Jenny The Great

moved

2010-07-17T19:26:00.001+08:00

i've moved! ask me if u wanna know~ :D

2010-06-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

不知道是自己老了或是缺乏运动，最近身体老是觉得很疲惫。从未有过的累。或也是许是自己堕落了太久，现在想要恢复原状还是挺困难的。

不得不承认自己老了。现在的新生都是18、19岁，再想想自己也快步入四分之一世纪的年龄了。怎么能和那些未20岁的小弟小妹一块比啊。岁月真不饶人。

或也许，是心累了，才会导致身体的不好。

最近朋友们的身体也不是很好。有人说过，living is great。但是我觉得健康才最棒。贵斌曾经跟我说过我真好，不会晕车、晕船，有个健康的身体真好。当时也没多想什么，就以为是理所当然的。我想我真的是take it for granted 了。现在回想起之前那样的糟蹋自己的身体就会觉得很内疚。

是时候休息了！

2010-06-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

不知道是自己老了或是缺乏运动，最近身体老是觉得很疲惫。从未有过的累。或也是许是自己堕落了太久，现在想要恢复原状还是挺困难的。

或也许，是心累了，才会导致身体的不好。

是时候休息了！

2010-06-13T03:29:00.002+08:00

today i heard a sentence from a stranger that left me in deep thoughts. he said :

亲情，友情和爱情才是最大的财富。

don't know why. although it's a very simple sentence, the bottomline weighs alot.

don't really find the motivation to blog anymore

2010-06-03T23:35:00.003+08:00

normally people blog for 2 reasons:

1. happy moments

2. emo stuffs.

but in recent years, the blogging scene has been commercialized, and that i don't really feel comfortable expressing myself via mylittlecorner. and probably i'm older now, i'm afraid of expressing myself openly, fearing negative comments from the others. hmm...

so maybe, perhaps, probably, i will shift mylittlecorner to some other places.

afterall, i guess not many people patronize this place anymore.

it's going to end soooon...

2010-05-02T14:42:00.002+08:00

after tues, i will be liberated from exams... aye, but not from fyp. :(

gotta face my fyp again, which has no progress since the start of the semester. sigh.

of course, after exams, there will be tons of things for me to do. as usual, there's a to-do-list after exams for all semesters, but i always failed to accomplish all the things. so sad uh.

okay, going to airport to mug le! i realize that i really love the airport alot! somehow, it gives me a different feeling. and i think airports are one of the amazing things. they connect people, bringing people across the seas to come together, exchange ideas and interact with each other. so coool.

okay, bye.

just a very random thought

2010-04-29T22:59:00.002+08:00

as i was on my way just now, i was thinking if there's really a way to learn ethics. alot of my friends have been telling me that it's common sense.. if someone really failed the module, then how? does it mean that the person has not ethics? then that will be so sad. no employers will employ him/her cause he/she has no ethics!!! the grade not only affect his/her employment, but also question his/her moral values..

i seriously hope that no one will fail this modules man. if not it will be horribly sad.

okay, hope i can do well tmr!

it's quite sad..

2010-04-21T01:19:00.002+08:00

it's quite sad to know that no matter how much you cherish a friendship, it's just not gonna be the same anymore. ..

乌龟党

2010-04-16T01:00:00.002+08:00

好久没blog了。

今天心血来潮想blog了。。

今天乌龟党有个聚会了。过了那么久终于有个集体的聚会，每个人都到齐了。好久没聚在一起了，感觉很熟悉。虽然大家都大四了，大部分的人都快步入社会了，但是感觉就如当初刚认识一样。我们还是多么的单纯，有说有笑的。

Rayner龟也现唱了陶喆的爱很简单。那时就有股哭的冲动，好想紧紧的抱住大家、祝福大家。唉，只是有股冲动啦。假如我真的那么做的话，大家应该会被吓死。

天下没有不散的筵席，总有一天大家都会离开自己的龟窝，为了梦想、生活努力。虽然真的有点不舍的，但是终归大家都该长大的吧。

没办法咯，life still goes on.

希望大家在大学生涯里都划下了美好的句号。

祝福大家，我的乌龟党。

2010-04-12T23:38:00.001+08:00

i'm really tired..

心不在焉？

2010-03-26T17:49:00.002+08:00

there are times when i just don understand why i ended up doing certain things.

just like today. i wanted to get milk tea. but instead i only realized that i've taken the wrong beverage when i was about to be done. the kind of feeling is really weird.

and last wk, i wanted to call a friend, and i dialled the wrong number. i only realized it when the recipient wasn't the one that i set to call.

it's just weird.

2010-03-24T23:34:00.001+08:00

when IT gets unbearable...

what can i do?..

Munching @ Munchie Monkey

2010-03-24T00:48:00.002+08:00

finally get to eat at munchie monkey after 1 year plus. their brownie is still as nice as ever. but their servings have decreased le~ i rmb i used to eat until damn full after main course. but now i'm only very full after desserts.

wad a nice dinner amidst all the deadlines and projects. ah.

The Mighty and Awesome Book

2010-03-20T01:33:00.003+08:00

i shall dedicate this entire post to a .. mighty and awesome book that taught and brought me to so many different places, giving me an opportunity to learn and see so many many things!

from big cities to rural villages, i must say it had allowed me to see so many sides in life.

all thanks to my passport, who had been with me for 10 years!!!!

小红书 number 2 (number 1 was fudan's student book)

taken while waiting amongst the sea of people. it's really 人山人海 at ICA.

welcome 小红书 number 3!

my mum said i look like 萱萱 in this picture. haha. that's the greatest joke mans~

anyway, i was pretty emo on my way to ICA cause i thought they keep the book after issuing the new one. it turned out that i get to keep the old book! :)

thanks 小红书number 2， welcome 小红书number 3!

the 3 most important words ain't "i love you"

2010-03-11T01:29:00.002+08:00

i just realized that the 3 most important/significant/fateful words ain't "i love you". but rather..

" i give up"

i think it holds more feelings, expressions and meaning than " i love you".

imagine how would students feel if teacher said " i give up"

imagine how would children feel if parents said "i give up"

imagine how either party feel if one were to say "i give up"

imagine how would a depressed person feel if counselor said "i give up"

imagine how would a friend feel if his/her bestest friend said "i give up"

yups, so never say "i give up" to anyone so easily, especially when u know that that someone meant alot to u.

press on!

FYP~

2010-03-09T18:55:00.003+08:00

ahhh, i don know why am i so stressed over fyp. the thoughts of going back to lab, meeting my graduate colleague and meeting my prof is so stressful. most of my friends are not at least stressed aboout fyp.. and i don understand why am i giving myself so much stress. i think probably i hate to disappoint them. i don't want them to think that i'm very lousy, when in actual fact i am.

ahhhh, okokokok. jenny will continue to persevere and work hard!阳光总在风雨后．　

加油加油加油！！！！gogogogo!

what to do?

2010-03-06T00:10:00.002+08:00

what to do when u find it hard to study at home? what to do when u find it even harder to concentrate in school?

anyway, I did a good deed today. on my way home just now (i don't understand why mrt is still teeming with people at 11.30 pm), i saw a $5 note dropped out from a guy's pocket. without any evil thoughts of 占为己有, i quickly picked up the note and return it to him. how nice right.

i hope he's happy.

ah, why do time passes so quickly?

winter in Singapore?

2010-03-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

this is weird. on my way to school today, i saw someone wearing boots. like wth?! wearing boots in singapore?!! i was sweating like a dog when i saw her leh, and i can't believe that she wore a boots?! huh???? oh my gosh.

and on my way back home today, i saw a guy wearing beanie. huh??? like wth?! wearing beanie in Singapore?????

not that i'm against all these fashionistas, but it doesn't make sense to wear all these in singapore. really is ai swee mai mia..

seriously, i sweat for them.

2010-02-22T22:26:00.001+08:00

:'(

TEE HEE HEE!

2010-02-22T01:41:00.001+08:00

specially flew over from shanghai~

jenny is a happy girl now.

Chef Ong

2010-02-19T21:49:00.001+08:00

Today finally bought presents for Crystal! hope she will like the gifts that i bought for her.

anyway, the highlights is.. i cooked today! this is my first time (yes, after 22 yrs) cooking at home, like cook a proper meal.

so after buying the presents, headed to Giant to get the ingredients!

my favourite veggie- cauliflowerrr!
steamed egg!

ginseng chicken soup!

hmm, overall i think it's not that bad leh. at least my family finished the foooD! tee hee heee!

cooking can be quite fun too! :D

hope i will have more time in the future to cook. cheap and healthy.

a fine thursday

2010-02-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

i'm so damn shagged now. slept after 3am last night (can't rmb wad time i fell asleep as i'm suffering from slight insonmia yesterday) and woke up at 7am this morning. that's barely 4 hrs.

but i can say that today is quite a fruitful day. went to school in the morning to discuss about the business competition.. after which i fell asleep on a bench for 2 hrs before heading to orchard to meet angeline and eileen. eileen is back from shanghai for the new year. really quite happy to see her though. miss those days we talked at our void deck till wee hours.

their seasalt caramel cheesecake is really not bad!

we stayed there for 3 hours, just chit chatting and talking about work stuffs. really made me miss shanghai alot! ahhhh~ i'm so gonna go back during this summer holiday! but i'm sure things are going to be very different.

after that, i walked over to wisma to meet janicia, weijian and geehoe for dinner. felt weird though. :x

headed to ECP after that for noc chalet. but only stayed for half an hour cause i really wanna go home very badly. :D

jcube outing, huat ah!

2010-02-18T02:20:00.003+08:00

yeay, finally got to meet up with jcube! we went nydc for dinner before heading to walawala for some drinks. we had been talking about going to walawala since year 2 bah. 终于啊.

it's been really long since i laughed until my stomach almost cracked. thanks jcube +j3.5! it's been really fun crapping with you guys.

2010-02-16T21:35:00.005+08:00

i have been staring at my laptop for the longest time. though there's much work for me to do, i don't find it motivating to do any now. sigh.

howwwwwwww. :(

btw, i've lost 2kg within 2 wks. hmm.

lonely no more v day outing

2010-02-16T05:25:00.004+08:00

just came back from lonelynomore outing not long ago. we had a great dinner at The Manhanttan @ The Central. Though we haven't met for a very long time ( at least to most of the ppl there), kinda glad that everything still remains the same. felt comfortable talking to them too. and i guess it's the longest dinner ever. just keep talking and talking, asking bo liao questions.

after that we headed to Chinatown for ktv. sang our way till 1 am before heading back to clarke quay to hunt for more food. we settled down in TCC only to realise that it closed at 3 am. gua gua. stranded on the streets, we had no choice but to head home.

but seriously speaking, i still find it abit hard to orientate myself back to singapore life. :(

howwwwww....!?

SENPAI!!

2010-02-12T00:38:00.000+08:00

i think i have the greatest senpai in this world!!!!! :D

you know who you are. tee hee hee.

when was the last time u truly felt happy?

2010-02-09T23:52:00.005+08:00

life is really sian for me right now. i've decided to drop japanese (deng deng deng deng!) last night due to its crazy workload and time required.

recently, i have been pondering about happiness. when was the last time that i really felt happy? after boggling for quite some time, i've concluded that it's not the no. of As scored, not the time that i passed my driving test, not the time that i won in a game. it's not the small little things in life that could make me happy.

so what exactly contributes to the happiness that everyone has been searching for? and when was the the things that could make me feel truly happy?

hm, wad's ur happiness?

