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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
@2:45 AM

if only my will is that strong...

i'm still as aimless as a sheep..

how will my journey be like?

Monday, September 29, 2008
@6:37 PM
!@#$#%%^*(

neh neh!

today was such a bad dayyy~ i went to sch happily to hand in my lab report and shunbian mug in liB~ but then... while i'm at coop, i realise my matric card is gone! like wth~~ and i don remember myself putting elsewhere except my walllet! and so i called my mum and ask her help me check if it's at home~ but then no~~~ went to e2 pc cluster to ask if anybody found and return it since the last time that i rmb myself using it was a few wks back at e2~ but also don have!!!!

damn pek cek can! i've nv lost something.. so important!~ i mean..things that i know i ccan't lost it~ and the feelings machiam like someone cut a part of my flesh out! arghhhhhhh!!!!

:(

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Saturday, September 27, 2008
@9:49 PM
end of mid sem break

ahhh. my mid sem just flew past~ without me doing alot of constructive work, except for the boot camp and days when i really woke up early~ hahaha.

anyway, last sat~ kah woon organized a surprise bday party for sockhoon~ damn efffort~ but i will talk abt it when i get the photos from jason!

paranomic view from 69th storey~
hahah. will post photos soon.

and then monday we had to do our vaccinations at tan tock seng hospital~ and i woke up like at 7 am~ wanted to meet zq for breakfast.. but then i was super late that he ate his breakfast alone~ supposedly to meet the yep team at 9.30am de.. but then i reached at 9am~ coz zq starts working at 9am~ and woahh. this is the first time that i reach early loo. hahha! but i was damn tiredd!

so scarryy. had hep A, tetanus and.... teflon.. KIDDING LA. if i inject teflon, i will die~ it's used for manufacturing plastics de. hahahaha! anyway, it's tephoid. or wadever u call it~

hahaha. and a shocking new is that i realise i'm allergic to plasters. like huh? plasters?!! yesssss. i don know y also. so weirddd.

and then tue and thurs are my sleeping days, which i practically didn't do anything! haizz. wed is the boot camp where i stayed til 11 plus in sch and took a 顺风车ride with jgys and kevin. damn shaggged.

fri i met up with shili~ hohoho, like finally we'r studying together again~ but then 1 thing for sure is that.. our thinkings are really very very different le. haha.like how we view life~ but okay la.. just different thinkings niaaa.

after studying with her at the airport, i went to meet jihui and xianyi for dinnner at BIG FISH! hahaha. i always wanted to eat there.. since a few yrs back where some shows introduced their restaurant~ and i finally got to eat it! yay yay!


fish and chips. nv try it though.
wahh. some lobster thingy. but the gravy is damnnnn niceeee.
mine~ some.. seafood thingy. but it's damn nice also. but i think this one more wu hua then the lobster one, coz got more spag and seafood~

since we'r at east coast area, we decided ( or i decided) that we should go and try the cheesecake cafe~ and haha. the cheesecake is damn nice loooo! tsk tks tsk! but the portion is a little small though~ but still nice~

cuppucino, rum n' raisin,strawberry oreo~

yay yay~

as for the noc, i think i will go le. at least 99% confirmed. unless the design proj prof don let me go, which i highly doubt so~

but then, i think i will 舍不得alot of things~ but the good thing is.. at least janicia will be graduating with me! :) at least not so bad.

how will my journey be like?

Thursday, September 25, 2008
@6:47 PM
dilemma

Dear ONG BEE HUAI JENNY

NUS OVERSEAS COLLEGES, JAN 2009 INTAKE

Congratulations! We are pleased to inform you that you have been selected for the NUS College in Shanghai (NCSH) Jan 2009 Intake.
Please note that no request for change of college will be entertained.

------------------------------------------------

haiz.

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@2:33 AM
finally.

like finally. i think i'm contributing a little to gaw. opps. after today's meeting with grace orchard, i felt a little satisfaction in coming to a conclusion on the party date. and obviously we won. like we had the dates that we want. of coz with some compromise on the timing. but still, i felt hmmm.. shuang when my ideas went through them.

the party dates have been a big issue for quite some time that we finally decided to make a trip down to GO to settle on the date! and hoho, the great came up with a fantastic idea that would satisfy both sides! in other words, it's a win win situation!

yup, it's just some marketing to keep the children in suspension~ hahaha!

anyway, today's gaw is madness. i don rmb myself staying in sch till 11 plus for gaw. like the whole day. hmm, abt 14 hrs. mans. machiam like election! and seriously, i don understand certain stuffs that we did. i mean.. our main purpose for today. nvm.

yeay, but i'm for sure pissed abt an incident. as usual, people tend to get unappreciative of the stuffs you do.

and all i wanna do is to help.

