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Friday, January 30, 2009
@1:29 AM
I WANT TO BE AN ENTREPRENUER!

hahahaha. i realy suck. this post was supposed to be up last night.. but i went to play Wahjong after uploading the picture. tsk. ok. slap me please.

well, yesterday i went to meet my boss at cityhall. he's in singapore for a stopover before heading back to shanghai. soooooooo.... might as well meet him first in singapore before meeting him in shanghai officially. initially was quite scared.. coz machiam like matchmaking (he's married btw) like that.damn scary la.

we went to citylink mall for a drink.. and he started talking to me about shanghai, about his history, his dream of opening a cafe.. and how he pursued his dreams. and from the way he speaks, he really got alot of passion in wad he's doing. for that, i really salute him. he really go all out for his dreams. and of coz, he talked to me alittle business stuffs to me. i really learnt alot in that short span of 45 mins. and the more he talks, the more i wanna be an entreprenuer..BUT, the entreprenuer spirit (not like i really got alot) died off after awhile. hahahaha!


so after meeting him, i went to meet weijian and geehoe for dinner. we had sakaE! after that went to weijian house to 拜年, and i learnt how to play mahjong! yay yay!! hhaha. and the one who invented mahjong is really genius!click here for history of mahjong! i'm going to be alittle sexist here, but then.. really.. women are awesome (of coz i am if u consider me as one). i mean.. really. ok.. at least for all the women that i've met. like my grandma....i think she's zai.. like my mum.. she's awesome too.

so back. yay. i've learnt alittle mahjong! heh heh heH!


today... went to play badminton with jihui and xianyi~ after that rush home to bath before heading to my aunt's house to 拜年.

then at night met up with liting at nihon mura! yes, japanese again! i think it's not bad leh.. quite nice actually... but but.. the dessert was a great disappointment. i felt i've paid (liting paid) 3.80 for the syrup and a few pathetic mangos. tsk tsk tsk.

ANYWAY, i really felt happy for liting!!! like finally she found someone to share her anything and everything with! REALLY! i'm really happy for you!! yay.. 不要让过去成为你的绊脚石。:) i know you can do it de~ gogogogogogogo! jiayousx3!

slowly bit by bit.. i will be all alone!

hahahahaha!

how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, January 28, 2009
@12:13 AM
害怕


我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长


我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片静止的模样
我学着坚强
坚强到不用学着不想
学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去

how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, January 27, 2009
@12:44 AM
happy chinese new year!


yesterday was new year's eve. junhui organized a mini farewell for me at shokudo@ Raffles City. Quite touched mans.. coz the day before they had lonelynomore outing and they played till quite late. but still, i appreciate their effort in making the outing successful~ considering the fact that they could have spent that day sleep in or pack their house. :)

anyway, i was really happy when i walked into shokudo! like everything's in japanese!!!! and for a moment i tot i'm in japan! <3

yay, so we talked cock for quite some time there before heading to the food court for some desserts!

drove laura home then headed to ecp. ecp's full of people..and for a moment i felt like i'm in malaysia~ =/ so i decided to head back home instead. tsk.

went to grandma's house for reunion dinner in the evening before heading to solve some burning issues.

for once, i really felt like i've put down the heavest stone in the longest time. like it has been in me for soooo long... but oh well... things will definitely get better. :)

Actually i don feel like i'm celebrating new year. i mean, i can't see the meaning in celebrating chinese new year..mayb it's just for the angpows. but then again, i don really yearn to get any angpows considering that i haven't gotten any for the past 2 years. and if chinese new year is the only time where we get to meet our relatives.. then isn't it funny? like why do we wait till it's cny then meet up? it's jus so ironic la. oh well, mayb i'm unbalanced that i'm celebrating it with my bro and that my parents and sis are far far away in beijing.

ahhh. and it's really boring this year. like the people that i'm seeing is getting lesser and lesser.. like my cousin who jus got married last year, i didn't even get to see her and her newborn baby! hurrr.




anyway, sharing a damn nice song with u all~ i really think it's veh nice.. it's my favourite song during my choir days (yes, i'm from choir!)

how will my journey be like?

Sunday, January 25, 2009
@9:49 PM

it started and ended there.

how will my journey be like?

@12:15 AM
假如我有一台时光机。。

光阴似箭,日月如梭,两年了。一眨眼两年就如草园里奔驰的马。

两年前的我们,对将来抱着许多的希望。

时光真得不留人。

两年后的我们,都已过着各自的生活,为自己的将来努力奋斗。也似乎变成了陌生人。还记得当时的梦想,现在都已云霄而散了。

假日我有一台时光机,我想回到当时的我们。。

当时。。
的我如此的叛逆;
的你整天埋头苦读。。

how will my journey be like?

Friday, January 23, 2009
@2:12 AM

for once, i felt so angry that i tore a letter.

a letter that had so much feelings in it.

hmmm. but oh well, nobody will remember it.

neither will I.

how will my journey be like?