4 awesome great things that happen today.

2010-02-05T01:35:00.005+08:00

just when i thought that my life is bottomless, awesome great things happened!

I saw a shooting star!!!!! damn, it's my first time seeing shooting star in singapore. the other time that i vaguely saw is in cambodia, and i didn't even know if that's a shooting star. This time round, i'm sure I SAW A SHOOTING STAR. though it only lasted for maybe 10 nanoseconds, i saw it damn clear! it's actually more like a golden cross shooting star, not star star. luckily i made a wish on time!

today's moon damn pretty. it looks exactly like this picture. it's superb-ly nice when it's hanging above the sea. woots.

3. there's damn lot of stars today. i didn't know that I could see so many stars in singapore!

4. just when i was about to leave, i found a 50cents coin who is always behind me. it seems to be telling me something though. and so, i decided to bring it back home.

i think i have fallen in love with the sea.

it will only get better.

2010-02-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

how i miss this place. it's still look the same after 1 year, with the exception that i think the sea is a little blue-r.

and no, i didn't take this picture with the gorgeous rainbow. I wish I could. But from this picture, i can see that every cloud has a silver lining. it will only get better.

i think God can explain

2010-02-03T00:23:00.001+08:00

yay! i finally found that song that i heard in macs today!!

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it, yeah

The scent of vaseline in the summertime
The feel of an ice cube melting over time
The world seems bigger than both of us
Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it, yeah

I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed

It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm ok
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get off of your back

I think God can explain, I think God can explain
I think God can explain

why do human cry?

2010-02-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling super curious on why human cry, that i went to google it!

Tears protect our eyes from dust and other particles. There’s a layer under the upper eyelids that produce a salty liquid i.e. tear, which gets spread throughout the eye after each blink. Three types of tears are formed by the human eye. First one is those tears which protect the eye and keep it moist. Second one generates when the eye becomes irritated because of infusion of some dust particles in the eye. And, the last one is the emotional tears which gets appeared in response to some physical pain, sadness, mental stress, anger and sometimes even due to laughter.

Emotions Vs crying
Studies have been shown that emotional tears or sobbing participate in relieving tensions and it balances the mind stress. It actually helps crier to feel better. Emotions are universal means of communication. Babies, who yet haven’t learnt to speak, express their hunger, pain, frustration, fear etc. by means of crying. For adults also it’s an efficient way to express their sadness, their feelings under different circumstances such as weddings, funerals etc. Even animals have the ability to produce tears. They too have emotions like humans, but their reasons for crying may not be the same as humans. However, scientifically it’s yet to prove that, do animals shed tears for emotional reasons like humans?

Tears are very effective tool to express our emotions, to release our tensions, and to restore mood. It derives the feeling of calmness. Crying minimizes mental stress and pain. The person who goes for easy emotional crying are in fact considered as normal and social human beings.

Tears of a woman
One question may strike to your mind that why women cry more than men? Well in response to this question many surveying organizations concluded that women are more emotional as compared to men. Moreover, this also depends upon the society. In many societies, if a male cries, it is not accepted to be good. A common believe is that a man should be strong in nature and shouldn’t cry. They should cry only during some sad events like funeral. As woman is considered to be more emotional so there tears are justified for the society. Therefore, from the very beginning men are always taught to not behaving and crying like a girl. But, this concept is found to be negative and it causes development of aggressiveness in the males.

There are no certain reasons which justify the human crying at various emotional occasions. In fact it emotions can never be completely explained on scientific platform. But a few biotechnologists believe that crying under some emotional influence is just because of variation in harmonic levels of body.

Stay crying
So, it can be said that, there are both emotional as well as physical reasons to justify crying. Women are may be more emotional than men, but in some cases even men also cry and express their feelings as openly as women. There are both physiological and cultural aspects, combined together to explain our tears. Therefore, taking various concepts into consideration, it can be said that, we shed tears when we are feel pain or when we fell emotionally disturbed. It is suggested that it’s better to cry when somebody feels emotionally tensed rather than controlling inner self, which will otherwise contribute in increasing tensions of a particular.

Recently, why do my tears trickle down uncontrollably?

am i a psuedo ah tiong?

2010-01-29T15:07:00.002+08:00

shit, this is so bad. i had been receiving comments that i dressed like an ah tiong! !@#$%^^%&%^^@# neh neh. but i really really have very limited shoes at home! currently i only have a pair of slippers and canvas shoes (which i washed it a few days ago) at home. and i really really have no choice but to wear my mum's not-so-auntie shoes to school today. aye, i also 活该 la. i really think that i dressed like ahtiong today, but heck la, coz i really need to wear shoes if i wanna have access to the lab.

it turned out that my matric card is still not ready for access. -_-"

it's end of a week again. jenny will work hard after the weekend, after she has access to the lab! TEE HEE HEE.　

The Art of Suicidal

2010-01-28T23:34:00.001+08:00

"eh, how come you never update your blog already?" asked gh.

wah, that was quite stunning to hear that. i thought no one is still reading my blog since it had died for a few months. never knew that i have such a diehard fans. for all my fans out there, i think i should do something to my blog so as not to disappoint you all. TEE HEE HEE.

it's 3 weeks (almost 4) into the semester, and i can feel the engine's heating up. ah. anyway, i hope that this semester i won't die. pray hard. i just realized that i'm killing myself. but oh well, if i can survive noc, i can survive this sem too!

back to noc, i really still can't believe that i'm on noc and back in singapore. it seemed like i've just woken up from a long long dream. aye, that kind of feeling is really indescribable, everything is so foreign yet familiar when i first came back.

okay, i'm really tired tonight. -_-zzz

infuriating

2009-11-15T14:08:00.002+08:00

this is so gonna be a random post.

the other day my sis told me that her results were out. guess what?

she failed 2 subjects and her 2 subjects can say my best subjects.

firstly, i have never failed my maths before, and i got A for both O and A level. i don't see why she should fail her maths. by right, she should have inherit some good mathematics genes from her sis!

secondly, the fact that her sis is in China should not give her any excuses/reasons to fail.

tell me, does she ought to be shot?

i ought to be shot

2009-11-15T03:04:00.005+08:00

haa. it's been 2 months since i update my blog. (i just installed a software that allows me to bypass the great firewall! )

so many things had happened that i don't know where to start. hm. anyway, i will be having my graduation dinner this coming friday; a dinner that marks our end in shanghai :( .

time really flies.

yesterday, i received an email from our program director that we need to inform our bosses our last day of work. mixed feelings bah. like wad matter in the past doesn't matter now anymore. it's time that i should slowly let go of things.

i have never regretted coming on noc program. if given another choice, i would still choose Shanghai. firstly, we have advantages over the locals since we are billingual (i'm sure i can type chinese and english faster than anyone else now. haha!!) secondly, in years to come, shanghai's GDP will surpass leading countries.everybody will just flock into shanghai. it's really an eyeopener to have prior experience in china. China is really a exponentially-growing country, and there's alot of opportunities for businesses and enterprises.

i can feel the hit right now; there's so many things i wanna share (my sharing spirit will come back, i promise!), but i don't know how to put it in words.

i was chatting with my roommate the other time on how should we answer people if they asked us about our experience here. and we both concluded that it's so hard to answer. we simply just couldn't summarize our whole experience using one sentence. it's... just so hard.

i've risen and fallen; grown and matured; lost and found; hated and loved. one thing for sure, i won't be the same jenny anymore, i mean even better jenny. :) i realize that there's so much things to see and learn.

1 month plus and i will be back in Singapore. BUT, i'm still not prepared to go back yet.

meanwhile, my dear friends, if you all want anything, please go www.taobao.com . they have anything and everything. tell me fast!

brr. it's 8 deg here. :(

ah.

2009-10-05T02:22:00.000+08:00

i totally find not motivation to blog AT ALL.

okay, past few months have been an emotional period for me. but i'm glad that i've managed to overcome it (i hope).

my housemates have gone for holidays. i'm all alone at home. in a way, i'm :) that i've finally regained some personal space. im not saying that staying with them is not good, just that everyone needs their own personal space. a space to shut off from the rest of the world, and do anything and everything. heh heh.

2 more months and i will be back in singapore.

orientating myself

2009-08-18T23:03:00.004+08:00

i felt re-orientated! all thanks to my best buddyy!

it feels like i'm in singapore.

heh heh.

press on.

back from qinghai

2009-07-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

woohooo.

i know alot people have been bugging me to blog. but it gets really irritating to blog via a proxy. it's so mafan.. and i dun understand y china has to block almost all my entertainment sites (even facebook is blocked! :( ). oh wells.. reason is: this is china. there's no why.

anyways, i just came back from qinghai! although the itinerary wasn't similar to YEP in any ways, i guess i have learnt something from the kids. the children there are so eager to learn, despite them staying in village (mine wasn't really a village. in fact my county town is so well to do that i stayed in a motel). i guess that is something that i've taken away from this trip. i shld be more like that. hmmms.

side track, the scenery is superb! one moment is plain field, then the nx moment can transform into a desert. realllly niceeee!

okay, it seems that i couldn't post any photos here (don ask me why).

will blog again sooon. i'm dead beat.

the day i ran away from home....

2009-05-12T01:10:00.001+08:00

random

2009-05-09T00:27:00.002+08:00

this is so gonna be damn random.

before i came to shanghai, i didn't really know what's my goal, what i wannaa achieve in the future.

now that i'm here, i know that i wanna earn alot of money (ok. i wanted all along.. but the desire just magnified) i wanna do things that i like and at the same time can earn alot of money.

but the prob is....

i think that i'm so not business-minded. everyday, i will think of how to help people (i'm not bragging that i'm a helpful person.. but such thoughts just pop up in my mind). though i did also think of how to start a business, like now when i'm in shanghai, but i will just give myself 101 reasons that it's just not gonna work out.

but i'm glad that my dad gave me some task over here. at least it pushes me alittle to look out for more opportunities. but then still, opportunities are hard to come. it requires meeting the right person at the right time and at the right place.

oh, and just now in the cab, i still can't believe that i'm in shanghai. like now so settled already. okay, that's so random.

back. talking about helping people, i'm so disappointed that the person i have helped is not as good as what i thought. so much for me persuading him to stay on, i can't believe that he's such a person. sigh. i'm just utterly disappointed. sigh.

time to go to bed~

will be teaching my colleagues english tomorrow. hope everything will be fine! heh heh

3 things that made me :) today!

2009-05-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

woah ho!

1. i woke up at 8.30am today! wad a great achievement!!! heh heh. yay!
2. one of my friends finally got an internship! like after soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long. yay yay!
3. Tina (my restaurant manager) finally passed her barista exams! yay yay yay!

and although there's one incident kinda spoilt my day, i'm glad that all these :) stuffs happened. yay!

i hope i can wake up early tmr again! (:

ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE!

2009-05-06T23:36:00.003+08:00

i hope my blog is alive now.

it has been really really long since i last blog.

well... i can feel that i have become more introvert when i am in shanghai. i don really dare to let people know how feel, let alone posting it here. BUT, i will try hard though.