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Monday, September 22, 2008
@2:37 AM
learning or moving forward?

when things just ain't about learning....

when things isn't wad we have thought that it should be...

when things aren't in our control....

it become more like a competition as to who can move faster. or perhaps it becomes more like an expectation.

so much so of the acclaimed learning, and reaching out to the common goals.

why has it become this way?

if only things had been simpler, and humans are less complex.

PS. I'M NOT EMOING LA! gotcha! :)

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Saturday, September 20, 2008
@11:45 PM
HAHA!




never fails to brighten my day!

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@11:04 PM
i'm hungry.

damn thhose 2 bad evil flies who destroyed my dinner jus now.

i was happily having dinner alone jus now.. and 2 flies came to my food. and the more i shoo-ed them, the closer they get to my food.. to a point they drown inside my foood! wah pianggg!

i tried to put their corpse aside and continue with my food.. but seriously cannot la.

and so i quickly ate my prawns and went away!

!@#$$^&*

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@1:43 AM
yay! sem breaK!

ahhh~ finally holidays are coming! yippiee! today is engin day~ but then we still gotta go sch for lab and proj meeting! but it's okay lahh. get to see a bunch of turtles. erm, i mean the turtle gang~ but my brain was half dead during the lab and meeting due to insufficient sleep the day before~ i only zzz 3 hrs plus the day before lo.

anyway, i was damn happy after the project meeting~ coz finally can not think abt sch stuff~ and of coz going out with the turtle and my movie date with janicia. :) anyway, pictures time!


took this while we didn't know where to go and while waiting for geehoe~

i like this picture alot manss~ like everybody smile until very 自然 , though i practically force them to take this picture coz they were feeling damn paiseh to take pic on train.

and siah jen pangsehed us after the meeting~ tsk!

so we went to plaza sing to walk walk abit before they headed to The Cathay for dinner while i met janicia at cityhall~ we ate the curry chicken from the food court~~



i tell you it's really nice lohh. but today's not that nice though.

after that went to watch mama mia! hhaa. way before the movie, alot of ppl have been telling me that the movie sucks and the review got only 2 stars. but seriously, i don care leh. i think wad matter most is the company bah. like even the P2 sucks to the max.. still okay lehh. we scared the shit out of ourselves the other time~ and i really think that their songs are quite nice lo.

saw alot of engin people (like duh!)~ the movie is damn hilarious~ laugh until i peng. now i understand y they give it 2 stars. it's more like a comedy than a musical movie. but it isn't that bad la.. their dances were nice (and crappy coz they just pop out like everywhere and anywhere). not those usual movie bah~ but still i love their scenary loh~ btw, they have totally unexpected endings. and it's so funny that we laugh throughout half of the show, though i feel like sleeping at some parts.

after that we went to grab a drink at Gloria Jean's Coffee since she got the 1-for-1 voucher! tried strawberry chocolate. not bad bahh. then we headeed to outdoor theatre at esplanade for free show~ but then they were having some rap performace and i don really know how to appreciate that kind of music, so we went to merlion area to nua~

and we took tons of photos!

seriously i didn't know she was doing this face~
we machiam like some tourists loh! but NVM!
haha. my necklace damn shining~
and then we talked abt how we got to know each other, guys, our dreams, schoolwork etc etc.

and then janicia randomly commented that.. i did wad i did last friday tooo! like go marina square and eat curry chicken, drank GJC, went esplanade etc! omg. so qiao can! and last wk i went with ZQ~ omg. they'r sooooooooooo fated lo. HAHAHA!

then we rushed to raffles place to catch i pressumed second last train. then we continue chatting.. like there's alot of us to chat like that sia~ until pasir ris, where we chiong for the last bus~ and i'm so amazed by how fast she can run, considering carrying a backpack which contain a txbk and jiapalang, and 20 muji notebooks.

yup, home sweet home after that! wad a wonderful day ! <3<3<3

PS nights in rodanthe by nicholas sparks gonna be out soon!! that's the book that accompanied me during my jeju trip!! hohohoh! it's nice loooo!! :) go catch it!

