and then u just keep doing something not because you wanna, but it's more or less has become an obligation. wah. it's kinda sad isn't it? then it makes u ponder y u are doing it in the first place..

oh.. back to that volunteer. after seeing him so enthu.. i asked him if he's a singaorean. lol. coz he got a non-singaporean accent. and to my surprised he's a singaporean! hahaha. and then we started chatting abt the bazaar and the rvp that he's going to join! and it's kinda :) to see this kind of vol around. :)

and then while on the bus to lesson, me and gh was 闲聊-ing ( i don know y we got the mood to 闲聊 also when we'r super tired). so i asked him if he's going to run for 7th mc. and then he's so clear of what he wanna do loh( and i can see his desires for it), and that it's time for him to study. kinda feel inspired by him~ and i should concentrate on my studies tooo! csc is fun, is fulfilling ( to a certain extent) etc, but we can't always stay in that mode, we shld move on and do other stuffs? yup, i'll probably quit after yep.

oh, anyway, pictures from last wk sponsor collection.

tt's where we ate our dinner. so ke lian lahhh.puayhoon, puiyee, me!
jgys and jiajin~

and liting finally sent me the pictures that i wanted from her bday party!!! :)

ting, i still think u look better in straight hair. hahaha. and coincidently, we wore the same colour! 好朋友就是好朋友.

look at the present! so creative rightttt! HAHAHAHAHA.

okayyy. should really start study after tmr! :)

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Monday, August 18, 2008

@3:29 AM

Autumn Tale

haha. guess wad i had been doing over the weekend?..

damn, i'm on crunchyroll watching autumn tale!! hahaha. i know it's a damn long show le..like 8 years ago de show~ but but but, it's damn nice can!!! though it was a little draggy.. like the actors can stare at each other for 10 mins without saying anything (quoted from janicia). wah piang.. they really can act loh.. like tears can jus form in their eyes.. in 2 secs? and it's like 90% of the show is like that!!!

the show really sad mans~ like they 爱 until very 痛苦, though they are very in love with each other. tsk tsk tskk~ i hope it doesn't happen in real life~

haha. btw, i fall asleep while waiting for it to be loaded.and don know y my laptop jus restart suddenly. so tadah~ blog to kill time~

anyway, i started watching it coz i was listening to my old pok mp3, and happened to hear a song for lady.. and i was damn curious wad's it means for their conversation part.. and went youtubing... saw the mv( i've seen their mv before la, but don know y this time round the show jus caught my eye) and tadah!!! wkend gone. :( i should have heed frankie's advice for not starting to watch at all~ it's so like pringles.. once you pop, you never stop; once you watch, you never stop!


manss. it's so sad cannn!!!! the song itself is sad leee~~

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Friday, August 15, 2008

@11:18 PM

and it continues..

hahah. though still abit moody.. but nvm! this shall be a :) post! :):):)

after sch went back clubroom to do some bazaar stufffs~

okay, pics speak a thousand words..


yes~ they really go and pick those dried leaves!! they were pasting those leaves to cardboard. and the cardboard is our roof for our booth. can't wait for it to be mounted during the bazaar! *wonders how it will looks like!*

really wanna thx those people's help man. if not, we couldn't have finish so fast! thanks alottt!! :)

and it was damn hilarious, coz they didn't wanna miss the match between singapore and korea. they brought laptop out to watch it. and it was kinda lag that we cheered after those people in YIH cheered. and that totally spoil the mood loo. so after the pasting, they chiong outside the wellness center and watch.
woooo~ random shot.

and yay~ singapore won~
look at the number of people camping at the stairsss...

btw, it was geehoe who asked me to take the pictures de! mans. i got a shock in my life~ cause normally he won't be so bo liao to take these kind of pic~ but oh well~ it was a memorable sight bahh.

after that went back clubroom slack for a while before heading to clementi for dinner with weijian and junming.

while crossing the road, i took this picture! damn nice can!~ it's like suddenly there's 1 patch of clouds.

turn left turn right?