3 months in shanghai (exactly seriously). i think i have gain so much that i simply couldn't pen it down.

life. i have seen 2 sides of the society. how the poor work hard to earn money and how the expats spend money like water.

business. not exacly become more business-minded. but i guess the stuffs that my boss taught me really helped me alot; in terms of hr management, marketing etc etc.

school. seriously i need to feel guity about school. not that i always skip school, but just that the mugging spirit is not there. and though i really love going to school (i only realise it when i'm in sh), i can't help it that my mind willl just wander off during lessons.

friends. for this part, i think that i'm really awesome. awesome to be able to abandon my singapore's friends and come here with once-stangers friends. gotta live out of my comfort zone and embrace all our differences. okay. maybe cause i'm trying to hard to accept all our differences that i've become more introvert? But i'm glad that my roomie is a nice person, though she abit cleanliness freak.

oh anyway, i just came back from xi'an! heh heh! learnt more abt the dynasties.went trekking for 9 hours, i'm going to faint! but the view is breathtaking.

wah. tired.. just came back from an atas gym! needa work out more le! i've gained 2 kg!! oh my gosh. no more good foood for nowww!!!

bye!

my ever first english lesson

2009-04-18T09:01:00.002+08:00

mans. i can't believe i'm giving english tuition to my colleagues!

and after the first lesson, i seriously feel like giving up. i've forgotten that i'm dealing with adults now that i prepared materials that are meant for kids. mans. aghhh.

one of the guy told me that it's more useful is they learn pronounciation.. but the prob is i don't even learn that in school. those pronounciation/vowels that are placed beside the words. aiyooooo.

howwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

worried.

2009-04-12T13:21:00.003+08:00

i've not gotta so worried for a long time. mans.

i'm not worried whether if i will pass all my fudan modules.. neither am i worried if i don do well in my company..

i'm more worried about my parents..
(yes jasmine, if u see this, u better take good care of them!)

sigh. think it's time for me to go 静安寺. there's are really a 静安寺 at 静安寺metro station!

heyooooo

2009-04-09T21:31:00.005+08:00

wah. i've not blogged for so long neh.. i felt so disconnected from my blog that i don know how or where to start blogging. anyway, i'm getting used to the life in shanghai.. the weather is getting warmer.. and i've jus come back from ningbo and hangzhou! hangzhou is hell lots of people.. it's so bad to travel during public holidays!

anyway, i will try to blog as much as i can. coz i'm super lazy to upload the pic to my com (aka msnec).. she's getting old and doesn't walk as fast as before.

a couple of days ago, i went to this gala dinner, which costs only 280 rmb. according to some chef, it's one of the cheapest dinners he has been to.. and i think it's quite worthy coz it's a 10 course dinner (but the portion very small), and there's alcohol for all dishes. so not quite bad la.. there's like huge scallops, beef (too bad i don take that), duck, chicken, sashimi, fish, goose liver (eek. i didn't know it's goose liver. if not i wouldn't have taken it.

anyway, i've uploaded some of the pictures here la.. aiya.. i should have uploaded all pictures la.. but oh well....janicia is so gonna be envious of me! hahahaha!

before the event, we went to this building called 1933 which used to be a slaughter house, then converted to a hospital... i think it's the preserved interiors that make it popular.

the highest level feels like da vinci code. hahaha. and it's quite scary to walk on the uncovered parts.

okay, i'm going to reveal some of the delicious food hereee. heh heh.

mans. this is the goose liver that i'm talking abt. it doesn't look like a liver. anyway, this dish is quite creative as they uses the syringe. hahaha.

think this is duck.
this fish is super duper niceeeee that i had 3 plates of it! i wanted to have more.. but i'm very scared that people might notice me eating so much.. this taste like singapore's shao rou.. i didn;t eat the fats though.

this dessert is super duper cuteeee!! it's a coffee-cup dessert. nice nice!

preparingggg..

took some pictures with my colleaguessss..

our desserts!

looking at the amount of food i've been eating.. really gotta forcefully admit that i've grown fatter. not by alot i hopee. hur hur.

anyway, some random photos here.....

they have pineapple sundae! we decided to take this picture coz we had sundae on sunday.

their ikea is hugeee! but all ikeas are huge neh.

one of the family dinners.

oh. this is super funny. we went to some anniversary party and jielun won a sideways car back to home. i jus happily follow him coz we stayed in the same house! yeay! saved 4 yuan on transport. kiddingggg laaa. i where got so niao on 4 yuan one.

our weekly church. claimed by siwei. i've decided not to go there for 1 month le! anyway, i don think i will go back there any sooner coz i'm back to the usual poverty state. :/

hohoho. okay. byeeeE! :)

random thoughts - True friends

2009-03-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

i guess it is only when i'm at overseas then i realise who are my true friends, friends that are worth keeping a lifetime.

it's not that bad afterall; it serves as a filtrate from the good and not-so-good ones.

ah. i'm jus being random here.

shopping @ 七浦路

2009-03-16T00:03:00.003+08:00

haven't been blogging much coz i'm too lazy to upload all the photos (not like there's alot of photos anyway) into my com.. and i'm always dead beat when i reach home.

i love sundayyy! coz it means that i no need to work (finally) and the nx day i'm only working half day. yay yay! actually i love sun to wed. coz sun and wed are my rest days. seriously, who loves working sia. welll... today was supposed to play badminton in the morning.. but i couldn't wake up on time & i'm really tired coz i was rushing my report the day before... so in the end i didn't go~

but but, sQ and I went to 七浦路to shop! we have been there last sunday, and we are going back there again.. coz seriously we can never finish shopping over there. but oh well, i wanted to buy a trench coat coz i think that it's very boring to keep wearing yurong fu though i think that yurong fu is really good la.. like help to keep warm and against the rain.

on my way to Jing An Station,. i was running late alr, but i still bother to take picture cause janicia said that i should take more photos and put it online~ obviously she's missing me! heh heh heh! oh anyway, i was late coz i was talking to janicia before i leave the house!

we shop from afternoon till evening lo.

that's us with smelly toufu in my mouth.

so we walked from 七浦路 to 四川北路... and 四川北路 is the place that sQ always wanted to go.. we jus walked to there unknowingly..

lilian egg tarts are damn niceeeeee.

we decided to have our dinner at Ajisen. the Ajisen here is so much cheaper than in singapore.. a bowl of ramen only cost about 6 sgd. how can not eat?!

my roomie. tt's my ramen, btw. the 2 bowls of vegetables are hers.

hohohoho.

anyway, the 四川北路 is one of the roads that we will always past by on our way to school.. we took a bus back home and realised that we have walked 4 busstops!! tsk tsk. and the distance from one busstop isn't like from engine to sde kinda distance. it's more like the distance from arts to mpsh. so imagine the amount of roads we have taken! plus the afternoon shopping can really kill our legs le.

oka,y i'm back to my poverty state now.

:\

2009-03-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

running at 7 deg is really madness. :\

house of dreams.

2009-03-02T22:51:00.006+08:00

time passes so fast that i could hardly keep up with my everyday life.

well, anyway, due to popular demand, i will try to upload more pictures!

recently, it had been quite an emotional period for me. alot of feelings are going through within me. but well, after today's work, i felt much more better and energetic and rejuvenated. today i worked in the kitchen. mans. my colleagues are really nice peopleeee. they taught me alot of stuffs patiently. like taught me how to make brownie, cook pasta, cut mushrooms etc etc. and i ate hell lots of cakes behind the door.

and, they all are so entreprenuer-minded that i do really respect them. they live for their dreams. as such, it makes me look so childish and immature. :/ but nevermind! i shall learn more from them! :)

so today before i headed to work, i was walking at some basement shopping center.. then saw some interesting corners.

i shall upload my cui-ed school the nx time. the toilet is reallyyyyy...... hm. shall post it the nx time yo.

ANYWAY, here are some random pictures that i've taken over the wk.

last tuesday, my boss brought me to around with him.

first stop: deliver cakes at the-latest-hit-in-shanghai. don think it's appropriate to type the company here. well. the company is from US, and all girls will know wad it is. and if u read alot, u will know wad company is that.

that's my boss in blue.

second stop: Citta

we were there to hve our lunch..

third stop: photography studio at Jing'An. it's not very near my house laa. but it's possible to walk there. my boss is there to help his friend (the one in the photo who looks like zheng zhi wei) in some food shoot. we spent most of the afternoon there.

fourth stop: some hk restaurant that i don bother to rmb its name.

we had light dinner coz we are going to attend a chef dinner/supper at night.

fifth stop: C cafe

we stop over at the cafe coz my boss needed to check his mail. i helped him edit his email interview.. which my excerpts is going to be published in magazine!

sixth stop: chef talk at some newly-opened steak house

it's really an eyeopening! like my first time to networking session. met people from all over the world. drank abit too.

overall, it's really an enriching day. :)

oh. then on thursday, i went to deliver wedding cake to hyatt on the bund!

plain cake that needs decoration.

on friday, we went to some immigration to get our student visa!

us, waited for 4 hrs for our turns. :(

okay... tt's all for nowwwwww. :)

wad a lonely saturday!

2009-02-21T20:22:00.005+08:00

mans. i can't believe that i've become a no-lifer. it's either work or home. seriously, i haven been to other places of shanghai.. the places that i've been to are those few.. like house area (i haven really explored the shopping center at the metro station la! ), zhongshan ( where other batchmates are staying), my workplace which is at the far East. THAT'S ALL! how pathetic can i be mans. oh and of coz fudan la. tsk tsk. i should start going to those tourist traps~ tsk tsk tsk.

anyway, work has been fine.colleagues are nice people! just that abit sian when in operations. but IT'S OK. my boss really taught me alot during this week. so much that i didn't expect it~ and he's so knowledgeable laaa. he's really an entreprenuer! hopefully he still have stuffs to teach me as time goes by. i really hope that i don disappoint him in any ways manss.anyway, heng bakerzin didn't take me yo..think it's a blessing in disguise! ;)

this is the place that i stay.. everyday when i reach the metr0(aka mrt) station, i will feel calm and a sense of serenity! coz the station's name like so calm and quiet. hahaha!
and then during the train ride, i started browsing my past photos.. and i found this! not say i really miss home la.. just felt a little weird when i saw this familiar-yet-not-familiar-anymore picture! and then there's other nus/friends/family/home pictures which make me recall my life in singapore. seriously, singapore is damn smalll laa.. and nothing much to do~ oh well, but i still do love my country! :)

so i walked out of the station feeling a little nostalgic.. then i saw an old hunched-back couple. i was moved for a moment can~ like it's damn sweet. they really is 白头偕老.. and they still hold hands.. awwww.

after walking away from the station (i have to walk abt 15 mins to the metro station everyday!), i chanced upon a quarreling couple~ the guy jus rode on his motorcycle, trying to get his gf (i assumed it's his gf) to listen to him. I THINK only uh.. coz i was on ipod~ hahaa. wad a huge disparity from the one i experience previously. hahaha!

weather is getting better alrrr. at least i can see the sunnn! yay yay!!! but then, it's still quite cold, for me at least!

okayyyy, enough of talking to myself! :)

updates

2009-02-19T22:45:00.006+08:00

today after lunch, me and a few other colleagues were brought to rit carlton for some chocolate showcase. i was damn happy and excited when The Partner said he will bring me there~ yay yay~ initially we thought there will be some chocolate demo, but there wasn't~ so sad uh.

but nonetheless, i ate alot alot of cakes and chocolate!

this is the worst eclairs that i have ever had. =/

cakes that taste like flour.

oh. i don mean the food are bad. i'm just being critical here and point out the lousier one. the food are either too bland or too sweet. overall, some were really nice!

they have nice coffee and tea tooo! heh heh~!

after walking round the room for tasting, me and the other girl got tired and sat down~ she's from Anhui province~ quite a cute and cheerful girl, who talks super fast! i just told her some of singapore stuffs looo.

headed back to the restaurant after this~ after work, went to meet some seniors and batchmates to discuss about out tibet trip in april~ i hope to go manss... and hopefully boss is kind enough to let me stay in tibet longgerrr. pray harrddd.

anyway, yesterday we went fudan to do some medical checkup thing.. we wanted to go for lessons in the afternoon, but we were late for the checkup in the morning. so we had to pon the afternoon lesson for the checkup. hurrr. wad a bad start.

we will study hard!

us who got lost while trying to find the others.