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Thursday, September 18, 2008
@1:59 AM
heyo!

i know i haven't been updating my blog! busy mahhh!



well as promised, here are the photos from the most unusual mid autumn festival!



it's our lonelynomore 1st activity~ and weirdly, people who attended all are from imara! but it's okayy! slowly laahhh. anyway, we had a fun time laughing and nua-ing around, and of coz taking all the lame lame pictures!



our journey started at harbourfront mrt~ and we were supposed to walked through the woods and reached mount faber..and then to henderson wave! jason is missing from the picture~
ghostly us.


the route to mout faber is damn dark! and it's perfect venue for e6 fright night, provided that the residents staying nearby don't complain (there isn't any cemetries nearby btw) and the casts willing to stay in dark and feed mosquitoes for hours. i bet the freshies will chua-sai. this pic shows how dark it is loo! it looks like some flying lanterns!


at mount faber~ it's exhausting cannn!
view from mount faber.
us trying hard to take pic with the scenary.



haha, we conned them to take this pic! AHAHA!

then we started playing with the sparkles~ and tried to capture it using jason's 无敌camera!
no hidden intention! just find this heart damn niceee!


pretty pair of hearts!
since we got so many people, might as well utilise everybody and did this 千手观音 (my blog is blessed le lo! )
and then csC!
after that was 10 plus le.. we continue walking ~ the trail is damn long la.. think it stretch from harbourfront to clementi woods. i didn't know such places existed until that dayy. !
we saw an amazing bridge. it looks like those scene in jurassic park lo! and if u run while looking downwards, u got the 幻觉that u'r gonna fall soon~
nice righttt!! wonderful engineering.
today jus had our gaw 4th meeting. it was quite sad upon hearing that almost half of the oc couldn't make it. but it was quite heartening to see the remaining half of the oc participate in the meeting actively, and then helping the wish cell with the presents. wadever that had happened, i shall just SUMO, and of coz, 保持微笑! :)
wk 6 lE! damn fast loo. and seriously, i have to keep pushing myself to study keep reminding myself of my goals and everything! hur hur hur. may the forces be with me!
i shall end this post with a photo!
i think it's damn nice looooo.

cheers!




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Monday, September 15, 2008
@6:32 PM
wad an unusual mid autumn festival!

my wkend started off with a tuition in the afternoon, after which i pei-ed my sis for some mid autumn festival organized by her sch and tampines central. haha. it's been quite a long time ever since i participated in these kind of GRC activity. haha. it was quite relaxinG bah, except that it's very boring. i think their targeted groups are children and elderly. anyway, as usual, i took some pictureS!

on our way to the place. it's located at the park behind tampines swimming complex. i saw this nice nice sky~ looks like some celestial descended from the sky. or is it chang 'er?
we went to collect our free icecream and goodies bag, and i was left at the stage there to nua while my sister ran all over the place to look for her friends.
i love this section the most! it's actually 猜谜! and they make chinese sounds very interesting! the bad part is that almost all the contestants are from china! hur hur hur! but they got realy interesting 谜~

after that waited for our parents to pick us up before we headed to loyang tua pek kong!

they have shifted to the area nearer to the main road~ and it looks really grand lo. oya oya, the place is teemed with people coz there's 歌台~ and surprisely ever since the fri's 夜来香(one of the oldies i heard on fri ) , i kinda love 歌台's songs tooo~ hahaha! so weirdd. i'm still young and energetic hor. yay. it's really an unusual mid autumn celebration. hahaha. the unusual-est is the nx day, which i will blog the other time coz i don have the pictures with meee!!!

anyway, i have been on another project secrettly! and it ended on a high note last night~ perhaps i should give myself a mini 庆功宴 eh?

well well well, it all started with all the diggings and ransacking my room to find the photos~ and bringing it to school to scan all the photos~ and i wasn't proficient in photoshop so i went to google some collage-making software~ and tadah, found one that only took me abt 40 mins to finish. it's nice and simple lohhh! but the hardcopy isn't that nice though.

oh mans. those were the days.
and then writing 1000 words essay the night before!
hohoho, delievered to the birthday boy shortly after the clock striked 12~ and that was after the lonelynomore outing~

happy 21st birthday, Zi Qian! ~

:)


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Saturday, September 13, 2008
@12:02 AM
it's friday again!

ok, the previous post was quite emo-tic. but it's okay lah! i'm slowly picking up again! hahaha! i'm still jennythegreat okay! :):):)

well my day started off with me rushing to school (as usual) for noc interview. and i was quite pissed with the taxi driver. coz he's not only unhygenic, he ignores wad i tell him lah. he really damn gusdisting loh. he keep digging his nose non-stop, and oscillate his finger at a contants velocity. perhaps he wanna me to notice him digging his nose, but i chose to ignore his gusdisting motion.

and he didn't even drive faster when i told him to do so! wah piang. seriously i can drive faster than him lahh. slap him lo. and he shortchanged me 10cents! but nvm! since i'm on a hurry to my interview, I shall do a gd deed by not ge gao with him.