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@6:15 PM

TGIF

thank god it's friday.

just got back my special term results and well, it was a great disappointment. :(:(:(

argh, and i started to feel emo about alot of stuffsss. haiz.

this week wasn't a smooth sailing at all. wad a bad start~

first we had a last min decision to change our project~ okayy.. that one still okay lohh..

then came the groupings and everything.

then last night zhenqin talked to me regarding treasury post.. and today design lec talked abt the design proj that will last for 2 sems. which means... i can't go for noc?

suddenly i felt i had to make alot of choices in my life. should i take up the post? should i go for noc?

yup, mayb i should just apply for noc and see how it goes. no harm trying also.

haiz.

wad a wonderful friday night.

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@12:04 AM

shag-ed day

wah. today is such a memorable day that i die die have to blog about it! coz it's the day to collect the sponsor items!!

well well well~

woke up at 9 plus, then went to tampines industrial area to collect the balloons, which resulted me being late for 11am lecture~ after that thought could do abit for our presentation for the nx day. mei xiang dao, there are alot of cockups with the ME department that we 接二连三 got something to fret abt.

prof suggested to us that it is better for us to split up the group. though i know da jia 不舍得, but... still gotta make a choice~ in the end i also don know wad's gonna happen to us. we'll just present the project tmr and decide bahh~

felt bad that i pangseh-ed them and went for the collection. =((

anyway, we set off quite late. by the time we reached our first destination (which is at kranji), it's alr like 5.15pm. we collected cartons of newater~

next we headed to angmokio to collect magazine~

then to bras basah to collect pens and plastic bags.

then to orchard to get some skincare products.

it brought back alot fond memories when i was the marketing head last year. and everything still seemed so clear~ manss~

and the funniest thing is, in order to save the erp, we would rather turn a few rounds around the estate before going in the gantry~ hahaha. and we've saved 1 bucks lohh! government really know how to earn money sia.

yup, and we had the most pathetic dinner on earth. we sat down at a staircase in a public carpark near wheelock place, and ate dabao-ed mac. damn pathetic can~ but.. it's okay lah. experience~ hahaha!

we had lots of goods to unload by the time we reached school. luckily 6th mc are having their meeting~ tap onto their manpower~ thanks 6th mC! :)

and then met up with the party cell for awhile before driving kev and jgys back. on our way back, i was eavesdropping their conversation~ kev was telling jgys about nus lifestyle. like webcast and everything. then it made me realised that nus has its own culture and everything.. and it took me awhile to appreciate my life in nus. i guess i'll miss nus lifestlye horribly once i graduate.

so i guess my life in nus is..

-to skip lec when there's webcast.
-split up to look for tables during peak lunch period.
-either me or rayner or mich will be the last to reach the LT
-complain everything and anything to janicia!
- crash tutorials
-chiong exam papers
-stand the guys' debates after every paper
-csc is equivalent to 10 mcs, but it's compulsory su

and the list goes on...

i think i'm slowly appreciating my life now..when thinking back. wahahahaha!


oh btw, it's barely 1 wk, and i feel super tired alr~ another busy wk to go! hur hur hur!

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

@2:48 AM

第一天

mans. just had my yr 3 sem 1 day 2~

hahaha~

still rmb 2 yrs ago when i always complain to shit that i just had my yr 1 sem 1 day 1. and now.. tadah! i'm yr 3 already.

damn. got alot of mixed feelings when i stepped into school today. it's just the usual normal school day. but the feelings jus feel so different. i don know y also. probably.. coz i'm yr 3 le. :(

but i felt a sense of familiarity when i saw the turtle gang. haha. the feelings is so 温暖。

anyway, they have renovated LT 7~ but i still prefer the old LT7.. where the old pok blackboard is still there. it's so rare to find a black board in school nowadays. and i kinda missed the smell of LT 7. those old classroom smell. hahaha~ too bad~ everything change. but well well well, wad doesn't change?