ANYWAY, have some super outdated photos~

this was taken during yuan xiao.. they put fire crackers like nobody business. i'm quite amazed by my camera's capabilities in taking such a photo! hahaha.

this was taken on yuan xiao too~ when i was in other batchmates house to eat tang yuan. and since they stay the same area, i decided to visit sinen! she jus came back from beijing the day before~ mans. i was so enlightened (and at the same time baffled) by wad she told me.

yup, she has definitely grown fatter.

i hope i won't be like her half a year later mans! hur hur!

2nd day of work.

2009-02-17T22:09:00.006+08:00

my work will officially start at 10.30am. coz my boss didn't want me to squeeze with the morning people (so sweet of him).. anyway, not like i got alot of things to do in the morning la. so i reach slightly later.. went to do some delivery near the technology park (btw, the place that i'm working is full of expats, MNCs, tech building etc etc.. so me and the other girl delivered the food to GE building..

after the busy period.. my boss treated me to our house lunch.. (i'm not sure if i'm supposed to reveal the name of my company here).. hm.. i think better not laaa. after lunch, he brought me to another branch at puxi.. it's quite near my house actually.. and i really love the design of the cafe. although it's small.. it's cosyy.

okay, picture speaks a thousand words.

my boss was there to do a photoshoot. he's featured in one of SH magazine nx month. so coool can~

after that was back to the restaurant.. and then i saw the hebei (not hubei) guy again.. let's call him the 59 guy.. coz he works from 5-9pm everyday. then we started talking about the education system in china. and i was really shocked when he told me that secsch/jc study 15 hrs a day. like their lessons end at 11pm, they will zzz at 11.30pm and wake up at 5am for morning exercise. i'm like damn shocked laaa.

actually china people are not as ___fill in the blank____ as most people think it is. they are actually nice people.. some la.. jus that it's the place that they are born in that make that wad they are today; and that's not their fault completely.

yesterday, my boss' partner (the one who welcomed me. i shall call him The Partner) told me that people here don have much money.. even if they do have money, they wouldn't spend on traveling.. so they don really know the world outside.. and tt's not their faults; it's not their faults that they born in this country. hm.. after hearing this, i felt abit guilty for having negative perceptions on them.. oh. and i think i learn alot from my boss.. he's so knowledgable that sometimes things jus go in and out of my head. tsk!

i wanted to take pic while on my way home.. but it drizzled and it's freaking cold.

sch has already started ( i jus knew it today).. it started on monday la.. so.. bascially, we skipped our first lesson! wad a bad start!

so exciting about school tmr! hahha. hope everything will go welll~

yay yay!

first day of work.

2009-02-16T23:25:00.002+08:00

wah wah wah. today's my first day of work~ i woke up at 9 plus amd got ready for work. i think i'm quite lucky to start work at 11am today.. and 10.30am for my subsequent days. damn shuang can. anyway, initially i was really abit sian that i'm working in service industry. like wth. in singapore, i also got work with the china people.. then come here also work with them.. like abit funny uh.. BUT, i recalled wad sinen told me about her senior working in coffee bean.. like how he perservere and excel in his work..

soooo, i'm so going to be proud of wad i'm doing.. and really socialize with my colleagues. actually i realise they are really nice people la.. like there's this guy, he's year one studying in some shanghai uni.. then he work from monday to fri, 5 pm to 9pm.. and he got alot of initiatives when working lo. i'm pretty amazed by it. like seldom see guys so hardworking de. anyway, he's from hubei.

ohoh, back to my work.. i was welcomed by a singaporean..who is the partner of my boss.. he's nus grad. and he went france( i think) to learn cooking after he grad loh.. like wow wow wow! oh. anyway, he really go into the details in teaching me everything..

oh. then in the evening, i met up with my boss. coz he jus got back from japan! so we chatted again.

i think i really learn alot today.. like the history of china, business strategies, shanghai culture, info abt my company.. mans. i'm so overloaded with infomation.

okay.. i think i should rest now and prepare for tmr le!:)

Jenny wonders if there's still people reading her blog

2009-02-15T04:00:00.003+08:00

ahhh. i can feel a thick layer of dust/germs/cobwebs covering my blog~ it's been so long since i last blogged.

i just got back from nanjing last night (i promise i will blog abt it in my travel blog! manss. i'm really behind time le. hur).. and we just got our internet fixed last night. i'm surviving without internet for quite some time eh.. actually there's really nothing i can do online except for checking mails... ( after i came to SH, i realise that using the net aimlessly is really a pure waste of time.. ) i've got only approx 10 months here.. so i shouldn't spend alot time on the net ahhh.

there's like really so much that i wanna blog about, but i just can't string all my thoughts into words instantly. it's like my life has changed the moment i reached SH. new friends are my new family members. and there's so much changes in my life that i'm still trying hard to adapt to it. school and work are starting soon; i can predict a damn busy life ahead. manssss...

okay, i think i should head to bed now.. it's 4 am in the morning.. and we have to go to school for some registration thingy. I will TRY to update more about my life in SH!!! and hopefully i won't be lazy to upload photos here. hur hur.

nites.

Pre-departure

2009-02-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

okay, now that i'm leaving tomorrow.. i've having abit of mixed feelings now (as always).

my life currently is so nice and relac that i don feel like leaving anymore. BUT, i need to leave of course. meeting up with friends make me realise that we'v really grown old le. now we don't talk about stuffs that happen months ago.. now it's years~ omggg. like damn old le la.

yupyup, i know life in shanghai will be damn hard.. but then.. only tough things will make me stronger. i'm pretty prepared for the challenges that i will be facing over there. i hope.

okay, i need to pack my luggage now. i don wanna pack the day before (like wad i did for yep trip)

:)

errand day! + fooood and moreee foooooD!

2009-02-03T01:14:00.003+08:00

oh mans. today's really errand day~ but the errand-ing part came in when i'm in school as i need to rush from one place to another place.

in the afternoon, i met up with mr pow for a quick lunch!

we had seafood harvest for lunch. (agh, seafood again!)

ehh. some grilled seafood don know wad. but it was quite horrible. the prawns are as small as ikan bilis. thennn.. can't believe that they replace crab using crab stick. oh mans. it's either they don put the crabstick or put real crab meat lah. tsk. totally spoil the whole thing lo. but luckily there's potato! my fav~

the tasteless pasta and mr pow. (i caught u okayy!)

after lunch, i went to automobile association to apply for international driving permit. okay, i'm not going to drive in shanghai.. but i tot it's good to have it around. no harm la.

after that headed to sch! met koonyiak on bus yo. the world is so small.

wah wah, i really did alot of things in school.

in order:
1. collect insurance and IE awards certificate from noc office.
2. got influenza vaccine from wellness center
3. failed in posting out some mail
4. printed notes at CBLC
5. collect stuffs from my locker
6. get stuffs from geehoe

okay, not really alot.. but it's many enough to make me walk all over the school!

anyway, we had our steamboat dinner at the clubroom! and this year's really got alot of ppl~
tsk tsk tsk. i'm so going to miss the clubroom when it shifts room.

okay, i can't believe that my current life revolves about food. to the extent that food makes me puke. sooner or later la. ahhh. i bet janicia will be damn happpy if she were me. tsk! it's really horrible when you don't know where to go for lunch tomorrow when you jus had ur meal. ahhh. it's like the best thing to do when meet ups is to eat and eaT and EAT.

i went out for supper (food, again!) soon after i reach home! hurrr.

ahh. i can feel that i'm really old le. like when i was taking bus with tiongwei.. all i can remember is 5th MC de tiongwei.. like now he's graduating le.. and during 5th MC period, he's only year 2 lo while i'm year 1. mans. time flies. tsk tsk tsk.

okay, more food for me tomorrow coz i'll be meeting kianmeng! agH!

今天是人日！

2009-02-01T23:06:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday, Everyone!

today as usual I zzz till noon time. continue nua-ing even when i'm awake until dinnertime! hohoh. and we went to singapore flyer for dinner! i don mean eating the capsules la. we went to the seafood paradise for dinner!

so while waiting for our yusheng to arrive, sis and i walked to the river!

the above 2 pictures are taken by me! haha. i tot my photography skill is amazing...

but i think my sis' skill is more zai then me. she's upped lo. she even taught me how to pose for pictures (as shown in the 3rd pic). i seriously should hide under my pillow and cry. kidding laaa. but still, i love the 4th picture!coz it's so beautiful~ hahaa. i mean the flyer beautify the picture, and not the other way round. HAHA!

oh anyway, back to the dinner~

the reason y we chose that restuarant is coz:
1. nearest jumbo restuarants are fully booked.
2. we haven't tried other restaurants except jumbo and this restaurant.
3. we find that this restaurant's food is relatively good. at least for their signature creamy butter crab.

so off we go to seafood paradise!

the food was ok lahh. shark fin's a little disappointed. there's like only a few strands of fins.

fish was normal.

kangkong was bad. i felt like i'm eating tree branches.

duck was miraculously nice, except for the fatty skin part which i ate it anyway.

seafood fried rice was nice tooo. way better than jumbo's.

chilli crab was normal.

and the best part is...

*drumrolls*

signature creamy butter crab!

okay, i koped this picture from the internet, coz:
1. my dad don like me to take pictures when we'r eating
2. it isn't veh nice to do so considering that there's guests around. (yes, we treated a family of 4)

okay, this crab is damn nice!!!! the first time that i went there with my family, my mum and i whipped the gravy up lo, coz it's damn niceeeee. seriously, no kidding. it's not those carbonara sauce.. so thick and veh 膩。it's machiam more like a soupp. with a tinge of pepper flavour. IT'S DAMN NICEEEEEE..

okay, anyway, i almost fainted when the bill was passed to me. oh mans. i've never sign such a hefty amount before. wad's more it's just only a meal. mans. i don know how much i have to save and scrimp before can save up to that amount. oh well, i hope more money will roll into my family. HAHA!

oya oya! janicia called me when i'm on my way back home! coooool~ have fun in NYC mans! hahahaha. both in the city and the company*winks* yoooo. haHAHAHAHA.

4 more days before i leave sunny Singapore!

last wkend in singapore.

2009-02-01T01:12:00.002+08:00

well. jus realised that tomorrow is my last wkend in singapore..

by right, i should be feeling excited, looking forward to the trip etc etc. BUT, i'm feeling a little weird.. mixed feelings bah.like i'm going to leave for a year..

sigh.

I WANT TO BE AN ENTREPRENUER!