and so i went for my second interview. alright la. i didn't score well i guesss, coz at the end i was kanna shot down by one of the interviewers. and the interviewers keep smiling.. abit 笑哩倡刀。and the noc returned student is the one that i had for the first interview. so suay loh. coz i can't say stuffs that deviate too much from the first interview. damn~


went to meet turtle people at the canteen after interview.

and found a damn cock glasses that belong to rayner!
heh heh heh.

after lecture went to meet zq. was supposed to meet fiona to buy presents de. but seriously, i think i need some time away from the world. i mean like do stuffs that i want. hahaa!

and so i jio him out to pei me get some stuffs!

went to eat dinner at marina square after that. btw, the curry chicken noodles in the food court is nice!!! damn nice looo. and after that we were thinking of going either to gloria jean's coffee (since i got buy1 get 1 free voucher) or 爱情海. and being a giam beng him, he would rather choose the buy1 get 1 free coffee. and so we headed down to gloria jean's coffee! i ordered at cookies n cream mocha drink~ and we got a shock when their large is really HUGE!

we really drink until we wanna puke! tsk tsk tsk.

after that we made our way to esplanade outdoor theatre!

and i happened that there's some mid autumn show over there! heng loh!

i really enjoyed the songs man. the singer damn powerful lohhh. and it makes me wanna fall in love with the oldies.

went home after thattt~ and on my way home, he told me his dreams and i'm so shocked coz he has the same dreams as janicia. so i started 撮合them together! and it was pretty interesting introducing her to him.. and i had to think of all the good stuffs to say abt janicia. it's really gd if 2 of my best friends got together isn't it? firstly, i could save on my ang pow money. secondly, visit 1 = visit 2. it's like 1 stone kills 2 birds la. haahaha! so gd so gd so gd! and i think they are quite compatible, considering that zq isn't those romantic kind and janicia don really go for those romantic guys. of coz other than this, they got many things in common! HAHAHAHAHA!

janicia, i take this photo just for u lehhh!!! hahhaa. coz he doesn't wan to take alone. and he's camera shy. BUT, my face looks huge here.
upon telling him that my face looks huge, he suggested that my head shld move back and his head shld lean forward. that explains the camel-looking head. LOL.


okok~ he's not taken okayyy. interested parties, feel free to email me for more details. :)

PS. zq, don kill me k~ it will be ur best present (so much better than the usd40 penguin cap lo!) that i've ever given you if any transaction go through~ and i'll always remember the db joke u told me today. HAHA!



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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
@6:04 PM
:( jenny

jenny isn't happy at all. the train ride to school allows her to reflect on her own life for the past few months. and it makes her realise that she hasn't been doing wad she likes. i mean.. sufficient time to do! it's not that she don like wad's she doing now, but rather she felt that she couldn't concentrate many things at the same time. she once read from a book that " what u focus on magnifies." she sincerely believe in it~ she really wanna do things that she's not being told to do so, but rather wad she wants to do.

so much so that the things that she has done had often left unappreciated; not that she wants to be noticed and wants people to be thankful for the stuffs she had done.

haiz. just that, jenny is really tired.

:(

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008
@11:49 PM

yooo hooo! aiya. the great didn't manage to finish her lab report as promised. but she persisted till the very last moment. morever, the lab report is too much to handle in just one day, considering the fact that the great did most of the stuffs herself!

anyway, yesterday i received xiaoyi's obituary. i mean.. xiaoyi's typed obituary to commemorate harry. i find it pretty interesting that i thought of sharing with you guys~


Dear Family and Friends,

It is with regret that i have to inform you that Harry has passed away.

He died a violent death on 2 Sept last week. Being male, Singaporean and elderly were risk factors for committing suicide by jumping off the block.

I got him sometime in 2000 with my first salary. He had always been a nervous dog, he did many strange things such as biting the hands (face and feet) of those whom fed him, sodomised my Other Dog, Lucky and in turn driving him away from home (he is currently still missing), barking and then running away from cats and so on.

However, his achievements have eclipse his misdeeds. In his early life, he celebrated World Walking Day by walking from Tampines to Yio Chu Kang and Ang Mo Kio without complaints. He also took park in the Bishan Park dogaton. He was also a good company when he was not psychiatric. In the later part of his life, he enjoyed good friendship with the 2 birds whom always flew into my balcony to bath in his water bowl. Such was Harry's generosity towards his friends that he would care for the less fortunate at his expense.

It is still difficult to believe that he is gone. Every morning, I still walk carefully to avoid his poops or pee in my half awake state before the realisation sinks home.

He leaves behind grieving family (ie us), his birdy friends, his bowls and his shampoo.