went for ballet lesson after school~ heh heh~ seeing j3 enlightened makes me :) too~ finally can see the old j3 coming back! :):):)

seriously, i think i love ballet neh~ though my initial thoughts is to become more graceful (it failed terribly i know~), but now i'm starting to appreciate more~ it's not as simple as it seems okayy!

ahh, i felt that i haven't really enjoyed myself during the holidays and now i'm being thrown back to sch~ :( and with the neverending csc stuffs to do~ and upcoming design project~ ahhh~

this 2 wks will be a busy wk for me neh.

wed:building hut for bazaar
thurs: collecting sponsors items
fri: pack biscuit
nx mon-wed: heng.
thurs-fri: bAZaar!!

ahhh. but it's okayy! more things to take my mind off some stuffs~ :)

okay. it's damn early now. i should go to bed sooon!

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Monday, August 11, 2008

@2:43 AM

back

yoohoooo!!! i'm back.

and i 'm dead beat.

and working with a bunch of guys ain't a good thing.

jenny can foresee many many more problems coming in.

:(

school's starting soon.

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008

@2:31 AM

splendid day. simplicity is the best!

i woke up early in the morning and set off to the west ~~~ to boon lay, duh! today we had our last wish collection at grace orchard school. initially, i thought we would have a hard time conveying our message to them. but who knows, the situation is so much better than wad i have expected.

and for once, i can really feel that we are gaw-ing. i mean for the past experiences, the children either request for absurb items or not appreciative towards us. but today, we really saw the innocence that every child should have. and it made me realised that kids nowadays are too "commercialized". in the sense that they are control by wad the media portrays, which lead them to the kinds of items that they want.

today the kids are mildly intellectually disabled or autistic. and they asked for simple items like bag, watches, toys etc etc. and they are so easily satisfied that the simplest game is enough to suffice them. and from there, we can really see the 童真in the child. they are not materialistic and simple stuffs would make their day. perhaps our presence there is enough to bring a smile to their face. :)

and although they'r abit ID/autistic, i think they deserve our utmost respect. unlike normal kids/us, anything would be fine for them. and it lead me ponder on stuffs about our expectations of the children. we came in gaw, thinking that kids should and have remained the innocence that they should have. and once we realised that it wasn't wad we wanted, we get pekcek/ blame the children for not being the way they should be. perhaps, it's time to reflect the stuffs that we can give them, non materialistically.

after that went to have dinner at jurong point and we headed to arcarde. mans. it's been ages since the last time i played dance dance revolution!!!! wahh. damn happpy lohh! but i realised i got tired very easily. hur hur hur. meaning, i've aged! =((

and i just made up with xiaofen. due to some unseen circumstances,we haven't been on good terms for 2 years. and cause of a particular incident, we got back!! =) and it's been great knowing that my friend haven't change a single bit. really gotta thank her for pulling me back to reality, and asked me a question that left me stumbled. and thank her for helping me in wadever ways that she can. i really appreciate it.

don know if she will ever read this, but i'm really thankful to have such a friend like you! :):):)

and of coz, i'm thankful for all my friends who have been very supportive of me. helping me here and there! people like janeatcia, mr pow, ziqian, tingx etc etc!

THANK YOU!

i lub you all! :)

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Monday, August 04, 2008

@4:35 PM

it is slowly eating me away.

:(

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@1:29 AM

the truth hurts; it really hurts.

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@12:04 AM

outing with joyce! :D

wah. it's been eons ever since i last seen joyce. i think agar also have 8 months alr! goshh! bo bian leh, during term period she busy mugging. hahaha! opps. let the cat out of the bag. :x

anyway, i dressed slightly nicer.. i hardly get a chance to really dress up, though i don know if today's outfit is considered dressing up. hmmm. mr pow must be thinking :"wahh.. auntie jenny also know how to dress. *drools*". LOL. i bet so.

anyway, we bought tickets to the mummy. damn it. forgot to bring my safra card, if not can save that 4 bucks! hmphhh.nvm! we had a super early dinner at waraku. finally get to dine there~ i'm quite impressed by the food and services there. not bad.