2009-01-30T01:29:00.004+08:00

hahahaha. i realy suck. this post was supposed to be up last night.. but i went to play Wahjong after uploading the picture. tsk. ok. slap me please.

well, yesterday i went to meet my boss at cityhall. he's in singapore for a stopover before heading back to shanghai. soooooooo.... might as well meet him first in singapore before meeting him in shanghai officially. initially was quite scared.. coz machiam like matchmaking (he's married btw) like that.damn scary la.

we went to citylink mall for a drink.. and he started talking to me about shanghai, about his history, his dream of opening a cafe.. and how he pursued his dreams. and from the way he speaks, he really got alot of passion in wad he's doing. for that, i really salute him. he really go all out for his dreams. and of coz, he talked to me alittle business stuffs to me. i really learnt alot in that short span of 45 mins. and the more he talks, the more i wanna be an entreprenuer..BUT, the entreprenuer spirit (not like i really got alot) died off after awhile. hahahaha!

so after meeting him, i went to meet weijian and geehoe for dinner. we had sakaE! after that went to weijian house to 拜年, and i learnt how to play mahjong! yay yay!! hhaha. and the one who invented mahjong is really genius!click here for history of mahjong! i'm going to be alittle sexist here, but then.. really.. women are awesome (of coz i am if u consider me as one). i mean.. really. ok.. at least for all the women that i've met. like my grandma....i think she's zai.. like my mum.. she's awesome too.

so back. yay. i've learnt alittle mahjong! heh heh heH!

today... went to play badminton with jihui and xianyi~ after that rush home to bath before heading to my aunt's house to 拜年.

then at night met up with liting at nihon mura! yes, japanese again! i think it's not bad leh.. quite nice actually... but but.. the dessert was a great disappointment. i felt i've paid (liting paid) 3.80 for the syrup and a few pathetic mangos. tsk tsk tsk.

ANYWAY, i really felt happy for liting!!! like finally she found someone to share her anything and everything with! REALLY! i'm really happy for you!! yay.. 不要让过去成为你的绊脚石。:) i know you can do it de~ gogogogogogogo! jiayousx3!

slowly bit by bit.. i will be all alone!

hahahahaha!

害怕

2009-01-28T00:13:00.001+08:00

忘
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想
我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片静止的模样
我学着坚强
坚强到不用学着不想
学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去

happy chinese new year!

2009-01-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was new year's eve. junhui organized a mini farewell for me at shokudo@ Raffles City. Quite touched mans.. coz the day before they had lonelynomore outing and they played till quite late. but still, i appreciate their effort in making the outing successful~ considering the fact that they could have spent that day sleep in or pack their house. :)

anyway, i was really happy when i walked into shokudo! like everything's in japanese!!!! and for a moment i tot i'm in japan! <3

yay, so we talked cock for quite some time there before heading to the food court for some desserts!

drove laura home then headed to ecp. ecp's full of people..and for a moment i felt like i'm in malaysia~ =/ so i decided to head back home instead. tsk.

went to grandma's house for reunion dinner in the evening before heading to solve some burning issues.

for once, i really felt like i've put down the heavest stone in the longest time. like it has been in me for soooo long... but oh well... things will definitely get better. :)

Actually i don feel like i'm celebrating new year. i mean, i can't see the meaning in celebrating chinese new year..mayb it's just for the angpows. but then again, i don really yearn to get any angpows considering that i haven't gotten any for the past 2 years. and if chinese new year is the only time where we get to meet our relatives.. then isn't it funny? like why do we wait till it's cny then meet up? it's jus so ironic la. oh well, mayb i'm unbalanced that i'm celebrating it with my bro and that my parents and sis are far far away in beijing.

ahhh. and it's really boring this year. like the people that i'm seeing is getting lesser and lesser.. like my cousin who jus got married last year, i didn't even get to see her and her newborn baby! hurrr.

anyway, sharing a damn nice song with u all~ i really think it's veh nice.. it's my favourite song during my choir days (yes, i'm from choir!)

2009-01-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

it started and ended there.

假如我有一台时光机。。

2009-01-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

光阴似箭，日月如梭，两年了。一眨眼两年就如草园里奔驰的马。

两年前的我们，对将来抱着许多的希望。

时光真得不留人。

两年后的我们，都已过着各自的生活，为自己的将来努力奋斗。也似乎变成了陌生人。还记得当时的梦想，现在都已云霄而散了。

假日我有一台时光机，我想回到当时的我们。。

当时。。
的我如此的叛逆；
的你整天埋头苦读。。

2009-01-23T02:12:00.001+08:00

for once, i felt so angry that i tore a letter.

a letter that had so much feelings in it.

hmmm. but oh well, nobody will remember it.

neither will I.

i'm back!

2009-01-14T23:41:00.004+08:00

hohohoho. i know i've been missing for quite some time! but.. i'm back now~ particularly coz i visited a interesting place and i've thought of sharing it here.

today i met up with laura and jiancheng for a visit to the museum of broken relationships at esplanade. i've seen the poster at esplanade before.. but i've never thought of visiting it mainly:

1. i didn't know it's a museum;
2. "broken relationships" doesn't appeal to me
3. i thought there's admission fee

yup, so we 3 (wad a weird combination!) headed to the museum, with me not expecting alot from it.

but woohooo, it's really a different experience. it's actually a museum for people to donate wadever items that are related to broken relationships. it can mean anything.. but it's so bgr-ish. so most of the stuffs there are about breakups (like duh). there will be a short writeups for every items, saying the stories behind each items. it's damn coool la.

and i remembered 2 items vivdly. one is a poem written when the girl broke up with her bf. somehow, i felt connected with the poem. as if i can feel the pain in that girl instantly, the other one is a small bottle containing teardrops. according to the writer, he/she will send over the bottle to his/her ex once it's filled up. like damn sad la.

and there this book that allows people to pen down wadever. be it rubbish or love stories. wadever stuffs! and i saw 2 that i really like alot!

i've always like stuffs that are handwritten, especially letters. it makes things so real and full of sincerity. and this 2 letters kinda touched my heart, although it's a heartbreaking letter. sigh.

the museum not very big.. it's just a small enclosed area, but u can spend about a good 45 mins there. i think the museum is until this sat or sun.. and they will be off to their next destination,.. which i don know where. btw, singapore is their first asian stop. and the museum is from berlin i think. can't really rmb. i was reading through the brochure and came to realise that the museum is set up to keep all the past broken relationships. like since we have museum for wars/wadever, we should also have one for relationships. i find it quite interesting neh.

it gave me a totally different feeling after looking and reading through all the stuffs. somewhat down feeling. and it makes me realised that everyone has their own unique story to tell,be it happy or sad. aiya, i jus felt connected with the writers there la, perhaps coz we all experience the same stuffs before.

us! :)

after that jiancheng pei-ed me get cake for jihui's bday.. and it's quite interesting chatting with him. like we'll talk about the museum, and some philosophical stuffs. and i found that he's quite a good partner to talk this kind of stuffs to!

ssince it's a surprised bday party, i have to reach earlier than them to hide the cake! and mans.... we actaully sat there for 1 hr (coz we had to wait for the other 2 persons) before ordering our food. and by the time the food came, i almost died of hunger. we ate at the manhanttan fish market btw.

the early birds.

i think it's damn niceeee.

somehow jihui knows that we are celebrating his bday when the waitress brought plates in for us. wah lau eh. spoil the surprise looo! intially he still blurblur gonggong don know wad's happening!

we had swensen's ice cream cake! i still prefer those traditional bday cake! :)

US!

and photo for the day would be this:

damn spastic can. especially the merlion-looking creature. obviously it and siahjen got 深仇大恨that it can't wait to eat him up. and this photo 衬托 the betterlooking side of siahjen. i find this photo hilarious anyway.

it's quite tiring to type such a lengthy post now. tsk tsk tsk!

oyaoya!!! bakkwa for sales at www.thebakkwaseller.blogspot.com ! :)

2009-01-06T22:39:00.001+08:00

it seems that i don have the feel to blog anymore. hur.

hello 2009!

2009-01-02T15:07:00.003+08:00

i know i'm abit lagging, and MIA for a few days~ well, the last few hours of 2008 i spent it with my family~ seriously speaking, i've lost track of time since i'm back from cambodia. and 31st dec is just like any normal day. so is my birthday!

2008 flew past. i didn't reflect back, neither did i lay down any resolutions for the new year.

weirdly, in the past, i will think of a whole list of resolutions for the coming year. but this year, i can't think of any. just wish that friends and family will be happpy, and be in the pink of health! wad's more important than happiness and health? H and H!

i realised that the previous was written in the state of confusion. where got people first thing blog about house's toilet? tsk!

anyway, although i felt that i hasn't learnt anything much, the truth is that i've grown wisely~ intially, i thought that this YEP trip got not much impact on me, but i'm kinda surprised at my reaction towards certain things. unbelievable~ it seems that i've viewed things differently le. :)

throughout the 12 days stay in the village (i promised i will blog about the entire trip!!!), i've learnt family and health are the fundamentals in life. i mean minus away all the materials and fame, wad we are left with are these two. and these 2 are the most important aspects in life. with these two, happiness is just a step away. :)

oh, and i miss sleeping on hard floor, cuddling in my sleeping bag~ :( for past days, i found myself tossing and turning on bed, trying to get to sleep, as usual la!

i miss the people tooo!

oh manss.

happy new yearrr~

2008-12-30T19:36:00.003+08:00

woohoo!

i'm backk~

the first thing that i do when i reach home is to use the bathroom! hahahaha. somehow my stomach can sense that we are back at home~ and it's so much shuang-er to shit at home! kekee~

anyway, the trip was a good experience. and the company is goooood~ :):):)

mans, i'm missing the village life already~those carefree days when we just eat, work and sleep~ and i think i really love the life in village! it's so close to the nature..for a moment, i really think that taking lift very mafan~

shitss. i love prey kla~ :)

will update on the trip soon~

errand day.

2008-12-12T01:22:00.002+08:00

today's errands' day~ coz i keep running here and there to get stuffs~ first was at SGH to do some blood test~ after that went back tampines to get some stuffs for the trip. yes, i haven pack my bag the day before!

then went home awhile to find out that my mum needs me to drive her around! and everything ends at 8 plus, when i finally get to eat my last dinner in singapore! CHOY. there's more to come k~

i can't believe that i'm leaving soon. like in a few hrs' time. like months of preparation.. now coming to an end. bazaar like still not very far from now.mans. so messsy~

into the bagg! like bring alot of stuffs seh!

okay. i'm still not excited abt the trip! mayb later i will beee~ anyway, i'm more excited abt this thing:

yupyup. this is a letter that i wrote 4 years ago! hahaha. even the envelope has turned yellowish.

really excited to know wad i;m thinking 4 years back! oh mans. i rmb vividly that i wrote it when i'm very very sad!

advance happy birthday, Jenny! :)

medical check up + turtle BBQ

2008-12-10T15:23:00.004+08:00

woohoo!

yesterday morning went for medical checkup at SGH. the checkup alone took 2 hrs plus la! tsk. and i was the first few to reach, but last to leave. wah lau ehhh. but nvm la~ after that went to the pharmacy to get malaria pills for yep. and the queue was 40 mins! tsk tsk tsk. but while i was waiting for my turn to collect the pills, i really salute to those ppl in medical field. like.. like the pharmacists all like so busy.. yet they still have to make sure that they gave out the correct medicines. no room for any mistakes~ tsk tsk tsk~ really zai~~~

after that went to meet jihui to upload some songs to my boring ipod~ now my ipod is full of nice nice songs! heh heh!

after that went to buy bbq stuffs from the BBQhouse~

met the rest of the turtle ppl at somerset, before heading to shaoming's house for BBQ! yay yay!