Thong.



although it supposed to be a sad thing ( i really feel sad when my mum told me harry jumped off the builiding), i find this email damn hilarious. i don know how to explain also.

okok~ my head's kinda giddy now~

i shall end my post with a song!! <3<3<3


mans. i can never be sick of this songgg! it's so damn^infinity nice can!!! and i can loop this song like forever!!! hahahaa. and kangta voice's powerfull. <3<3<3 kangta!!!

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Monday, September 08, 2008
@7:17 PM
friends forever?

hmm, if ever one day u feel :( that ur friend is drifting away from you, or that u feel that ur friend is moving on with their own life (just because u guys don have time for each other), don't ever judge wad is on the surface. ur friend still very much want to know wad's going on in ur life, even if it means hiding behind the computer and reading blogs.

don't ever feel jealous that ur friend is spending their time with other people just like how she spend it with you~ cause you'r unique, and no one could ever replace you in their hearts or the moments that u all have spent together.

and if there's this invisible glass between u guys that create awkward silence, break the glass (with wadever u have) and give them a hug. they would be more than happy to receive the hugs~

if u feel paiseh to break the glass, can always use the subtle way of emailing ur friend!

oh mans. i'm supposed to be working on my lab report.

PS. start emailing me now! :)

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@6:39 PM
LAB REPORT

hmm.. the great shall and will finish her lab report today, by hook or by crook!

がんばって!hmmm!

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Sunday, September 07, 2008
@11:24 PM
so near yet so far.

my heart skipped a beat.

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Saturday, September 06, 2008
@11:59 PM
this day,

do you still remember?

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Friday, September 05, 2008
@11:19 PM
shili's bday!

today's a tired day~ woke up early in the morning for lab~ after lunch went to count the number of teeshirts left from bazaar~ then jiu went for lecture! lecture was damn boring. i couldn't understand 3/4 of the lecture! i was so tired that i fell asleep on the train. and it's those deep sleep kind~ went back home to change before meeting some of the girls at pasir ris interchange.


us! with wee kiang helping us to take picture!

went to aloha loyang after that~ the food not bad mans! i think it's the best food out of so many birthday partys~ 赞~

then i saw shili's mum~ she still look the same when i'm in sec 3/4~ hahaha. and she's damn funny lah. the first thing that she said is :你变白了!then it suddenly remind me that she used to rmb me by my skin tone, not by my name!when shili has to say me to her mum, she always had to say “那个黑黑的”so that her mum know it's me! c0z sec sch i was quite tannned mah, then very striking to her bah~ and she said i've grown prettier le~ but then hor, i think everybody has grown prettier le loh! think abt it, those that i haven't seen for a long time almost all say i've grown prettier~ i think i really look like鬼when i was younger! but seeing her family really reminds me of the good o' day mans! cause i used to always go to her house de~ i think this bday party is one of the most 熟party loh~ coz i know some of her jc friends mahh(we were from mjc!)~ so 看来看去not that unfamiliar~

me and litinG!
group pics!jingying copied my 招牌动作!
chocolate mint cake!

got one part damn hilarious~ coz her family members not say very tall mah (sl's height only 148, same as her block number), then i was standing infront of all the other girlss, they 窃窃私语 saying something which i nv listen~ then i suddenly turn back and said:"ehh. look at their heights! damn uniform lah!" then the rest of the girls gave me the-oh-shit look, coz they were talking on that tooo, just that they speak softly. but i practically shouted out~ hahahaha! i'm so malu lahh, coz shili heard it~! but then, it's really damn cute! like 小人国!=X

ussss!
caught this candid shot!machiam like cutting wedding cake!
tthis is so sweeeet lahh~ manssss.
shili and me!

happy 21st birthday, shili!

side track abit.. i was sitting down with ruiting and looking shili's mum helping to give out the cake. then i was thinking how would she feel that her daughter is turning 21.. shit~ i should have asked her mans! so i turned around to ask ruiting if she got ask her mum~ obviously she didn't~ and i wonder how my parents would feel when it's xmas eve~ i wouldn't know anyway, since i'm in cambodia by that timee~ haha. yah, very random!

so tired; have to go to sch on sat morning! hmph.



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Y`me*

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

Y`friends/forever*
xiaofen
eileen
jialiang
eliz
biaojie
ying2
puiyee the cheat
`ma'at*
glenn
tan ching
nono
lingfong
gilbert
zin
`csc*
michelle
koyak
`ninjaturtle*
zoo
siahjen
`taka b2 2007*
melissa
meiling
en ren
ashley
claris

Y`between/us*

Y`memories*

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