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
@11:41 PM
i'm back!

hohohoho. i know i've been missing for quite some time! but.. i'm back now~ particularly coz i visited a interesting place and i've thought of sharing it here.

today i met up with laura and jiancheng for a visit to the museum of broken relationships at esplanade. i've seen the poster at esplanade before.. but i've never thought of visiting it mainly:

1. i didn't know it's a museum;
2. "broken relationships" doesn't appeal to me
3. i thought there's admission fee

yup, so we 3 (wad a weird combination!) headed to the museum, with me not expecting alot from it.

but woohooo, it's really a different experience. it's actually a museum for people to donate wadever items that are related to broken relationships. it can mean anything.. but it's so bgr-ish. so most of the stuffs there are about breakups (like duh). there will be a short writeups for every items, saying the stories behind each items. it's damn coool la.

and i remembered 2 items vivdly. one is a poem written when the girl broke up with her bf. somehow, i felt connected with the poem. as if i can feel the pain in that girl instantly, the other one is a small bottle containing teardrops. according to the writer, he/she will send over the bottle to his/her ex once it's filled up. like damn sad la.

and there this book that allows people to pen down wadever. be it rubbish or love stories. wadever stuffs! and i saw 2 that i really like alot!


i've always like stuffs that are handwritten, especially letters. it makes things so real and full of sincerity. and this 2 letters kinda touched my heart, although it's a heartbreaking letter. sigh.

the museum not very big.. it's just a small enclosed area, but u can spend about a good 45 mins there. i think the museum is until this sat or sun.. and they will be off to their next destination,.. which i don know where. btw, singapore is their first asian stop. and the museum is from berlin i think. can't really rmb. i was reading through the brochure and came to realise that the museum is set up to keep all the past broken relationships. like since we have museum for wars/wadever, we should also have one for relationships. i find it quite interesting neh.
it gave me a totally different feeling after looking and reading through all the stuffs. somewhat down feeling. and it makes me realised that everyone has their own unique story to tell,be it happy or sad. aiya, i jus felt connected with the writers there la, perhaps coz we all experience the same stuffs before.


us! :)

after that jiancheng pei-ed me get cake for jihui's bday.. and it's quite interesting chatting with him. like we'll talk about the museum, and some philosophical stuffs. and i found that he's quite a good partner to talk this kind of stuffs to!
ssince it's a surprised bday party, i have to reach earlier than them to hide the cake! and mans.... we actaully sat there for 1 hr (coz we had to wait for the other 2 persons) before ordering our food. and by the time the food came, i almost died of hunger. we ate at the manhanttan fish market btw.

the early birds.
i think it's damn niceeee.
somehow jihui knows that we are celebrating his bday when the waitress brought plates in for us. wah lau eh. spoil the surprise looo! intially he still blurblur gonggong don know wad's happening!

we had swensen's ice cream cake! i still prefer those traditional bday cake! :)


US!





and photo for the day would be this:

damn spastic can. especially the merlion-looking creature. obviously it and siahjen got 深仇大恨that it can't wait to eat him up. and this photo 衬托 the betterlooking side of siahjen. i find this photo hilarious anyway.


it's quite tiring to type such a lengthy post now. tsk tsk tsk!
oyaoya!!! bakkwa for sales at www.thebakkwaseller.blogspot.com ! :)



how will my journey be like?

Tuesday, January 06, 2009
@10:39 PM

it seems that i don have the feel to blog anymore. hur.

how will my journey be like?

Friday, January 02, 2009
@3:07 PM
hello 2009!

i know i'm abit lagging, and MIA for a few days~ well, the last few hours of 2008 i spent it with my family~ seriously speaking, i've lost track of time since i'm back from cambodia. and 31st dec is just like any normal day. so is my birthday!

2008 flew past. i didn't reflect back, neither did i lay down any resolutions for the new year.

weirdly, in the past, i will think of a whole list of resolutions for the coming year. but this year, i can't think of any. just wish that friends and family will be happpy, and be in the pink of health! wad's more important than happiness and health? H and H!

i realised that the previous was written in the state of confusion. where got people first thing blog about house's toilet? tsk!

anyway, although i felt that i hasn't learnt anything much, the truth is that i've grown wisely~ intially, i thought that this YEP trip got not much impact on me, but i'm kinda surprised at my reaction towards certain things. unbelievable~ it seems that i've viewed things differently le. :)

throughout the 12 days stay in the village (i promised i will blog about the entire trip!!!), i've learnt family and health are the fundamentals in life. i mean minus away all the materials and fame, wad we are left with are these two. and these 2 are the most important aspects in life. with these two, happiness is just a step away. :)

oh, and i miss sleeping on hard floor, cuddling in my sleeping bag~ :( for past days, i found myself tossing and turning on bed, trying to get to sleep, as usual la!

i miss the people tooo!

oh manss.

happy new yearrr~

how will my journey be like?

Y`me*

Jenny
19.20.
NUS.CSC.
my travel blog


`wishlist*
freedom.think i have enough alr.
21.idonwanagrowupanymore
dad's good health.
おまもり.
camera.
日本.
Tomato Can's bag.
nus.
7D6N to hk with sc.
japanese.
mp3 player, again.
fossil "princess" watch?no more le. but i've got a replacement le.=)
running shoes.
new pair of spectacles.
japanese dictionary.
NOC. i'm back!whee.
ballet.


`hall of places*
waterfront
ikea
E2 IT cluster

`resolns/2006*
>enter unii'm officially admitted.
>enter navy idon'twannagoNavyanymore
>save $3000 by the end of yrcan hor!jus that i went to withdraw=x
>pass my jap exami passed~ yeay!
>i-can't-say-this this one i don think so.=(

`2007
>don't look back.look forward
>pass jap exam,again
>pull up my CAP

`2008
>pass jap exam, again
>pull up my CAP
>spend more time with family
>知足
>exercise once a week

`2009
it's over already. amazing how time flies

`2010
to be updated soon

Y`friends/forever*
xiaofen
eileen
jialiang
eliz
biaojie
ying2
puiyee the cheat
`ma'at*
glenn
tan ching
nono
lingfong
gilbert
zin
`csc*
michelle
koyak
`ninjaturtle*
zoo
siahjen
`taka b2 2007*
melissa
meiling
en ren
ashley
claris

Y`between/us*

Y`memories*

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