4 bottles of drinks where got enough!~

mich and me!

yums.

erhh. i found this in my camera, someone took it for fun. but i think it's the score for the SIN and INA soccer match~

talk-cocking

advert for peach tea!

i like this picture! the lighting makes it very niceee!

i like yesterday~ like gather together and chillll~ so relaxingggg~

woots. i feel like buying xmas present for my friends. but abit no point, coz it's new year when i'm back~ and and, this year 最没有 christmas de feelings~ don know y tooo~ mayb coz this year not working at Takashimaya and my exams end damn late and i'm going to cambodia!!!!

which means, i'm gonna spend my bday thereeee! hohohohoho.

okok. going out le! will blog soon! :D

2008-12-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

jenny, you really suck to the max!

yayness~ exams over!

2008-12-05T00:43:00.004+08:00

woohoo! exams' finally over! BUt, i don really feel happy leh.. so different now. it's either i've aged, or i don really care about exams le. it's just a passing phase in life. there's more than that in life~ hahaha. yupyup. anyway, these few days are crazy, with 3 papers consecutively. but oh well, it's over. i hope i will do OK.

anyway, after last thurs' janicia's birthday celebration, i went to yanfen's birthday celebration at the Gotham penthouse. alright bahh~ abit tough to talk coz of the music~ but it's eyeopening!

then on saturday, went to ying's birthday partyyy! *shili: catch me online if u wan the pictures!:) *

huixian, liting and me~

buddyyyy.

woah. i find this shot damn seh. but actually, i didn't wanna take the person near the edge of the picture~

lychee martini? nice nice!! hm, i've concluded that i really really love cakes alot! it makes me happpy, especially those nice-looking cakes. not tasty nvm, pretty can le!!!~:):):)

with sec sch friends!

anyway, throughout the night, ying's busy running here and there, making sure that everything is okay. so busy till we didn't really talk to her, and we have to resort to self-entertaining~ and i think i will probably get to see the girls next year.

it's get really saddening. like how our gang has turned into this way. there's no bad relationships la, just that everybody is in their own cliques now. and we will only meet up when there's birthday celebration. and it's quite sad comparing it to the past, whereby we will just chat nonstop. but somehow, now when we meet up, we don really talk much to each other.. and will just stick with those closer people. actually, i'm guilty~ coz i'm one of those. aiya, but everybody is like that tooooo. but i think it's inevitable bahh, like everybody have their own circles of friends, and we have matured too le~ no more those crazy little girls running around the school. haiz. those were the days mans.

oh, i got this kinda of feelings when i compared it to the ESP gang (guys' group)who are present during yanfen's bday celebration. they also knew each other during sec sch friends, yet they can still keep in contact, meet up very frequently, and have bachelor's night?! omg. perhaps that's wad brotherhood means.hmmm.. a food for thought!

okay, enough le.

after today's paper, went out with the turtle gang~ think this will be the last time i'm going out with them after exams since i won't be around next year, and we probably won't be taking the same modules in yr 4 sem2. hur~yup. so.. cherish wadever i have now.

taken at Kent Ridge Terminal. i don know why are they so reluctant when it comes to taking picture! i mean.. it's good wad. nx time when we graduate, at least we still got photos that we can look back to. like i can say "this is taken at the last paper of sem5!" although most probably we won't remember the paper's name.

we went Ikea for teabreak!

celebrating xianyi's belated birthday with an fake ikea cake! happy belated!

after that we headed to queensway to get him a present. but we couldn't find the shirt that he wants!

after that it's dinner time! we went to sakuraya or wadever u called it at anchorpoint. oh.i just realise that anchorpoint got alot of outlet, like FOS, billabong, C&K, g2000 etc etc~claimed to be fine dining, but don have the feeling lo~ and got mosquitoes somemore! prices are exorbitant~

picture! rayner's missing though!

and we found some similarities from last sem.

taken sem4 at sushi tei @vivo!

hahaha. both restaurants have mirror for us to camwhore, and it's japanese fooood~ yay!

yupyup. wad a lengthy post~

JLPT's this sunday~ hohohohoho!

where is my Homeland, Singapore?

2008-12-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

it has been hiding inside me for quite sometimes.. initially it didn't really bother me alot, since it doesn't affect me much.. until today~

today went national library with janicia for mugging~ we chose tables near the entrance~ and 2 groups beside us are from PRC. not that i wanna say.. but they can talk non stopppp~ and according to jancia, the area that she sat previously, half of it are occupied by PRC. like huhhhh. come singapore neh mind, snatch our jobs neh mind, but now also wanna snatch our library's seats?!

and the group seating on my left occupied so much space that i only had tiny weeny space for all my heat transfer notes! and wad's more.. there are quite alot of space to their left lo. irritatinggg! ohh. the best thing is.. they are sec 3 students studying a maths. and i thought now suppose to be school holidays? hmmmm.

actually i really got nothing against "foreign talents". IT IS OKAY. but recently, there's excessive amount of foreigners that sometimes make me wonder if i'm the foreigner here~ so ironyyy. after mugging, i took train home.. and.. best sia. for a moment i thought i'm in china. coz no matter where i go, which direction i turn to, the china accent flooded my ear.

as usual, today's train was packed, but not as packed until i'm touching anyone (i wouldn't want to touch anyone either). and infront of me there's a bunch of china mothers ( i assumed) holding on to the holders above. wah piangggg ehhh. hmm. i swear it smell-er than any sweat-alot guy. and i was wondering how long have they not bathed~ -_-"

ohh. luckily they alighted at aljunied ( perhaps for their part time job?), and suddenly i could hear ermm.. man from PRC talking damn louD~ like 2 carriages away~ okay, i'm kidding.. a few metres away. super diao. -_-"

and it makes me ponder even more. wad will happen to Singapore in the future?

how are we going to be patriotic with so many "foreign talents""? hurrrr.

okay, i'm going to repeat myself. i am not against people from other countries.. just that anything in excess is a no-no; just like excessive drinking is no good. it's the same thinggg! oh mans.

okay, sidetrack abit, i really can't stand uuuuuu. wah piang eh. why can't u aim properly while u are pee-ing?! i know it's a luxury to be able to stand while pee-ing. but couldn't u be more considerate to the women in the house??? hurr. yes, brother, it's u!!!!!

okay, wad a random post. =\

paper #2 + janicia's bday!

2008-11-28T01:59:00.007+08:00

yoyoyoyo. it seems that i haven't been blogging for a while.

today jus had mle paper. wah piang ehhh. the paper ahhh.. hmmm. shall not talk abt it~ huR!

after today's paper, went student lounge to look for jiayi first before heading to munchie monkey for dinnnner~ we ordered first while waiting for the bday girl to arrive.

we had a quick unwrapping-present session, long wah-s, and brownie cake as she need to meet her family for dinner!

the cake~ the brownie shrank le.. and their pasta doesn't taste as nice as before. hur.

make a wish.

oh oh, we had the unwrapping present first before having the cake.

her excited face while unwrapping the present!

okay, now shall present to you the presents that we (43 people) got for her~ and to our shareholders, here's the stuffs that ur money went into. *loanshark email will be sent to u all after exams!*

a creative webcam!
a limited edition epilator. so for the bikini challenge we shall see a sexy, slim, and hairless jancia? HAHAHA!

a pink nikon camera~

a birthday book which contains birthday message from sec sch to uni!

okok, a closeup of all the presents!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICIA!!

wah. i didn't know an epilator can look so niceee. so classy. tsk tsk. but... it's only used for shaving hairrr?!so wasted!

anyway after the short celebration, i met up with ying jie. not chua ying jie. he's my jc friend who used to be the quietest boy in class. and i don know wad happen to him that he become damn talkative. i mean it's goood la... at least now can socialise.

okay. it was quite a weird combination~ and the funniest thing is.. i only got his msn and hp number 3 years after we graduated from the college.

so we hunted for yanfen's bday present at 9pm~ rushing here and there to get the most suitable present. though his presence is not really significant (guys mahh! wad can they suggest?), but lucky got him to accompany me.

home sweet home after that.. and i nua-ed till now. =((

3 more papers to go!!!!!

mom != mum

2008-11-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

today marks the first day of exams~ though my paper is in the evening, i need to reach school around noon time to submit some noc stuffs. met michelle for lunch before camping outside lt 6 mugging~

paper was tested unfairly la! tsk tsk~ but oh well, it's over. =\

and now i'm feeling lethargic + tired. don even feel like studying for mle~ ahhhh.

helppppppp.

:(

OMG.

2008-11-24T02:34:00.002+08:00

omggg.

i got a shock in the middle of the night.

omg la. mr pow told me that he will be coming back on late nov, which i vividly remembered that it's after my mle paper and before heat transfer paper. and i stupidly thought that he will be coming back on 29th nov (don ask me how i came up with this date. it's either he told me, or i assume).

andddd.. i THOUGHT i could go fetch him from the airport after ying's birthday party, if the timing is suitable!

-_-"

a house number called me while i was peeing in the toilet~ and i thought who siaaa~

没想到 it's mr pow calling me from singapore! omggggg. totally unexpected! and i can't meet him till 7th dec! argh!

anyway, welcome back! :)

i can't believe i did it!

2008-11-16T16:42:00.002+08:00

i can't believe that i sign up for facebook! oh mans. i seriously should slap myself lo, for not holding on to my stand! agh! wadever!

anyway, these 2 days haven't been very productive.. cause i zzz 12 hrs for both days! hur.

photos from last friday~

my design group!:):):)

happy family seh~ with sammy, the dog.
i'm just feeling bored~

yay, this sem passes damn fast. like 一眨眼 reach wk 13 le. seriously, past sems not as xiong as this sem lo.

okay, back to mugging le~ HUR.

double yay-ness!

2008-11-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

seriously, i can't hide my happyness that i have to turn to my blog!

design presentation jus over.. and.. our cross examiner erm, not very nice to us, and is very critical. BUT it's okay. our tutor is on our side~ coz the questions that cross examiner asked really hm.. out to kill us.

at the end of the presentation, i really got the urge to cry loh, but i was too tired. :( partly cause i couldn't continue design 2 with the group (hopefully i still can get to go NOC considering that company B don't wan me alr :( ).

think one of the best things that had happened in this sem is probably my design group. seriously, i couldn't ask for better groupmates. although there are times when i really not happy over certain things, but 大家 very nice. so there's no hard feeling among us. (mayb have la.. but i don know). throughout the 1wk plus, we chiong like mad, discuss like nobody business, yet everybody persevere and no grumblings. our group is pretty big (8 people), so there bound to be alot of time wastage. but still there's no complains~

and at the end of the presentation, our customer told us that we did a good job. at that instant, i can't use any words to describe my feelings. it's like,,, our effort really paid off (though we are quite slack at the begining of the sem, and only started chiong-ing these few wks). BUT still, there are rooms for improvement. the report and presentation is not the best, neither it is perfect, but we have really tried our best le. :) *pat on design group*

and last night i just submitted my term paper. yayness!

okay, lec is endinng le.

btw, did i mention that i survived on 13 hrs of sleep for 3 consecutive days?
o

2008-11-10T01:26:00.002+08:00

wah. seriously, i really got alot to blog, BUT i don't have the time to! cause i've been busy with the design project which rob me all my time of studying and doing my term paper!

these few days had been design days lo! omggggg.

anyway, in short,

1. gaw party was good.
2. i'm begining to miss the design group.
3. i'm begining to miss turtle gang.
4. i will nv eat macs for the rest of the year.
5. i see more design group than see my family.
6. time is running out already.
7. i should go edit the 100 over pages report.
8. like NOW.
9. bye

JENNY IS PISSED.