joyce's mushroom and chicken~ i love her soup! not very ni~
we shared this strawberry milkshake! i think it's damn nice lo!
me and my baked rice with scallops and chicken. i think it's nice lohh. it's not very ni and the cheese are all evenly spread out~ so much better than nydc de baked rice. woots!

went to watch mummy after that!

hmm, quite alright lah. not say damn fantastic or wad. coz the stuffs quite fake. ok la, i would give 3.5/5. wah, i realised i've watched movies for 3 consecutive days~ and it can get quite depressing. okay, shaln't ssay more abt it.

after that we went 爱情海to chill abit. wah seh! first time there..really eye opening! they sing damn nice lohhh. and the guy super cute and talented. manss.he sang like chen xiao dong.. tsk tsk tsk~ mesmerised by him~ *gasped* anyway, i love that place, very relaxing and ..very countryside-ish. hahaha~ i'll definitely go back there man!!

overall, a happy happy day!

:D

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Sunday, August 03, 2008

@12:29 AM

money no enough 2!

today went for jap test. anyway, i think don think can pass. =((

after test, went for tuition~

went to meet my dad and sis for dinner after that.

and we watched money no enough2!

i was quite shocked initially when the movie indirectly shoot the government. but then hor, they'r saying what most singaporeans felt too. anyway, they didn't emphasize on the governemnt too much after awhile.

the initial part boreded me alittle until the middle part when the 3 brothers had to decide how to take care of their mother. and the last part was super touched that my sis cried!i guess why jack neo's movies are always so successful is that he always film down on stuffs that is happening in singapore and the stuffs that singaporeans are facing now. other than that, all the technical effects are quite cui-ed. and he always 一针见血 and talks on the more practical stuffs. though there's alot attempt to create funny scene, i think quite fei as i don find it really funny. hahaha! only got 1 part i really laugh till i wanna cry. the ah hui ge is really funnny! hahahaha!

okay la, singaporeans should support local movies man! overall, i would give a 4 stars bah! for the duration and for reflecting reality in singapore.

wah. to add on, i will never ever patronise shaw lido ever again! did i mention that the seat that i got is super duper cuied that it got a cranky sound when i lean back. manss. and the screen is super high, like about 50 degrees high lo! and the sound system also cuied. tsk tsk tsk. never ever.

bahz, sch is starting soon. =((

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Saturday, August 02, 2008

@12:04 AM

yay yay! special is over!

today had an exam for special sem module. finally it's over. seriously, it is one of the modules which i have enjoyed tremendously~ i think it's partly coz of the company tooo~

ahh. shall not say much about exams. my A is gone. =((

anyway, after the exams, which ended at 11 am (imagine wad time i have to wake up. i went to sch with my sis lo! for once i feel super young.), ate lunch at biz before janeatcia and i proceed to the library to do something secretlyy. hahaha!

well, met kevin at the jap restaurant before heading town to meet on of the sponsors. mans. i felt that you can only learn more about marketing until you met up with the sponsors and hear wad they want out of us. and i really felt i learn alot tooo! the sponsor that we'r meeting shall remain confidential in case of any breach of confidence. heh heh!

went to centerpoint de mac to discuss more about the terms that the sponsor had come up with. hahaha! and all the crazy ideas started coming in! hahhaha! we talked from the things that we can provide to having plants growing on our scalp. hahaha. damn hilarious.


oya! i saw this super cute tart at mr bean. super kawaii can! and it's only available from 1-9th aug i think.




after meeting with the sponsor, janeatcia and i went for dinner then for a movie.we watched p2. supposedly to be a horror movie, we laugh a quarter of the movie. hahahha! and we laughed coz we 自己吓自己. anyway, i just read the review, the movie was suposed to be released last year, and don know y drag until now. no wonder the movie is abt xmas. -_-" luckily i used movie voucher to redeem the tickets.

ahh. 1 more wk to sch reopens. damn fast man!

on a sidenote, know that can see that gaw is having some directions le~ yippy~ i don mean all along don have lah, just that now have additional directions... hopefully it can make it!

:)

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