2008-11-07T17:17:00.001+08:00

could u have alittle more EQ, and sensitivity....

huh?

triplets.

2008-11-05T23:12:00.002+08:00

ocassionally, happiness do come in triplet!

I am accepted by company H too! but i've known long long time ago that H is a no-no for me.

so now is the long fight between B and D.

after fan-ing for hours that seems like years, i've choosen B. no regrets yea.

mans. and i find this website quite useful at this point of time. Click me.
hahah. yea.

must stay focus le! time is running out! hur hur.

next week:
mon: design report
wednesday:heat transfer quiz
Friday: Design presentation AND submission of term paper

mans. can someone just kill me?

hur hur.

turn left, turn right?

2008-11-05T02:25:00.002+08:00

haiyo!

happiness do come in pairs!

when there's nothing, there really isn't. and when it comes, it comes together!

how now, brown cow?

should i choose B or D? i' m not refering to the grades by the way.

both touch on different fields, different area.

seriously, i can't make up my mind!

howwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!

REC

2008-11-02T01:53:00.004+08:00

oh mans. just went to watch a movie with ziqian and gang. coz one of their friends pangseh them, so i'm the nx target to ask~

it's a spanish movie btw. and i was abit apprehensive about going to interchange, again, and might have to need to walk back coz the movie is at 11 plus!

but i went in the end laa~ coz the movie ticket like very wasted!

the movie is about a tv crew filming a tv show called "while u'r asleep".. so they filmed fire station, to know more about wad they do when there's emergency in the middle of night~ So this girl called Angela and another camera man called plabo just went around the station and follow wherever the firemen goes.

so on this fine night, they receive a call and headed to a residential building~ After they went there, there's problem with one of the residents there. so when one of the police (i don know why they called the fire station when there's no fire!) tried to calm that resident, the fat lady started biting him! and the story goes on human biting human~

it's actually a virus that makes people damn aggresive and is spread through saliva.

and then it was found out that the virus started from the attic, where a guy tried to find solutions to a infected girl decades ago~ and somehow the virus got spread to a dog, which later become aggresive in the vet.

so police quarantined the entire building, cut away all forms of communication to the building. in the end, only left with Angela and Plabo.. who found their way to the attic and discovered the origin of the virus. BUT, the attic actually lived the infected girl.... omg la. she's freaking skinnnyy.worst than anorexic girl. really upped. don know how they find so thin girl. is really all bones~

hooray, in the end everybody kanna the virus. wad a happy ending.

on a side note, wad would happen if we had this kind of virus in the world? everything is unpredictable de loh. who knows that lehman brothers will bankrupt. oh mans. really damn scaryyy. we will start biting everybody. and that will be the end of the world!

let's hope that this WILL NEVER EVER HAPPEN!

i am abit traumatised though. :\

2008-10-31T14:14:00.000+08:00

:'(

maybe i should love myself more and stop being too honest.

faT fAT FAT

2008-10-30T00:52:00.002+08:00

omg. look at the sinful dinner i had just now at ikea! oh my~ super super sinful laaa~

today woke up at 8 plus and went to sch for lecture~ and suddenly, i felt that the ah neh lecturer is gooood~ as in he will ans our queries patiently lo~ and the sutffs that he teach are quite interesting~ heh heh. but i was hell tired la~ coz i only zzz for 5 hrs the night before~ hur~

after the lecture, had 2 hrs break when i used it to do some errands. print notes ah, went back to clubroom to collect teeshirts ah, went CL to pass people the teeshirts then went to techno for lunch with the turtle. lectures for the rest of the day really sucks to the max. sigh.

after that meet zq to go ikea for my term paper! and omg la, i really love ikea alot! they got good food, and nice showrooms, and furnitures! hohoho. after the sinful dinner, walked around and i spotted the stuffs that i want! i approached the salesman.. and try to ask alot of questions about a particular product. haha. in the end i told him that i'm doing my schoolwork... and he still helped me! so nice laaaa! and he taught me how to lie to the customer service~

and so i got the stuffs that i wanted from the customer service! yay yay!

damn, the ice cream in ikea is damn nice!!!! nice untillll...... i don know wad to say! ichiban!

back to work.:(

Happy ni-papa-ta-ni~!

2008-10-27T22:32:00.005+08:00

wooo!~ as explained earlier, family was away for the entire wkend and deepavali~ and feeling quite studious for the past few days, i decided to pangseh ziqian and stay at home instead~oh mans. okay la. maybe lazy to go out bah~

soooooo, janicia woke me up at 9am, coz got a phone interview at 11am. but then, i went back to zzz, with 4 alarms snoozing every 5 mins to make sure that i will wake up later. but then after few snooze, my alarms just gave up snoozing~ hahaha. but luckily i managed to wake up at 10.30am to prepare myself~ and i gotta warm up my voice first, lest they know that i just woke up. heh heh! and after hearing the job scope , really got me quite interested!! like so much flexibility seh.

okay, after the call, i talked to janicia, laze around, surf around etc before i get my ass off the house to dao bao food from esso. i mean.. delifrance in esso. hahaha! nan de i wake up in the morning lo!

yay, and i continued lazing around.. nua-ing around before really starting work in the evening! and so fast, it's dinner time again!

heh heh, and it was me alone in the house,eating ban mian and watching my fav show~ hahaha. so shuang~

and till now, they are still not back yet! :(

1 wk just flew, again!

2008-10-26T13:58:00.006+08:00

last wk was popcorn week~ it's time to sell popcorn, again, to raise funds to buy xmas package for the cambodian kids!

hmmm, personally, i felt that the locations don't really matters alot. it's just how hardowkring we are during our shift. for example, while i was canvassing at engine, about 90% of the people i approached bought my popcorns! some even don't want lo, and donated to us instead. anyway, i think programme cell did fundraise the amount of money that they wanted~
i was doing my shift on wednesday but then the infusion booth was just opposite us. and i kept going over to their booth to solve a massive crosswords puzzle. and i won these 2 bearsss~ hohoho~ anyway, i've donated to the clubroom already. hope they enjoy their imprisonment there!

anyway, last wk was a busy week (but which week isn't?!). but but, looking forward to the long weekend lo~ but but but, quite sad toooo. coz my family is away again~~~ hur hur.

BUT, it's okay, can study tooo.

tsk tsk tsk. the classic day of the week would be friday! coz i think it's the most unlucky day. here's the story goes...

i woke up early in the morning for lab.when i reach the train station, (1)the train just left~
so waited for another train which arrived not say very long. then the (2) train stopped for donknow how many mins at one of the station. by the time i reached clementi, it's already 9 am~ when my lab starts at 9am tooo. coz it was raining, it walked over to ntuc de busstop to take bus. and before i reached the busstop, (3) 1 96 busstop drove off~ i took another 96 bus and it (4) stopped at ALMOST all traffic light! can imagine how pek cek i am during the journey!

okay, back to the lab, since it's manufacturing lab, it's not those relax relax lab. we have to use machine to manufacture the product we want~ so i was grouped with 3 guys! and while i was tightening something, one of the guy asked me to let other guys do it. (5) so discriminating girls can! slap them infinity la!

okay, great. rest of the day was pretty alright~ until at night~ after giving out popcorn at voices concert, janicia and i wanted to catch a movie at vivo. but by the time we reached there, (6) only front seats are available. obviously we didn't wan to strain our neck la~ so janicia suggested going marche. (7) but there was a very long queue. so we decide to settle for food republic before (8)i realised that my file is gone!!!!!

so after eating, (9)we went back to clubroom to get my file!!! HUR! damn pek cek la. coz i die die gotta go back and take my file coz the (10) next day is sat, and (11) mon is public holiday! argh!

okay, 10 incidents to prove that it's my suay day.

but beside that, i do gain some on this day.

1. got a free movie ticket and lunch from the navy talk
2.got another job interview
3. manufacturing lab no need to do lab report!
4. that day's lab marks the end of this sem's lab
5. voices concert was an eyeopening, but i didn't stay thru out
6. bought a file from daiso!
7. finally managed to call yep sponsors
8. fun and laughter while our way
back to school
9. i understood my elective lec

10. had a very full lunch

and the most-brightening stuff for day is...

(11) okay craps. i'm just trying to make up to 11 non-suay incidents to neutralise the effect of suay day.

oh mans. initially was really chhua tio-ed. how come my pic is at the frontpage~ but no la.. it's just a piece of paper that wrap around the magazine nia. but then, still quite amazed lo. think they did it for everybody leh. which is like don't know how many participants! hahaha. oh mans. but i think they use some special effects to.. smoothen my skin!

okay. i shall start doing my work! :)

說好的幸福呢

2008-10-22T21:01:00.001+08:00

omg~i have been looping this song for 2 days alread~ to and fro from my house to sch~ and it's like 3 hrs journey~ so it's like i've looped this song for 3 hrs~ i wonder if this song will break "a song for lady" record! haha.

anywayyyy, coz of some pirate friends, i got to hold jay's new album! oopss.=x. and this song damn nice laaa! omggg! so sad can the song!

“只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要这么停呢”

pushing factor.

2008-10-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

in life, sometimes we need a pushing element to keep us going. be it human, material or food, wadever that is able to keep us going will be considered as the element. and while talking to jason on my way home, i could feel the pushing force (=ma).

mans. and it really did push me a little; to fulfil my roles in certain aspects! yeay. and upon reflection, hmm, i really sux in those roles. but it's okay!

now i shall put everything in order~ hmm!

jiayous, jennnny!

2008-10-19T19:18:00.002+08:00

haiz, it is so sucky when others have to determine how much you worth.

fat day.

2008-10-19T01:08:00.003+08:00

i took this picture before my phone died on me! quite seh~

remember yesterday's post saying i'm going timbre? yay~ after meeting zq at cityhall, we went on a citytour~ we walked from cityhall to boat quay, after which we realised that we'r on the wrong track~ so we uturn back to funan IT and walked towards the philanthropic museum, or wadever museum it is~ then finally got to The Substation~ but then the place was teemed with people la~ and some of them still had to queue to go in~

we didn't want to wait (but who the hell will leave at that time mans, people go there, like us, to chilll wad! ), so we walked back to clarke quay, and toured around that area. for a moment, i thought i'm the tourist there! soo many ang mohss! i didn't know there's so many angmohs exist in singapore! and i think i've got a culture shock/night life shock lo. like the stufffs that i seee, ermm, i would nv be like them? hahaha! oh mans.

we continued walked to boat quay, then to the timbre at The Artshouse. like finaaly reached! i ordered something vodka~ and it taste horribly! and i think we reached there at about 11 plus~ listen to the live band and talked cock abit~and coincidently, the waitress, called yuet ting who served us is from dunman too! and she remembered us la! though zq don really know her. but then i rmb her la. my choir junior. and she really change alot manssss~really is 女大十八变.

okay, anyway, the band really sucks. i mean.. their attitude! nvm!

and we stayed till the place closed which is like erm, 2 plus~ and we took nightrider back! didn't know that the trip took us abt 1 hr la~ freaking loonnng~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

woke up late today and went for tuition!

papa mama came fetch me after tuition and we went pariss! omggg~ like finally get to eat pariss! seriously, i think i hate eating buffet~ machiam like torture ourselves. though i didn't eat until i puke, but then i feel it's unhealthy la! like not eating proper meal, eating all the jiapalang stuffs. tsk tsk tsk. they have prawn, live oyster, scallop, sashimi, shark fin's soup without shark fin, crabs, chocolate fondue etc etc.

and i think they main thing is the live oyster la. like if nv eat the oyster sure lugi de. other things still hai hao lo. i still prefer eating in restaurant with quality chefs cooking delicious food! :D

anyway, all along i've been thinking about my life. and i kept asking around wad others' dreams are, what they wanna do etc etc. and i though i'm abnormal not knowing alot of things about myself, until i read someone's blog~ the blogger read a book called "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" by Milan Kundera. and she gave an insight of the book:

At the first few pages of the book, it says:"Not knowing what you want is actually quite natural"

Here's the reasoning:"We can never know what to want, because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come".

"There is no means of testing which decision is better, because there is no basis for comparison...And what can life be worth if the first rehearsal for life is life itself"???

i find it really very 有道理！yupyup, mayb i should catch the book sooon!~ sounds interesting!

okaay, back to my work le.

ciaoz.

TGIF

2008-10-17T17:17:00.003+08:00

thank god it's friday!

but that doesn't mean anything! coz as usual, i machiam have tons of work to do. but still, TGIF!

and for the past few days, i have been feeling very tired and lethargic~ wednesday had gaw meeting till 11 plus, and i insisted that i've gotta take train back. so i ended reaching home at 12 plus. and my mind is already so fried that i can't take in any info~ and i zzz kinndaa early, like..erm, 2 plus. haha!

thurs was weird, i slept for 9 hrs but i still feel tired! oh mans. i don know why alsoooo! hm, i tried to zzz early.. like hm, at 3 am.

and today got our party number 2 at grace orchard school! though everything ended early, i felt really relieved that the children are happy with their presents! yiipppy. and of coz i bet half of the clubroom are cleared, coz they also deliever the presents to one of the beneficiaries. double yay!

after tthe party, we flew back to school with janicia, jgys and jiajin. literally flying back, coz i was going to be late for my interview. everything was fine until the rest of the oc called back to tell us that we forgot to bring back the tripod stand! damn~ so in the end, i got out of the van and cabbed back to sch while jiajin drove back to grace orchard.

luckily i wasn't late for the interview! pheew~ but then those women who had gone for the interview kept talking abt the interview, and it kinda make me nervous tooo~ butterflies in the stomach manssss. but then.. i think everything goes well *I HOPE*. and the interviewer was amazed when i told her abt my wrapping skill in takashimaya. hahahahae! yesh, the 1 scotch tape to wrap present! i felt that she felt impressed tooo~ but don know la. ren bu ke mao xiang mans!

and after she telling more abt the company, think really not baddddd~ somemore they provide accommodation~ and pay not that bad~

okay, enough of craps, i think i should go webcast now!!!! and then a chill out session with ziqian, probably at timbre! *excited* hope it's funnnn....

btw, computer center's keyboard very nice to type! tt's why i can type soooo much! heee heeee.

guys are jerks!

2008-10-15T12:24:00.002+08:00

damn!

on my way to school today, i went to ntuc that busstop to take bus~ the bus was quite packed, but then i still managed to squeeze up the bus. then the guy infront of me is so damn inconsiderate. i believe that there's abit of space infront of him, yet he doesn't want to stand up and squeeze with the guy infront of me. so poor me had to stand at the last step~

neh neh. the door somehow managed to close fully la. but then the ah neh driver also nv make sure that i'm okay first before closing it. but IT'S OK.

so after the door closed, i dare not move too much, fearing that it might pose difficulties when the front door open at the nx stop. so I DIDN'T MOVE AT ALL.

then then, at the first bus stop, the front door opened. and my feet is "giamp" by the door. damn it mans, then the neh neh guy doesn't feel sympathatic at all that he alight the bus via another route! neh neh laaaaa~doesn't he feel guilty abt it? for not squeezing and causing destruction to me?! wad a selfish brat! i hope he fails all his modules from this sem onwards!

then i was like so malu and paiseh. and the door giamp my feet quite pain too. and felt so helpless that i almost cried out.

agghhh. damn pissed with that stupid guy. neh neh pok, ku ku bird! arghhhh!!!

i hope his leg will also get giamped by door. best is lift door. cannot cannot, lift nowadays got sensor. better be automated gate!

argh. spoilt my day totally mans.

slap the person infinitely.

17 hrs marathon

2008-10-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

gaw party 1 had finally concluded. and i almost felt that gaw is over, but no, there's still part 2 and 3.

and right now i really feel like penning my reflections on the party now~ but then, i think i shall wait till everything is over bah~ :)

oh yea, i slept from last night 7 plus to today 12 +. 17 hrs marathon seh. even i nv sleep so much for ethelonter. but then the marathon is coz i only slept 3 hrs plus the 2 nights before the party~and i've nv felt so shagged before~ i can even zzz while standing la.

so today, as usual, i had my tuition with my saturday kid. and coz normally his tuition is on sat (and i've postponed it to today coz of the party), i felt today is saturday~ when it's actually sunday and tomorow i'm going to sch coz of lab that was scheduled on fri (GO's party), but i postpone it to tmr! and on top of tmr's lab, i just had a lab on last fri. aiyo. like time passes damn fast la~

and after my jap lesson, went to meet michelle, geehoe and jihui for dinner. went bugis to walk walk before gh complained that he didn't wan to go back home so early. so i suggested taking neoprints! wah seh, that's like a few yrs le lah. the last neoprints i took were probably on my 19th birthday, with ermm. and it's really so different taking neopprints now mans. like taking with the older boys make it so not fun AT ALL. haaha. me and michelle like damn high~ but then the guys like dead men like that. tsk tsk tsk.

home sweet home after that~

another busy week ahead. with the impending datelines for my term paper, design project, gaw party, sigh.

pant pant

2008-10-10T02:09:00.003+08:00

ahh, if only i'm guan yin ma, wouldn't it be goood~ i will have lots of hands to complete all the tasks~

and seriously, i think i'm stressed. =(

like all the stuffs need to be done, forms to submit, proj to catch up, notes to read, tut to do, calls to make etc etc~ if only i can zzz for 5 hrs per day~ anyway, i think that age is catching up on me le. like i will feel restless, lethargic after long hrs~ shit mansss. and plus i haven't been exercising. tsk tsk! ought to be slapped.

anyway, for noc, we are in another phase of job placement. and every night, i'm busy email-ing seniors who have worked in the companies that i'm interested in. and seriously, i can't decide on the company that i wanna work in, though i have already self source a design firm and had sent an email to the person~ hope she replies me sooonnn! shit mans. noc is eating away all my night time! hur hur hur!!!

today had our yep meeting. haha. felt quite 温馨at some point~ don know y also, it just a sudden surge of feelings~ and then i tot that things wouldn't be the same once i return from shanghai le bah? like everything gonna change. turtle gang graduating, attending lecture ALONE etc etc~ abit sian though.

okay, i'm going to zzz for 5 hrs later! coz gotta wake up at 7am later for lab!

ciaoz!

chua-ed

2008-10-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

it's so heartwarming when u heard that someone reads your blog everytime he/she comes online.

it's so heartwarming when u heard that someone has been following your blog closely; out of pure concern, and not other intentions.

it's so heartwarming when the someone called you to check on you just because the most recent post sounds emotic.

it's even heartwarming when that someone is overseas!

hahaa~

thankew, mr pow!

heh heh

2008-10-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

it seems i haven't blog for a very long time le.. when it's actually..hmm.. 5 days niaa~ well, nothing eventful events happened this week, except for the noc briefing which robbed away my mom lecture and.. my 5.5 hrs.

ahh, it's wk 8 already. andd. i can feel that my engine is dying soon. aiyooo. cannot mans! i still got tons of work to do.. like.. mle tut, mom tut, elective term paper, design proj, jlpt 3, tests that are coming real soon, etc etc.

ookokokok.废话少说

再见！

2008-09-30T02:45:00.001+08:00

if only my will is that strong...

i'm still as aimless as a sheep..

!@#$#%%^*(

2008-09-29T18:37:00.002+08:00

neh neh!

today was such a bad dayyy~ i went to sch happily to hand in my lab report and shunbian mug in liB~ but then... while i'm at coop, i realise my matric card is gone! like wth~~ and i don remember myself putting elsewhere except my walllet! and so i called my mum and ask her help me check if it's at home~ but then no~~~ went to e2 pc cluster to ask if anybody found and return it since the last time that i rmb myself using it was a few wks back at e2~ but also don have!!!!

damn pek cek can! i've nv lost something.. so important!~ i mean..things that i know i ccan't lost it~ and the feelings machiam like someone cut a part of my flesh out! arghhhhhhh!!!!

:(

end of mid sem break

2008-09-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

ahhh. my mid sem just flew past~ without me doing alot of constructive work, except for the boot camp and days when i really woke up early~ hahaha.

anyway, last sat~ kah woon organized a surprise bday party for sockhoon~ damn efffort~ but i will talk abt it when i get the photos from jason!

paranomic view from 69th storey~
hahah. will post photos soon.

and then monday we had to do our vaccinations at tan tock seng hospital~ and i woke up like at 7 am~ wanted to meet zq for breakfast.. but then i was super late that he ate his breakfast alone~ supposedly to meet the yep team at 9.30am de.. but then i reached at 9am~ coz zq starts working at 9am~ and woahh. this is the first time that i reach early loo. hahha! but i was damn tiredd!

so scarryy. had hep A, tetanus and.... teflon.. KIDDING LA. if i inject teflon, i will die~ it's used for manufacturing plastics de. hahahaha! anyway, it's tephoid. or wadever u call it~

hahaha. and a shocking new is that i realise i'm allergic to plasters. like huh? plasters?!! yesssss. i don know y also. so weirddd.

and then tue and thurs are my sleeping days, which i practically didn't do anything! haizz. wed is the boot camp where i stayed til 11 plus in sch and took a 顺风车ride with jgys and kevin. damn shaggged.

fri i met up with shili~ hohoho, like finally we'r studying together again~ but then 1 thing for sure is that.. our thinkings are really very very different le. haha.like how we view life~ but okay la.. just different thinkings niaaa.

after studying with her at the airport, i went to meet jihui and xianyi for dinnner at BIG FISH! hahaha. i always wanted to eat there.. since a few yrs back where some shows introduced their restaurant~ and i finally got to eat it! yay yay!

fish and chips. nv try it though.
wahh. some lobster thingy. but the gravy is damnnnn niceeee.
mine~ some.. seafood thingy. but it's damn nice also. but i think this one more wu hua then the lobster one, coz got more spag and seafood~

since we'r at east coast area, we decided ( or i decided) that we should go and try the cheesecake cafe~ and haha. the cheesecake is damn nice loooo! tsk tks tsk! but the portion is a little small though~ but still nice~

cuppucino, rum n' raisin,strawberry oreo~

yay yay~

as for the noc, i think i will go le. at least 99% confirmed. unless the design proj prof don let me go, which i highly doubt so~

but then, i think i will 舍不得alot of things~ but the good thing is.. at least janicia will be graduating with me! :) at least not so bad.